broadwaydreamerxo13

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Joined: May 1, 2011
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stay beautifulll. all of youu♥


I'm sorry I wasn't good enough. 

My motto: 

It's only a matter of time
In the space between yes and no, there's a lifetime. Missing someone is one bad dream you can't wake up from.... Everybody tells me I'm really mature for my age but that's not it. I'm just really screwed up for someone my age.Take it from someone who's fallen. It's a long way down. my eyes turned blue & green; i heard a gorgeous sound & that's when it ( became a dream ), when the s k y f e l l i n, when the hurricanes came for me, i could finally crash again, & that's how
I became » the sea.
Sometimes caring too much has it's consequences. 

It's so difficult to describe [depression] to someone who's never been there, because it's not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it's that cold absence of feeling - that really hollowed out feeling. That's what Dementors are.
-J.K. Rowling.

I am not depressed.
I can still smile at pretty things, 
and laugh when jokes are funny.
I can still talk to people, 
and enjoy nice days.

      But when I go inside,
       when I'm alone, 
       there's something broken.
       And I fall into a sadness so
       sweet that it engulfs me.
       I look in the mirror, 
       and I don't like what I see.
       The tears fall when I'm falling
       asleep.
       And I miss something that doesn't exist.
 
I am not depressed.
I've just been sad for awhile,
but I can still find the light.
I can still smile.

She had always wanted words,
she loved them,
grew up on them.
Words gave her clarity,
brought reason,
shape.
 

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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to StayingStrongForever
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thank you a lot. honestly.
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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to justinbieber2702
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thank you
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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to tayyluvskesha
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thank you! i will asap
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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to xpeacelovesportsx702
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oh hey
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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to nevercutyourbeautiful
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thank you. thank you. thank you. i love you. but there's nothing you can do. i'm slowly fading.
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broadwaydreamerxo13 1 decade ago to broadwaydreamerxo13
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thank you. thank you. thank you. i love you. but there's nothing you can do. i'm slowly fading.
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