Aggressive Butterfly *

Status: Questioning all my life decisions... again
Joined: August 3, 2014
Last Seen: 2 days
user id: 385159
Location: Covered in snow



I'm that person standing awkwardly standing in the corner
I like meeting new people so hmu on Instagram @aesssthetictrasssh if you wanna talk





Aggressive Butterfly *'s Favorite Quotes

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is this somehwere that I can go? 
 


 
can you explain why this madness is keeping me whole?





 
°°𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘨𝘰𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘚𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘥 𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘭𝘥. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘧𝘳𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘭𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘴𝘴. 𝘔𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘺𝘴 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘵𝘩𝘳𝘦𝘦. 𝑩𝒖𝒕 𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓𝒚 𝒅𝒂𝒚, 𝑰 𝒂𝒎 𝒉𝒆𝒓𝒆, 𝒕𝒓𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈.
If the world will never be the same again, the world will never be the same, again.
So I havent been on here in 5 years I like my profile said? Its wild, reading all the things I used to write that I can only barely remember. I think that was the point of me doing it back the, was to have something I could look back on and know my old self.. but the thing is that I thought I would be looking back as a better person and the truth is, I'm not. 
I thought that I would grow out of it but I didn't. Here I am, an adult reading things that everyone told me was just teenage angst and thinking to myself, how did I even get this far? Its no wonder Im strugling so hard now, I've been struggling with this my whole fckng life
I like this though, a whole other world I can escape to. I liked going back and reading old things from myself and I want to keep it.
So from here on out I'm coming back to this. This is my secret escape, my secret way of getting everything out. 
If t
heres anyone out there that feels anything similar to anything I ever wrote, reach out and we can figure it out together.
Much love
 



SAY YOU NEEDED THIS HEART AND YOU GOT IT. TURNS OUT THAT IT WASN'T WHAT YOU WANTED.





 
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is it easier to stay
is it easier to go
i dont wanna know
 
 
  "i will live like this just for today.
 Just for today I’ll live like this,
 so what? I can’t do anything.
 Starting from tomorrow I will do my cleaning.
 I’ll start working on the things I left behind.  
 I’ll try to live, I’ll try to do that.
 Though it’s so pathetic,
 oh simply Only for today, i'll be like this."
- 2pm : just for today 
 
 
I remember where I was and what I was doing when I first heard the news.  I just don't remember what the news was.
 




 


DID I SAY SOMETHING WRONG?
 
DID YOU HEAR
WHAT I WAS
THINKING
?





 
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Why do you have to show that smile? I know what you're thinking. Your greasy laugh. This is your perfect scenario. Keep that smile, I don't mind it. It hurts you more anyway. So prideful. Does your laugh have to change too? Are we shooting this right? If it doesn't go according to plan then we can do this again. You look uneasy. I don't have the upperhand here, so fix your smile. Do this how you've always done it. Like how all my passions are your objects of envy. How my fears are places we need to explore. Did you like me or not? Pick a side, your mask is crooked. It's getting hard for you to keep this up...i think I like this game now. Your stance looks off, everything is fake. You probably rehearsed all month. I almost feel bad...but then i lose, right? Your perfect scenario. I don't know what you were expecting. Just finish your lines. You should at least have the decency to show crocodile tears. You have all the time in the world. If your run out, just ask for more.
 
If it's for you, the world would grant you even that, right?