*Brother playing video game* : OMG Dad Look!!!
Dad: I can't be watching you all the time I have more
important things to do!
Me: Like watch TV?
Dad: .......yeah......
It's been almost three months since I saw him last. Every day
is killing me inside. Everywhere I go everything I see everything
I do reminds me of him. I miss him so much. I've never been
in so much pain in my entire life. I've stopped talking to my
friends about him because all they say is get over it. My Dad
yells at me for crying over him. My friends make fun of him and
his family and it kills me inside. Every single night after
everyone else in my house goes to bed I cry for hours over him
most of the time i actually cry myself to sleep. The other night
while I was crying he called me and he said " you sound
sad" and all I said was " I just cry sometimes for no
reason" because I didn't want to make him feel bad.
It's driving me insane how just hearing his voice makes
everything ok again. I need him it's like every breath I take
without him I die a little more inside. And nobody cares I
get yelled at every time I talk about him. The worst part is I
never even got to kiss him. I remember I was so excited that I
was finally going to kiss him and then all of a sudden we
couldn't talk and I didn't hug him either. I don't
know what to do because he's all I think about and people
keep asking me how he is.
He is the best thing that has ever happebed to me. I
don't care what anybody says about him. I know him more than
I know anybody and he knows me more than anybody has ever known
me before. He is the only person who knows about my darkest
secrets and has stayed. I love him, his flaws everything. He is
my best friend in the entire world. If I ever have a problem with
anything he is the first person I go to because he actually
listens to me he actually cares. He always knows what to say to
calm me down. Whenever something good happens I tell him first. I
can totally goof off with him or have a serious conversation with
him. He has a sense of humor unlike anybody I've ever known.
I guess you could call it dorky but I love it, it makes me smile
and laugh. He is the sweetest boy I know. But he's not
perfect, nobody is but he's perfect to me. He's the only
thing that makes me truly happy.
That period of time where Hannah Montana, The Suite Life Of Zach
and Cody, Cory In The House and Wizards of Waverly Place were all
on Disney channel and High School Musical had just happened and
all the hsm characters were co starring on all the disney shows
and everything was just a big mix like that was such an amazing
time there are tears in my eyes.