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Your perfect little girl dropped a grade on her
report card. Your perfect little girl yelled at you
last night. Your perfect little girl talked back to
you again. Your perfect little girl lied to you all
her life. Your perfect little girl cries herself to
sleep. Your perfect little girl dated before sixteen.
Your perfect little girl hates you. Your perfect little
girl has given up on life. Your perfect little girl
wants to run away. Your perfect little girl thinks
she’s overweight. Your perfect little girl hasn’t let
you dry her tears. Your perfect little girl disobeys
you. Your perfect little girl hates the world. Your
perfect little girl says bad things about you. Your
perfect little girl is starving herself. Your perfect
little girl makes mistakes. Your perfect little girl
has become a disgrace. Your perfect little girl
isn’t so perfect anymore.

 5, kinderaten
6, grade school
9, 3rd grade, BFF's
11, pre-tean
13, teen, middle school DRAMA
15, high school freshman
16, SWEET SIXTEEN! and premitt, obvi
17, License
18, adult and college
21, bars and legal booze
25, college grad
28, start of the rest of you're life.


I wish this never happened.
15, was way to young.
Happy Sweet Sixteen Allie. Y
Wish you were here partying with us.

All mine.
no jocking.
I miss you aliie
and rudder.
Happy birthday pretty girl.
wish you [both] were here. <3

i miss you. <3
all mine no jocking.
comment/fav/follow. :)

Everything Girl Usually/Used To Worry About
like:
        Hair
                Make Up
                                Not Messing Up
                                                            Looking Perfect
                                                                                        Smiling When You Can Barely Hold Back Tears
                                                             Dressing Right
                                           Hott Guys
Worrying About Weight


Now, Seeing People Complain About All That Makes Me So Upset. Things Could Be So Much Worse.
LIke:
 -You're Best friend dying of cancer a few days after you come home from camp
-You're friend getting killed in a crosswalk.


Now, We All Care That Every One Is Safe. We Show Up To School
Like:
Messy Buns
                      No Make Up
                                              Crying In Class
                                                                           Massive Bags, Imperfection
                                                                                                                              Not Even Caring, Just Leaving In Tears
                                                                        Wearing Sweats And Baggy Tee's
                              Screw Guys, Just Friends
Eating Everything






Obvi.
That all used to be the focus of our lives.
But until you loose friends at 14, 15 years old
You're views on life changes.

mine. no jocking. comment/follow/fave?

RIP. i miss you. <3

Like   a  hammer ._._._.  ;
This broke my heart
Like  x  a  x  nightmare   .  x  .  x  .  ;
We are worlds apart
Like  the  wonderful life you lost  . . ;
I will always miss you.





I miss you Allie.
I miss you Rudder.
Please come home we miss/love/need you.

this still doesnt feel real.
come home. we miss you.
but for now.. Rest In Peace.
God Bless you're Beautiful Souls.
6.23.95-8.16.09 <3
1.29.94-8.25.09 <3

I love you both.
May Angels Lead You In.






*my everything except the format.

                              &+nothing's going to stop these tears from falling