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Time, it's a funny thing. 
It seems to go by so slow at the time,
but in reality when you look back it has flown by. 
things change and so do people. 
you loose those friends you met in elementary school that you thought would be life long,
elementary seems like it was just last week.
middle school seems like it was just yesterday.
But i'm grateful for those best friends i was once with everyday
that are now just strangers i pass by in the halls.   
Those are the people who made me who I really am. 
High schools now here and things have all changed, 
Junior year is almost over, and this time next year ill be a senior,
knowing what college ill be in and moving out on my own. 
And i look back on all the years in the past, all i wanted to do was grow up
and be out on my own. 
But i cant seem to figure out why, because this isn't what i bargained for, 

                                                                                                                                                                                 

I'll never forget the days at the field
where it was perfectly okay toget dirty
the dirtier youwere, the harder you played
softball may not be a mojor part of my life anymore
but it will aways be a major love of mine<3
 

Look at me and you see a girl always laughing looking happy.
you see a spoiled girl who's daddy bought her a car.
Sure i seem outgoing but, i'm actually pretty shy.
Now you see this girl who's slowly breaking down.
and you wonder why.
What you don't know is what happens behind the scenes
I think it's time for me to come clean,
five years of work with the scars up my arm. 
and all i can say is i'm done.     

                                                                                                                                                                                 

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