cai

Status: happy 2013 bada bing
Joined: October 7, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 333614
Location: attic
Gender: F

Quotes by cai

And if you
want to buy me flowers, just go ahead now
And if you
would like to talk for hours, just go ahead now

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The trouble it might drag you down,
if you get lost you can always be found
By definition, i am a legal adult.
i have a job, a relationship of 2 years and 4 months
and a pet parrot to take care of

by definition, im mature
i no longer am allowed to build snowmans
or eat smiley face french fries
or use the swings in the community park

no longer can i roll my eyes and give an attitude
stick out my tongue to arrogant strangers
ask questions
or question beliefs

nobody said so right off the bat
but we all feel this way, dont we


my question is, why should we ?


i am a legal adult, and i believe in spirits
i take walks and clear my head
i get pissy
sad
lonely
and occasionaly swept off my feet over the little things in life

i am legally too old for myself 
but actually, 
im allowed to be myself and live life the way i think would be best

and i dont have to listen to anybody who doesnt agree





by cai
Take a step and come out of the shade
I can tell you're no longer afraid
I'm helpless without
your warming smile

Take a step and come out in the sun
I can tell it's already begun
I'm helpless without
your warming smile

 
It's not a big problem love,
you don't look that hygienic anyway.
I'm only here because,
I want to twist the structure of my average day.
I am going to the city for Christmas this year, with a new film camera. I can't wait to capture memories, and see all the lights and be able to dream about doing this with the one I love someday.

Merry Almost December. 
Everyone thinks I have it all,
it's so empty behind these castle walls.

If I should tumble, if I should fall..
Would anyone hear me, behind these castle walls?
Invictus. William Ernest Henley

Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
I met the devil and I stared her in the eyes
Her hair had scales like silver serpents
I a statue, stood there mesmerized

I took the fire escape and made it out alive
I still burn from time to time but I've a healing hand against my side

Blisters on my feet I crawled back home
Frozen from the sleet burned sand and stones
Nourished back to life by life alone
With one shake of the mane regain the throne