Maybe if I was pretty people would notice me.
Maybe if i was smart i would earn respect from my parents.
Maybe if i wasn't shy people would talk to me.
Maybe if i was funny i could have friends.
Maybe if i changed, people would like me.
Today has got to be my lowest point.
I feel so useless.
And so stupid.
Ugly, fat and weird.
Nobody will ever like me for who i am.
I hate myself.
And i dont even think anybody would care if i died.