carlynoel

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My name's Carly
I live in Massachusetts
I'm a sophomore at Providence College
i'm 19 years old
love playing guitar
writing is another pasttime
i'm a music junkie :)

I have a boyfriend named Jason. He's 20 and he's in the Air Force stationed in New Mexico. He is my best friend, even though he lives 2100 miles away and we only see each other a few times a year. The distance means nothing to me, because he means everything.




Music I like:

Killers, Paramore, Taylor Swift, The Receiving End of Sirens, Dave Matthews Band, Saosin, Lovehatehero, A Day To Remember, Four Year Strong, A Loss For Words, A Rocket To The Moon, Owl City, Beatles, Bob Marley, Britney Spears, Bob Dylan, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Pink Floyd, and so much more...


i love you. :)
 
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My Heart Belongs To A US Marine ♥

No matter the distance, I'll be right by your side.
No matter the distance, I will always be yours
No matter the distance that separates us I love you with all of my heart

I used to be the girl who told herself and everyone around her that she was happy single. She did not need a man. And she did absolutely not believe in love. Baby you changed every single word.

Our story is so similar to "Dear John"  it only took me one month to fall for you, then you were torn from me. At first i distanced myself from you. I built walls long before i met you and i was afraid of them falling apart. When you first came home the pain i was going through with at the time only separated us more. I pushed you so hard but you stayed. You hung on to our memories. Our amazing memories that keep me going each day♥
With each day that we were separated our love seemed to grow stronger and stronger. You broke every single wall that i had originally put up, down. Now your gone, I have moved to another state but we seem to be going as strong as ever.
Baby i love you.
Your what puts that smile on my face. Even though i may cry every night and go without sleep for days i will never tell you. I have to be strong. A Military Girlfriend has to be strong. She cannot let her Marine know how much she is hurting that they are gone, It only makes it harder on them.
Baby i would do anything to see you smile.
I go to work everyday, trying to stay occupied while your away. No matter where i go or what i listen to i can always find something that reminds me of you.
I hear girls my age talk about how much they miss their boyfriend and they haven't seen them in two whole weeks. try 6 months at a freaking time.
I cherish those moments i get to see your face, hear your voice, see your name pop up on my phone. I am the girl that keeps her phone on the loudest setting, just so i won't miss your call or text.
I know i am lucky to have those weekly dates with you, even if it is over skype.
You have changed my whole outlook on life, love and myself.
When your deployed i know i wont be able to see your face, hear your voice, or see your name as much if at all. I can only Pray for the strength that will keep me together while your away.
You are my everything and i am counting down the days, months, years, till i get to be in your arms again.
Baby, I love you with everything i have♥



"I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go."


I'm the girl who waits months for a single kiss

a kiss that makes the months apart worth every second


 

Tonights the night you say good bye,

to the ones you love,

and put on your army hat,

pick up your bags,

and leave this warm house,

leaving the warm coffee calling your name,

every Sunday morning,

Leaving this big house in the small town,

as you pick up your army bag,

I can't help but think,

your leaving me.

God Bless All The Army Wives, Or anyone with a love one in the Military <3

Military relationships are the product of many tears born both in happiness and despair, nights alone wondering where he is, if he's safe. It's looking at pictures, knowing that's the only way I can see his face, calling my voicemail to hear his voice, and not washing his clothes until they've lost his scent. But it's all worth it in the end, because I know I have one of the purest loves in the world because my Soldier truly knows the meaning of Honor, Courage, and Commitment, not only to the U.S. Marines, but to me. And that makes everything worthwhile 

Missing your boyfriend whose in the military.


1. You wear his old sweatpants and sweatshirts to bed.

2. You can watch whatever you want on TV without arguing with him first

3. You get up in the middle of the night to check your e-mail.

4. You sleep with your cell phone incase he calls in the middle of the night.


5. You love watching cute love movies because it reminds you of all the cute things he does when he's home.

6. You haven't shaved your legs in weeks.

7. The mailman knows you because you are always out waiting for him to come.

8. You start paying close attention in class when the words "military" or "iraq" are mentioned.

9. You suddenly have an obsession with anything military related.

10. You see someone wearing an army, navy, or usmc shirt and you get this overwhelming urge to talk to them.

11. You make friends with strangers online just because they are in the same situation as you and are the only ones that can truly understand what you are going through.

12. You can't decide what to wear when you meet him at the airport because his flight comes in at a ridiculous hour in the morning and you want to look cute, but not too cute, because your cutest outfit you want to save for your first full day together.

13. Your first Christmas together is... apart.

14. You find yourself checking your e-mail every fifteen minutes.

15. You know all the time differences between where you are and Iraq, Ireland, Kuwait, Italy, Germany, Korea, and every state in the U.S.

16. The highlight of your day is getting a letter that was mailed a month ago.

17. And if you don't get a letter, the highlight of your day is writing him a letter that you know he will be able to read in a month.

18. You realize that HOMECOMING is so much more than a football game.

19. You want to hit any happy couple you see together

20. You get excited about "unknown" phone numbers calling you.

21. You've exhausted every idea a brain could have of what to put in a box.

22. You see a "support our troops" sticker on a car when you are stuck in traffic and you find yourself guessing about who they know that is deployed and thinking about their entire life story.

23. When the clock says 11:11, you find yourself wishing for the same thing every time: a call from your marine.

24. You get excited when its only 5 months until you see your marine instead of 7!

25. You can't stand girls that talk about missing their boyfriends who live a few hours away. You just want to yell "drive and go see them them" because if you had the chance, you would jump on the first plane to go see your marine no matter how far it is.

26. You don't know what teams are on top for football, basketball, etc.

27. You wouldn't dream of walking out of the house without the cell phone and every number you have is forwarded to that cell.

28. You find yourself randomly crying from just looking at a picture of the two of you together.

29. You find yourself randomly crying and you sometimes have no idea why.


30. You stay on the internet for hours searching for anything and everything about the military.

31. You talk to your friends about him so much that they know his full name, birthday and even his favorite color.

32. You find yourself speaking in acronyms (that no one other than you and he would understand).

32. You are reading this and smiling and nodding because you know it's so true

 My Heart Belongs To A US Marine ♥

Eight months baby♥

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