brocenbutterfly09

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Joined: May 30, 2010
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heey heey!!
my name is monique
the 7 things i LOVE more then this world are:
1. my friends
2. singing
3.soccer.
4.shopping
5.making new friends
6.helping people 
                   and
7. making people smile  
 
well bii for no but not for ever 
    ILOVEYOU❤        
 

 

Quotes by brocenbutterfly09

Happiness can kill you

She could barely walk, could barely talk, she barely had a voice. Every night she would sit on her window leg and stare into the stars until her heavy eyelids shut. She hurt herself because she was confused about the world. She wonders about everything, she wonder why her mum hits her. She wonders why her dad left her and why she was classified as a “freak” at school she also wonder why she was even in this word if she wasn’t wanted.
That girl was me Amber Greenwood. Terrified of the world, I felt alone. I am fifteen now but I wasn’t always like this. It was with confidence that I knew I was loved by many and I wasn’t afraid of the word and I took charge of my life. The thing that brought me down to where I am now was my dream to make everyone happy. Accomplishing my mission that I had set for myself was very difficult. During this time the more I made people happy the more I died inside. Making people happy is not as easy as I thought it was going to be. People want more then I can give them, my mother for example she was very cruel to me but I thought that if I took what she through at me she might stop being so nasty.
I really don’t ask for much at all, but one thing I would ask for is for one person to come up to me and see what I was going through and tell me I am beautiful and smart and I don’t have to deal with this rubbish would be wonderful, sadly that would never happen in a million years.

Returning from school one day and seeing mum was home and she was drunk. She yelled at me and told me it was my fault that we were poor and I was the reason why dad had left. She told me loud and clear that she wished I was never born and after she said those words I then knew that it was time to end my life here and now. Mum only needed to take one more gulp of alcohol and she was ready to end my life for me, she physically abused me and I just black out. I woke up in a dark cold and lonely place. Mum was next to me, she had a gun in her hand and blood was very where she had committed suicide. I cried and cried for hours even thought she was abusive I still loved her and I knew she loved me. I couldn’t bear looking at her knowing she killed herself because she couldn’t take care of me, so I took the gun from   her hand and pulled the lever back. Darkness was all around me.
 
3 days later

R.I.P
Amber greenwood
1996-2011
You were loved by all you never deserved what happen to you.

 

haven't been on witty for a long time i just came on then and i don't like it it's not colorful anymore it's just black and white what happen to the color that was part of the reason i like coming on here.

witty girls i need your help

Ok so, IM dating this guy right and my friends all think he is a player and i believe them and all but the thing is that he is like the first guy i really liked but i think he is only dating me coz he wants to get to my best friend  so i don't know what do
can u guys help me please 

dose every story have and happy ending 
or 
do we have to waire our turne  

 

IM SICK OF LIFE 
it seems like i was borne into the wrong family
they take me as and outsider looking in 13 years have been like that i have no say in anything that we do its all up to my brother 
my brother like bully me and so dose my mum calls me fat and dumb and all that stuff
 i really hate my life

dose anyone else feel this way at school or at home coz i don't want to be the only on e    



If you see some one crying it doesn't mean there week it means they have be strong for too long
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BEST FRIEND!!!! 
does this ever happen to you? when your in the middle of class and a teacher comes in to the room and ask for you and as you are walking out the class room your hole class go's oooooow 

 
fave if this has ever happen to you???
 
the epic moment when you find out the person you like, likes you :] 




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