broadwaydreamerxo13

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stay beautifulll. all of youu♥


I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. 

My motto: 

It's only a matter of time
In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime. Missing someone is one bad dream you can't wake up from.... Everybody tells me I'm really mature for my age but that's not it. I'm just really screwed up for someone my age.Take it from someone who's fallen. It's a long way down. my eyes turned blue & green; i heard a gorgeous sound & that's when it ( became a dream ), when the s k y f e l l i n, when the hurricanes came for me, i could finally crash again, & that's how
I became » the sea.
Sometimes caring too much has it's consequences. 

It's so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who's never been there, because it's not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it's that cold absence of feeling - that really hollowed out feeling. That's what Dementors are.
-J.K. Rowling.

I am not depressed.
I can still smile at pretty things, 
and laugh when jokes are funny.
I can still talk to people, 
and enjoy nice days.


      But when I go inside,
       when I'm alone, 
       there's something broken.
       And I fall into a sadness so
       sweet that it engulfs me.
       I look in the mirror, 
       and I don't like what I see.
       The tears fall when I'm falling
       asleep.
       And I miss something that doesn't exist.

 
I am not depressed.
I've just been sad for awhile,
but I can still find the light.

I can still smile.

She had always wanted words,
she loved them,
grew up on them.
Words gave her clarity,
brought reason,
shape.
 

Quotes by broadwaydreamerxo13

"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag .She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes."
The problem is I'm trying to get everyone to remember, when society is trying to make everyone forget.
Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts.
So it's fairly simple to cut right through the mess,
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess.
They say you know when you know, but I just don't know.

I am
thisclose
to being completely over him.

Are you happy now
Congrats, she's done. Shattered. Because of you she can't trust
anyone.
 She won't let anyone in. You hurt her. She's afraid of
being hurt, again. But somehow through all of this, she still loves you.
How could she, after all you put her through? No one will know. 
She
wishes you the best, and is sorry if she ever hurt you. The least
you could've done was to leave her alone. You could've put yourself out
of her life. You didn't have to lead her on and tear her down, did you? 
She really loved you. Well, now it's too late. It seems everyone but you
knew it was only a matter of time. Are you happy now?

All you do is take advantage of me
But i love you so much it hurts so I let you.
You use me but I'd rather be used than have you leave me. 

 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RymTVgwiXRU

For all of you who have been bullied, my friend wrote this ^ song and is singing/playing guitar in it. 
It has a great message.
I love it. He's amazing. 
Check it and comment here with what you think? 

♥ xoxo 

That's all I ask for, 
love me, love me. 



monster; meg & dia
xoxo

I don't want to have high expectations because
you could be the end of me.

i don't want to be a bride; vanessa carlton
xoxo