cactusmikey

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Joined: July 20, 2016
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user id: 396993
kevin he/they in love, but never loved back.

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my head hurts whenever i blink. images of you flash before my eyes. and i'm afraid that when i sleep, i will dream of us. and when i wake, tears will be in my eyes as i remember it was fake. 
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you have taken up every last space in my heart and now that we're done you're still here in every corner and it's creepy and i don't want to be creepy but i don't want to be empty either.
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the worst thing is when you send them a text revealing your love and they read it but don't respond. 
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i can't sleep because i have dreams of you. they give me happiness until i remember that you left me and you don't deserve my dreams anymore.
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everything was blue. his pills. his hands. his jeans.
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i'm not the best choice nor am i probably the right choice but i hope you'll choose me.
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this year
i blew out the candles
and wished i was dead.
and they all clapped
without knowing.
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she claimed to be an artist.

it wasn't until two weeks later 

i found her

lying on the bathroom floor

crimson red carvings on her canvas.

a.t
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part of me
wants to die tonight.
part of me
wants it to be an accident.
and part of me
wants somebody notice
and stop me.
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suicidedeathheartbreaksaddepressionhelp
and if you don't
like me as i do you;
i understand.
because who would 
really choose
a daisy, in a field 
of roses?
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