carlislecullensdreamdaughter

Status: i hate growing up
Joined: August 17, 2009
Last Seen: 1 decade
Birthday: April 2
user id: 86478
Location: The Death Star
Gender: F


Becca/16/5'/Soccer Player/ Bottle Red Head

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school doesnt even test your intelligence it tests your memory

it tests my patience

it tests my ability to hold my pee

it tests my ability to keep calm and not slap a b/tch

 

when you know something doesnt fit in the fridge but you force the door shut and let it fall out on someone else

have you ever laid in bed and just cried?
because you think you're ugly.
because you think you're not good enough for anyone.
you've counted all your flaws from head to toe, making yourself feel worse. cried becasue of all the comments people blurt out, actually hurt? cried because your family is dysfunctional and never understands you. they tell you to stop complaining,that you have it so much better than kids in africa, even though they don't understand your life either,you dont want to feel like an attention seeker,so you bottle everything up.
around friends and family,you've created this lying smile and people believe it. but then at night time, when you're all alone in bed,the girl who everyone thought was always so happy,
is crying her broken heart out.
 


I finished my christmas list I can’t wait

 -$1,000,000 in cash

-boyfriend

-the souls of those who have displeased me this year

-another boyfriend in case my other one escapes

-food



Parents notice your fake friends before you do.
Being an atheist is okay.
Being an atheist and shaming religion and spirituality as silly or not real is not okay.
Being a Christian is okay.
Being a homophobic, misogynistic, r.acist, or otherwise hateful person in the name of Christianity is not okay.
Being a reindeer is okay.
Bullying and exluding another reindeer because he has a shiny red nose is not okay.




oh, what I would give to sleep in your arms tonight


 


It doesn’t make sense to call ourselves ugly, because we don’t really see ourselves.
We don’t watch ourselves sleeping in bed, curled up and silent with chests rising and falling with our own rhythm. We don’t see ourselves reading a book, eyes fluttering and glowing. You don’t see yourself looking at someone with love and care inside your heart. There’s no mirror in your way when you’re laughing and smiling and happiness is leaking out of you. 
You would know exactly how bright and beautiful you are if you saw yourself in the moments where you are truly yourself.

 

walking around in underwear and a blanket cape like the f×ckin queen of unemployment