Hi hi, i'm bri! i'm doing this behind my parents backs since i'm not allowed to have any fun... Anyways, life isnt going the way i wish it was lately. Writing is my only way of venting considering my friends are dropping like flies, and i cant rely on my parents. I'm an only child, so most of the time i keep to myself. I may seem like a dark person, but thats not who i really am. it's what i've changed into. I'm learning to accept life and what it throws at me, and to ignore people who think poorly of me. And theres alot of people like that, but we all have to learn to roll with the punches and get back up when life brings us down!
Relationship: 12-20-10 <3 Dan <3
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am i the only one who has a boy friend stupid enough to tell me
that he's cheating on me? and than he asks if im mad?
&
my response? no, its okay, at least you told me.
& what should have happened... wtf??? u
cheat on me, its over! i hope you're happy, you hurt me and i'm
not going to forgive you!
im so confused and hurt and lost. i dont
know what to do! please help me! comment, click the heart if
you've felt my
pain.
you
tell me that
you love me, than u
throw me to the side. i
see you in the hallways and look
into your eyes, and you just
walk on by like im not even
there. you tell me you
want to hang, than say you
forgot that you already have plans; after i cancel mine. i tell you
that i love you, you say, "ya, i know".
you say you're over her, but
i can see it in your face. the way you look at her. the way
you smile when she passes you
in the hall. the way you call
me by her name instead of mine. the sad part is,
she still likes you, and
you dont even know it.
but i like you more. im
the one whos with you
now. im the one who trys to talk to you 24/7. im the one
whos tells you that i love
you. im the one
who means it. but most of all, im me and you have to deal with
that. if you dont except me for who i am, than run to her. go hug and kiss her, go get back
with her and leave me here
with a broken heart. who knows,
maybe
it will be for the best.
*all mine please dont steal*
*venting*