capturecooper

hahahahahah hey man long time no speak im laughing at my comments i was the most dramatic child ever what the hell i was telling my boyfriend the other day about the time i got catfished when i was 13 hahahaha i hope you dont feel bad bc i think its really funny now

its okay now
i've realized i have stretched out what we were and my feelings for you
i've forgiven you for leaving
i've forgiven farrah for lying and using me and stretching it out for so long
i don't remember how your words made me feel anymore
and that's equally frightening and refreshing
and i want to thank you for being the only light in my life for 7 months
because you never knew the half of what i went through or the fact i hate an eating disorder and i was clinically depressed
i am positive you are the reason i did not kill myself in 2013
but god you broke my heart
and you put me through hell
but you've helped me realize that pain is temporary
so yes I've forgiven you and Farrah
and I've moved on.
and like i said, nothing makes me happier and nothing makes me sadder than you

hey baby i've found closure

im glad we talked the other day and i felt infintely better knowing you actually felt sorry but it didnt feel like i was talking to you. i tell myself you are taylor and you died in that coma and that farrah is just your friend who felt bad for me and tried to protect me from getting hurt or something like i make you out like my dead ex boyfriend how sick is that yet it feels less painful than the truth of your nonexistance

I make us out to be a tragic love story and my mind stretches out so many of the details of what we were. I don't know if I'm okay. but I don't know if you're the cause or an excuse

I'm so empty and I'm still so broken and it's not fully possible for me to move on because I'm falling more and more for who I thought you were the longer I go without you. I haven't talked to you since January. 7 months Taylor. tomorrow is my birthday and all I want is a chance to talk to you again. I'll never get over you and I'm tired of living a life grieving over you. you'll never know what you did to me. You may have felt nothing but everything I felt was so real and you'll never begin to understand the full extent. I love you. Whoever the hell you are.

the real taylor sent me a video of him proving that he was real and i cried and cried and cried

do you still have my number

joined 2012 wow how many people did you do this to

what were we really

why did you stretch it out so long

i dont know who you are but i would still give up everything to go back to how we were

i had to break up with my boyfriend because im still so stuck in the past over you

last seen: 7 months ago. wow. 7 months is the amount of my time you wasted

im reading old comments on here and im about to throw up u sicken me haha fck you haha you ruined my life lol

maybe you have read these and maybe you feel awful for what you did or maybe youre still a btch and you couldn't care less about the fact that you completely destroyed me

how wrong is it that im still not okay?

part of me dearly wishes you'd read these and i dont expect you to ever contact me in any way shape or form again but idk knowing that you knew how i felt gives me closure i guess and i feel like i still shouldn't be this hurt over it and idk i just miss you and i feel lost and used and im sorry

you told me to text you whenever but im sure you hate me because i lashed out on you last time and i know i should hate you but i cant bring myself to be too rude to you because it kills me inside and i just love you so much or who i thought you were at least and i blocked and deleted your number and i know you will never see this message because im sure you dont visit this anymore and i wonder if you ever think of me and if you feel bad ever and i still have so so so many questions and i still want to know the extent of what we were because i know it was more than you just having a need to be there for me i know it was and im sorry

you ruined my life and i dont know what to do