careFreephilosiphy

hello there fellow awkwardness

i believe everything happens for a reason. people change so you can learn to accept and forgive. i also believe everyone has a purpose, a talent, something they are supposed to do. I believe i am supposed to change one person. you may thing im crazy but i see the world different from people and not many understand. i look at things different. you see a nerd i see someone who has a hard time fitting in. so back to changing people. i am supposed to do it to make some one a better person. to make them see life like me. to teach them to have a better outlook. im interested in animals. and i think that everyone in there future never leave earth and they become something different. you can see it in there faces and in there personality. 

music ok so music is actually my life. and i listen 24/7 ed sheeran, taylor swift, demi lavato, adam levine, train just to name a few. but every song has a story, a reason and a purpose and its beautiful the way that their voices can make those noices ahh it just its chocolate. music and chocolate are the same thing. Beautiful creations. heavan is 

but anyways i keep to myself alot and im really insacure but you know words actually dont effect me what so ever. i hate my skin and just like the shape of my body. people tell me im thin but i dont really think it. i always look at someone and feel insacure because i feel like they’re better than me, i know they are better than me and it really puts me down.

boys dont really like me. period thats it. i cant explain it because i dont know either. im not like prude or anything, and that makes me even more insicure. boys go for girls that are fake, and blend in with the crowd. but thats not me. i dont wear 80lbs of makeup, i dont have tips, or dye my hair. what you see is what you get. and im really straight forward if i dont like you you will know but i give everyone 2 chances and i really shouldnt because i always end up getting hurt in the end.

(ok im going a little of track but there is this show called infested and its kind of really scary and makes you really parinoid ok lol)

well until a boy can see that i guess im alone. but im okay with that.. not really :(

well if you ever need advice

think your gonna do something your gonna regret

if you cut

if your depressed, have an eating disorder

bullies getting to you?

or you just had a really bad day?

talk to me i can help like really

stay beautiful