caughtinbetweenmyenemies

I'm bisexual :] 

I don't understand why I have to go through this. I wish I didn't have to go through this. 

kik me guise ! 

withallthesedoubts

Have you ever really felt like you have no friends. no one to hang out with. just sit home and do nothing. It sucks. I hate it. I feel so alone. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm just alone. guise. this isn't okay. 

I want a boyfriend who can see me. Someone who can hold my hand and such. I miss that feeling. I love my boyfriend, but I just want him here. to be able to hold him and cuddle and such. I hate it so much. I just want my boyfriend. 

I want new friends :c who wants to be friends? ^-^ 

This is basically a rant about today right now. I miss my ex boyfriend.. I want him back but I'm so in love with my boyfriend now. I don't know what's going on with me right now. 

So, I don't get it, I've had a crush on Wesley since 6th grade, I'm in 9th, but I'm taken, and I love my boyfriend, but it'd be nice if I went out w/ Wesley but I think it's better off we were friends :') 

I think i'm going to change my appearance, i don't know, i just want to do it. even though it's going take forever, i just want to change for once, 

I think it's bad that I'm a pothead, but then again, I really could care less about the people who judge me. I'm just living the life now, like this is a sick world and i just want to let go for a bit, just smoke a joint and you're fine~ i don't know, I'm just ranting right now, because i don't know. LOL. I'm not high right now though trust me, I'm trying to save some for tomorrow/today~ I'm tired but I can't sleep :(