brunetteplaya133

i lied when i told you that you werent my best friend, and i denied that fact that it was me that hurt you, until this day. Guilt has taken over any happiness I used to have and used to show. Forgiveness is my every motivation for gaining hope so that you can love me like you used to. my mind races in indefinite thoughts that destroy any form of concentration whenever i think about what i have done. my hands can no longer touch and my eyes can no longer see, but my eyes can feel the heartache which ive caused. ive ignored any idea that it was me who ruined everything, but now i realize, ive lost everythingand anything i have ever loved about you. Beyond the jokes and the laughs, ive lost the heart and the person, who stole mine.

-my own, dont take credit.
- make it cute.

Loves =)

You think writing him a trillion page essay about you felt when
he said he loved you, and how it hurt you when he didnt,
could erase everything you've done.
You think by ignoring him and walking past could take away
any and all the pain, the happiness, youve ever felt
You think by trying not to look at him, and not talking to him could
make you stop falling inlove after all the things he put you through.
& Knowing that you could have stopped and changed everything
hurts.
Eventually that hurt.breaksdown any bit of hope and strength in you
And the way you thought finally makes sense nothing you do. can ever make you stop loving him.

done by me <3

You think writing him a trillion page essay about you felt when
he said he loved you, and how it hurt you when he didnt,
could erase everything you've done.
You think by ignoring him and walking past could take away
any and all the pain, the happiness, youve ever felt
You think by trying not to look at him, and not talking to him could
make you stop falling inlove after all the things he put you through.
& Knowing that you could have stopped and changed everything
hurts.
Eventually that hurt.breaksdown any bit of hope and strength in you
And the way you thought finally makes sense nothing you do. can ever make you stop loving him.

done by me <3

the past is the enemy that she's constantly fighting, fighting only to help him realize that her heart is covered in his initials and marked by his finger prints. the fights that he forgets turns into an excuse to sadden her, they never leave her mind but instead replay moments where he hurt her. he doesnt see that with each painful word that pours out of his mouth, is the one thing that is capable of breaking her. he could never understand that hes sending her deeper into shame, until it turns into a matter of escaping the darkness where he put her

-my own
-im sw33txobrunette for edits and shtuff

In the end, you realize how much
you really do care when they're already
taken away from you<3

- my own
-dont take credit

In the end, you realize how much
you really do care when they're already
taken away from you<3

- my own.
- dont take credit

And through everything i still find
myself still and completley in love with you<3


- my own =)
- dont take credit

Your smile means so much more, <3
than a moment you're looking at her

i cry alone in the dark, cause i finally realized
that you're never gonna be there again to hold me </3

i cry alone in the dark, cause i finally realized
that you're never gonna be there again to hold me </3