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no matter what you try to do
you just gotta *l*i*v*e*s*t*r*o*n*g*

dear heart..
today i met a boy..
prepare to shatter..

uh.. my friend.. well.. he wants to know.. if you think.. that........ im hott...

do you have a map??
cuz im lost in your eyes...

sarcasm: one of the great qualities i can offer ;)

jܧt cuz i ƒ£iRt..
doesnt mean im intrested

*It's been a year daddy
I really really miss you
Mommy says your safe now
In a beautiful place called heaven*
*We had your favorite dinner tonight*
*I ate it all up*
*Even though I don't like carrots*
*I learned how to swim this summer*
*I can even open my eyes*
*While I'm under water*
*Can't you see me?*
*I started kindergarten this year*
*I carry a picture of us
In my Blue's Clues lunchbox*
*You are the greatest daddy*
*I can swing on the swing by myself*
*Even though I miss you pushing me*
*Can't you see me?*
*I miss how you used to tickle me*
*Tickle my belly*
*My belly hurts*
*I try not to cry*
*Mommy says it's okay*
*I know you don't like it when I cry*
*You never wanted me to be sad*
*I try Daddy but it hurts*
*Is it true you're not coming home?*
*Maybe someday*
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven
*I can visit you in heaven, okay?*
*It's time for me to go bed now
I sleep with the light on
Just in case you come home
And kiss me good night
I love you so much
I miss you Daddy*
^^a 5 year old said that about her father.. while this song was playing in the backround..

Baby you're all that I want
When you're lying here in my arms
I'm finding it hard to believe
We're in heaven

the song is by dj sammy.. and its called heaven 911 remix..

~*In loving memory of all the victims of 911*~

why did you leave?
why did i care?
why am i wishing
your still there?
its been a year.. oh i miss you so much
you were my life.. i loved you so much
why did you say goodbye?
why didnt you tell me why?
why do i miss you so much?
why did you say goodbye?

boy and girl meet-young age
girl has crush on boy-still young age
boy finds out-a little older
girl hates boy-early teens
boy starts to like girl-early teens

^^see the problem?

*not a true story.. i was just bored so i made it*

*i tear my heart open'
'i sew myself shut*
*my weakness is'
'that i care too much*

*and my scars remind me'
'that the past is real*
*i tear my heart open'
'just to feel*