chasingsunshine

Status: smile, it's free!
Joined: February 2, 2013
Last Seen: 9 years
user id: 348785
Location: eating peanut butter m&ms with ed
Gender: F

Welcome to my profile

adrenaline junkie. bus rider. coffee drinker. dreamer. eccedentesiast. fantasiser. giggler. hopeful. insecure. jelly slurper. klutz. lost. map reader. naive. observer. perfectionist. quirky. rain dancer. sigher. truster. underachiever. vulnerable. weirdo. xenial. yawner. zany.
me.

 

Quotes by chasingsunshine


the marks on my body 
aren't just scars 
they are memories 
reminders 
of everything i have been through 
and everything i have overcome 
they represent 
not only the bad times 
but also the times of recovery
and they tell me 
every time i look at them 
that i did recover 
and that i am better
than the insults 
and insecurities 
they tell me 
that i am fine 
exactly as i am

-rv


is it bad 
that sometimes 
i wake up 
thinking about you 
thinking about how much 
i miss you 
and hoping 
that you have woken up 
thinking the same thing, too?

-rv


sometimes 
its so easy for me to forget
that we don't talk anymore 
i'll have a thought and 
think of sharing it with you
before realising 
i don't have the right
to do that any longer 
and oh how i wish 
i could still talk to you 
about the little things 
because they meant the most
and now 
its the little things 
that i wish you were here for 
god, i miss you

-rv


tomorrow
is a big day
tomorrow is your birthday
and i really ought to get you a present
i have one in mind
although it would be more
of a present to me, rather than you
all i want to give you
is a kiss
i want to feel
the slight pressure
of your lips on mine
and i want to
run my hands
through your crazily messy hair
and run my tongue
along that slightly crooked tooth
on your bottom jaw
and feel my stomach jolt
just thinking about what i'm doing

does that sound like a good birthday present to you?

-rv


I want to destruct
And destroy what I can see
I want to tear down buildings 
And break everything in sight
I want to make a mess 
And enjoy doing it 
I want to see rubble around me 
And feel satisfied in the end 
But I cannot do these things
So I settle for destructing myself, instead.

-rv


It's 4am
I am sitting 
On my bedroom floor 
With tear stains on my cheeks
And blood running down my wrists
Thinking 
I never thought I would become this girl
And now I can't think of myself 
As anyone but her

-rv


I have a theory
That we all self harm 
We all make marks 
To represent our pain
Some make them on their wrists
Some on their thighs 
And some on their hearts 
But we all have scars 
It's inevitable
After all, we're only human 

-rv


I am not my scars
Rather, I am the way my scars were put there.
Do not define me by the way I treat myself
Instead, define me by the way I treat you.
Do not think that just because I have scars, I have a beautiful, tragic story
But recognise that we all have stories, waiting to be told.
Do not think that I am broken because of what I do
Because in reality, I'm no more broken than you.

-rv


with you
i feel like my whole world 
is breaking apart
and the only thing that can put it back together 
is your love

with you
i feel like every part of me
that is broken
can be stiched back together 
with your hands 

with you
i feel like everything i have never felt before
is rushing into me all at once 
and i love it 

i love you
-rv


it hurts
the way you look at her  
you used to look at me like that

it hurts 
the way you smile at her 
you used to smile at me like that

it hurts 
the way you hold her
you used to hold me like that

it hurts
how much you love her 
you used to love me that much

-rv

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