caiteyd13

*Brother playing video game* : OMG Dad Look!!!
Dad: I can't be watching you all the time I have more important things to do!
Me: Like watch TV?
Dad: .......yeah......

It's been almost three months since I saw him last. Every day is killing me inside. Everywhere I go everything I see everything I do reminds me of him. I miss him so much. I've never been in so much pain in my entire life. I've stopped talking to my friends about him because all they say is get over it. My Dad yells at me for crying over him. My friends make fun of him and his family and it kills me inside. Every single night after everyone else in my house goes to bed I cry for hours over him most of the time i actually cry myself to sleep. The other night while I was crying he called me and he said " you sound sad" and all I said was " I just cry sometimes for no reason" because I didn't want to make him feel bad. It's driving me insane how just hearing his voice makes everything ok again. I need him it's like every breath I take without him I die a little more inside. And nobody  cares I get yelled at every time I talk about him. The worst part is I never even got to kiss him. I remember I was so excited that I was finally going to kiss him and then all of a sudden we couldn't talk and I didn't hug him either. I don't know what to do because he's all I think about and people keep asking me how he is.

The one person who promised me he'd never leave me left. Just like everyone else.

I'm officially alone in the world my three best friends are gone they all hate me.

Kinda sad when the person you love more than anything is the reason you start cutting again.

 He is the best thing that has ever happebed to me. I don't care what anybody says about him. I know him more than I know anybody and he knows me more than anybody has ever known me before. He is the only person who knows about my darkest secrets and has stayed. I love him, his flaws everything. He is my best friend in the entire world. If I ever have a problem with anything he is the first person I go to because he actually listens to me he actually cares. He always knows what to say to calm me down. Whenever something good happens I tell him first. I can totally goof off with him or have a serious conversation with him. He has a sense of humor unlike anybody I've ever known. I guess you could call it dorky but I love it, it makes me smile and laugh. He is the sweetest boy I know. But he's not perfect, nobody is but he's perfect to me. He's the only thing that makes me truly happy.

That period of time where Hannah Montana, The Suite Life Of Zach and Cody, Cory In The House and Wizards of Waverly Place were all on Disney channel and High School Musical had just happened and all the hsm characters were co starring on all the disney shows and everything was just a big mix like that was such an amazing time there are tears in my eyes.

He's funny, He's adorable, He's sweet, He's loving, He's awesome, He's perfect. I didn't say a name but he popped into your head didn't he?

They're like 12--- correct way to refer to anyone younger than you

I was criticized for letting you break my heart