carlynoel

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My name's Carly
I live in Massachusetts
I'm a sophomore at Providence College
i'm 19 years old
love playing guitar
writing is another pasttime
i'm a music junkie :)

I have a boyfriend named Jason. He's 20 and he's in the Air Force stationed in New Mexico. He is my best friend, even though he lives 2100 miles away and we only see each other a few times a year. The distance means nothing to me, because he means everything.




Music I like:

Killers, Paramore, Taylor Swift, The Receiving End of Sirens, Dave Matthews Band, Saosin, Lovehatehero, A Day To Remember, Four Year Strong, A Loss For Words, A Rocket To The Moon, Owl City, Beatles, Bob Marley, Britney Spears, Bob Dylan, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pink Floyd, and so much more...


i love you. :)
 
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Quotes by carlynoel

We could be forever - 7

Chloe: Hi Landon, it's chloe..
Landon: I know.. I kinda stole our number from zac a few weeks ago. Sorry if that's creepy...
Chloe: haha no it's fine, so you know lots about me. I want to get to know you now.
Landon: hmm.. where do I start? I love my family. Two brothers one sister. My favorite color is green. I live in Mansfield, driving a grand cherokee, work at cts(christmas tree shop), and love eminem
Chloe: hmm.. green is my favorite color too!
Landon: haha oh same crazy. Anyways, I'm kinda fighting with my gf so I gotta go. Bye
Chloe: okay hope all works out.

I didn't want it to work out. But it did. Cause I went to bed and saw she had posted yet again on his facebook wall "I love you so much baby! forever and ever! <3 <3 <3." ugh. I wanted to vomit. She was repulsive. But I was just being a jealous girl. Wait, I have a boyfriend, why am I doing this?? 

I went to bed without a single text from matt. So much for loving me, he didn't even care about talking to me. 

The next morning was saturday; I slept until about 12 then jumped outta bed. I had work in three hours. I jumped in the shower got dressed curled my hair grabbed my apron and went to my friends for a little before working. I needed girl time. 

"Jess! Open the door I need youu"
"Jeez Chloe what's the emergency?"
"I'm starting to have a crush on a kid from work"
"You have a boyfriend"
"I think matt has a thing for alex"
"Yeah, they are always in school together. I wouldn't be surprised."
"What do I do?"
"Break up?"
"I don't know. I have to think about it."
"Okay, well have fun at work"
"As if, Landon isn't working, only zac is."

I headed off to work, really confused about what I wanted....

We could be forever - 6

We went downstairs to see what we'd be doing for the night. Landon and I were lucky enough to be partnered to work in the seasonal section and clean up the mess all the shoppers made so it would look good for the following day.
Landon has always been quietish towards me so I took this as a good opportunity to get to know him.
"Hey Landon, how come you never talk to me like Zac did?"
"Oh I didn't know you wanted me to. I'm kind of shy."
"Oh no it's fine, I was just curious. And thanks for saying that upstairs, you were totally right about why I'm upset. It's not just not knowing if I love him or not though it's also that I don't believe him about it."
"What do you mean?"
I told him about how Matt is always hanging around Alex lately and how they walk into school together and walk to their classes together and whatnot.
"Wait, so he waits for her and not you in the mornings?"
"Yeah, why?"
"Doesn't that bother you? It's kind of like his job to be there for you, not other girls."
"Yeah, it does a lot. But it's not worth bringing it up cause I don't want to deal with the fight."
"No offense, but if he's walking around with other girls, that's not fair to you."
"I guess... i dunno. I've been thinking a lot about our relationship lately, he really isn't that great of a boyfriend to me."
"Well if you need anyone to talk to, here's my number.."
"Thanks so much"


As soon as I got home I decided to text Landon. I knew it was a bad idea but he was so perfect I couldn't resist...





We could be forever - 4


That weekend I worked friday saturday and sunday all with zac and I had so much fun. Our coworkers were all saying how we should date and zac looked hopeful (i think?) but I assured them I already had a boyfriend and I was happy with him. 

Monday came and I went to school. When I got there, matt was waiting at our friend alex's car instead of mine. I trust alex and know she would never do anything so it wasn't a big deal it just was a little weird. Then since they have a lot of classes together I saw them walking together in the halls and I thought he looked happier than he ever does when he's with me. Am I being paranoid or does he have a thing for alex?

