caramelcoco11

Status: i love you ♥
Joined: December 1, 2011
Last Seen: 7 years
user id: 245601
Gender: F
I LOVE One Direction!! Directioner Forever<333
A little bit about me;; I do Soccer and Swimming. I love to wear fake glasses and be with my friends. Im bubbly, creative and I love writing! If you want to know more just Ask! Im always here if anyone needs to vent<3 No judging(: layout credit
It's hard to swin
in a world so shallow
I can't be perfect; but I can be me.
A little bit about me; I do Soccer & Swimming. I love to wear fake glasses & be with my friends. Im bubbly, creative & I love writing stories! I love trying new things and can get clingy, but I'm only looking for happiness. If you want to know more just Ask! Im always here if anyone needs to vent No judging(:
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Quotes by caramelcoco11

Being Rebellious
Has never, ever
felt so good.
Have you ever had that crush that just makes you love love?



 
I have :)
I have so many depressing quotes but I leave them there to remind me of my past which is apart of me. I am happy now and I don't need you. It still hurts, well no it hurts because I lost other fantastic friends, not you but them, but thats apart of life and I hope you dont try to hurt me because thats low, but honestly I wouldnt be surprised if you were trying to hurt me. Screw you I don't need you in my life I wish I realized that earlier. I have REAL friends who stick by me and aren't a fricken bouncy ball. I'm happy and im excited to move on with my life. I can't wait for the day when you realize YOUR the one who lost a good friend NOT me. But im happy so screw you(:
If your not famous, nobody cares. I could kill myself and not a god damn person would notice. I hate life sometimes.
If this is how its going to be,
us not being friends,
I at least deserve closure.

Or tell me how this is going to end.
Because I'm lost.
This is a huge vent, when I say "you" its kind of me talking to a new friend I've made cuz its directed at him.....
Okay So the first time were supposed to hang out your 2 and a half hours late, and you were supposed to meet my mom then you blew off our original plan and brought me to a fast food place, after I told you I already ate so we got a soda. Then We went to run one errand for you that took seconds then you brought me home. Wtf?! And since then you've tried planning other things but I don't know if I want to. Then you say lets videochat, which was so much fun the other times we had, but now you give me a time and Ill be online but of course you never get online. Then I get offline, right before I go to bed I'll check one last time, even though I should be mad considering your 3 hours late, and your on. I love talking to you so I message you and you get offline. How many times has this happened? at least 3. Im so mad at you and I know the next time we talk your going to be all nice and im not going to be mad, I hate that your one of those people you can't stay mad at and how sensistive you are. Im so mad at you but I don't want you to be like whatever and not try to fix it and leave, i guess thats how Im scarred. Im scared of people leaving me, thats why im so clingy, Im scared to be alone. I don't know what to do im so mad and so hurt and I hate my life but I dont I have been maing bad choices lately for SOMEONE to noitce but no one cares, no ones noticed I've been doing drugs and drinking. Im openly admitting that. I don't know what to do. I hate lieing to people and I just hope someone is reading this and idk what to do. I dont even know why Im writing this, or if IM writing it out of anger or sadness or what. Im so lost.
People say there isn't the Perfect guy, But there is.
The perfect guy for me.










Where is he though?
Small things that mean a lot: Cute texts, tight hugs,

long replies, holding hands, remembering the little

things, & kisses on the forehead. Cant I just find

that with the perfect guy?
nmq
I have been to depressed to do anything. I haven't gotten out of bed all weekend, I can barely drag myself out of bed on school days and plaster on a smile. Im almost done. I'm losing everything noting gives me happiness anymore. My parents are divorced, I dont think I have a best friend anymore. Nothing matters anymore. I can barely type this im so tired of life.
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