Soo....
A
few weeks ago I dumped my boyfriend who I still really liked and he
still loved me but I was just so busy and there was just too much
pressure on me so I dumped. So then we started talking and he kept
saying stuff about how he never cared if I was always busy he was
just glad I was his. But then we go to a party and its fine, we
don't talk much at all at it but it was impossible to because
people kept dragging me away. So then the next few days at school
my friend Nick starts saying stuff about how my friend Cara and my
ex are like the next big couple. So theres me like WTF because my
ex kept saying he wanted to get back together and that he still
loved me. So later I talk to him and he says he doesn't know if
he likes her or not but that he still loves me and that my friend
Nick is just crazy for saying that. Then last night we all went to
a party and all night Nick is trying to get my ex and Cara
together, but my other friend Lara was trying to get my ex and I
back together too. So my ex, Lara, my other friend,and I go into
the shower at this party and we all talk and later Lara and my
friend leave and so my ex asks me out(: i said yes and we are
dating again. and then he kissed me(: but then all hell broke lose.
Nick hates Lara and my boyfriend and so does Cara and its sad
because we all used to be such great friends. I feel so bad about
all this even though they all say its not my fault when in reality
it is. I broke up with him in the first place and if i
hadn't none of this would have
happened.
Why can't life just
be easy?
total vent...any
advice? i really need help with this girls