A week later, it was my birthday. I'd been working for a week, but had saved up just enough money to buy matt a throwback wes welker jersey. We had birthdays 6 days apart so we swapped gifts the same day. I was also taking him to the patriots game that coming sunday. I was excited to see what he'd gotten me. I didn't want anything big, but was way less than pleased with what I got. A quote calendar, where you rip a page off a day. It was of quotes from the office which is my favorite show but still. I bought him a throwback jersey and he got me a calendar. 

I got to work and was immediately tackled by both zac and landon. They said they were sorry they didn't have a gift for me but they hoped that the body slam to the floor hug would suffice. It completely turned my mood around and I really began thinking hard about whether matt and I really did belong together..
 




We could be forever - 3
 

 
10 minutes after I finished talking to zac, I got another text message from matt.

matt: hey baby, sorry about tonight, i was frustrated cause I kept losing.
chloe: yeah it's whatever. listen, i'm tired i'm going to bed. night.
matt: goodnight baby i love you.

I shut my phone off so I wouldn't have to deal with him until tomorrow. I was really upset, so I cried for a little bit before finally falling asleep. 

When I woke up there was no one at my house. I turned my phone on and was upset because I had no messages. I thought matt would have at least said something to me, but I guess I was expecting too much. I walked into my kitchen to grab something to eat and saw who but matthew himself standing in the doorway with a dr. pepper and a twix, my two favorites. I realized how much I did love him. The little things he does.

chloe: good morning.
matt: baby, i'm so sorry, please forgive me. I love you so much.
wow. he'd never said that to me before.. do I love him? I'm not sure..
chloe: okay, but please try to be a little nicer from now on.
matt: I'll do anything to keep from losing you.

By then I had to go to work so I left. My head was swimming because I knew I was going to see zac but I still liked matt. I just wasn't sure who I belonged with. 







 


 
We could be forever - 2

When I get to Matt's house I let myself in. He was playing COD in the basement when I got down there with our best friend Mike. 

I snuck up behind him and hugged his waist.

"Hey cutie"

"Oh hi chloe how was your first day of work?"

"Oh my god it was terrible. I cried the whole way here. Everyone just kept being mean to me and--"

"Chloe, relax. You don't have to tell me every detail."

"Oh, sorry"

wow. That stung. 

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to be mean. I'm just really concentrating on this game"

"Okay, well tell mike i say hi. I'm just gonna go home so I don't distract you anymore"
"What? I wasn't paying attent--wait where are you going?!"

I could hear him talking to me but I went home and texted zac. 

chloe: hey zac, you busy?

zac: no not at all what's up?

chloe: well i'm just kind of upset.

zac: oh no, what happened?

I explained the entire story of matt's behavior..

zac: wow, what a jerk i can't believe he would ignore you so he could win a stupid videogame.

chloe: oh it's nothing new.

zac: well why would you be with someone like him then?

chloe: i really like him. even if he doesn't like me.

zac: oh, i'm sorry.  anyways, i'm heading over to landon's house. i'll see you tomorrow at work.

chloe: okay see you then.
 

 

We could be forever - part 1

 

I walked into my first day of work extremely nervous but at the same time kind of excited. I'd already had my orientation so I knew how to do everything, but this was my first official day. at 3:00 I punched in and walked downstairs to begin my new job as a cashier at the Christmas Tree Shop.

 

6.5 hours later i was sitting in my car in the parking lot crying my eyes out. This job was miserable. I had no one to talk to; everyone just made fun of me the entire night. Suddenly, I heard a knock on my window, and someone was standing there. Zac, one of the guys that works there, had seen me upset and come over to apologize. I started talking to him and really liked him. He was funny, and really sweet. But what was I thinking? I already have a boyfriend who I really like. 

 

I guess I should tell you a little bit about myself. My name is Chloe Patterson I'm 16 years old. I'm a high school senior (young for my grade). I have short brown hair, kind of curly and chocolate brown eyes. I'm not the skinniest girl in the world, I'm pretty average. Pretty much, I'm plain looking. I live in a small town in Massachusetts and I absolutely hate it. My parents drive me crazy, but I get through each day because my boyfriend Matt is the best thing that's ever happened to me. It's November right now, so it's very cold and there's snow all over the place. Since it's friday, I'm heading over to Matt's now, so I say bye to zac and tell him I'll see him tomorrow and I drive off. 

 

 







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do  you remember we  were sitting there by the  water
you   put  your  arm   around   me  for  the  first   time
you made a rebel of a careless man's careful daughter

youarethebestthingthat'severbeenmine


 


Sticks and stones may break just bones
 But words will crush my spirit

*original song :)
 



smile
like you mean it

**Smile Like you mean it - Killers