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I guess in a way its kinda bad, cuz they're all so true.. but I really like your new confession series!
also, I'm here if you ever need to talk! - u tell like everyone else that, so just kinda being another person to let u know that you always have someone to talk to! <3

please don't do anything stupid. i completely understand how difficult life can be and how at times it really doesnt seem worth it and may even seem as if there is no point to continue on, but please, take this from someone who has lost a best friend to cancer, another friend to a tragic accident (those 2 in the same month/8 days apart), and a friend and a kid i knew to suicide, one of which throught noone cared, and sadly it wasn't until after she was gone that it was realized how many people cared and loved her. i can promise you it will get better. YOU ARE BETTER THAN THAT and if you were meant to be dead right now, you already wouldn't be here.. i promise you, although i do not know you, but you are a million times better and more worth it than you may ever realize. or even put it this way, so many kids loose their lives everyday to tragic accidents and they want to live and grow up, why would you want to destroy a perfectly good life with some temporary issues?
thursday night at midnight does not deserve to be the moment your life ends.. you deserve better.

1. sorry for the essay
2. if you want to talk, i'm here as long and as much as you need me
3. this may came out bitchy, but get help!! one of my friends checked herself into a hospital because she was suicidal and she came out saying it was the best choice she has ever made.

and 4. suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

5. do you really want that?

thanks for posting more of the walmart things! haha legit loveee them!

post more of the how to get kicked out of walmart quotes! my little brother and i love reading them!! (:

ABSOLUTELY LOVED YOUR COMMENT on that quote about how [dumb] people dont think cheerings a sport. haha and i feel you there, competing with a broken arm, i cheered and competed (tumbled, stunted, jumped, all of it) alll last season with a fractured ankle and we didnt know that it was actually fractured until the season ended and i went to a better doctor than my primary.
but yeaa i loved ur post! haha it was actually amazing <3

haha thankss! i mean i was just stating some facts! ahah. i just read ur comment on that post too, and lovee ittt. i completely agree !!

yeaa. deffiantely, i'll add you on aim. add me too and chat me sometime! whenever my laptops on, my AIM is up, it's xx0xhaleyx0xx. just remind me ur off witty. we'll talk soon!

heyy, i ahven't like checked my posts on here for soo long and i just saw urs, how u like my profile. and u like my memoir type things for my friends. i know i replied earlier. but it's been a year today/yesterday (it was an all night thing) that my friend was killed. and i just wanted to say that reading that post made me smile, my friends and i have been cryign nearly all night. so ino ur post was from like january, but it helped. so thank you again! :)

thanks. :)
so one of my friends we found out had cancer the day i came home from camp. be only made it a week or two and sadly cancer won the fight. :( he was only 14. this was on aug. 16,2009
and then my friend allie was hit and killed by a car, while in a crosswalk. and she was 15. this was just 9 days after rudder. on aug. 25,2009. one of the worst summers of my life. :( todays allie's 16th brithday.

thanks. :)
so one of my friends we found out had cancer the day i came home from camp. be only made it a week or two and sadly cancer won the fight. :( he was only 14. this was on aug. 16,2009
and then my friend allie was hit and killed by a car, while in a crosswalk. and she was 15. this was just 9 days after rudder. on aug. 25,2009. one of the worst summers of my life. :( todays allie's 16th brithday.

thanks. :)
so one of my friends we found out had cancer the day i came home from camp. be only made it a week or two and sadly cancer won the fight. :( he was only 14. this was on aug. 16,2009
and then my friend allie was hit and killed by a car, while in a crosswalk. and she was 15. this was just 9 days after rudder. on aug. 25,2009. one of the worst summers of my life. :( todays allie's 16th brithday.

Hey.. I just say you're quote about you're friend who had 'the accident' last night, And if you ever need to talk.. I'm here..two weeks ago last night one of my good friends, friend killed himself and they don't know why.. it was his second attempt and sadly he succeded. and i stayed up with my friend everynight up until tuesday of this week just talking about what ever.. mainly him tho. He was 14, a freshman.
And over the summer a good friend of mine was killed in a car crash, she was crossing the street and was hit bending down to pick up her dropped phone, the driver was speeding and she was brain dead immediately. Today she would have turned 16, she would have started this school year as a sophmore. The accident happened i think exactly a week before school started? it's still not the same. we have extra offices not with grief councilors. All day today, our last day of midterms we all spent crying.

Ifg you ever need to talk. I'm here.
I'm sorry for your loss. :(

Hey.. I just say you're quote about you're friend who had 'the accident' last night, And if you ever need to talk.. I'm here..two weeks ago last night one of my good friends, friend killed himself and they don't know why.. it was his second attempt and sadly he succeded. and i stayed up with my friend everynight up until tuesday of this week just talking about what ever.. mainly him tho. He was 14, a freshman.
And over the summer a good friend of mine was killed in a car crash, she was crossing the street and was hit bending down to pick up her dropped phone, the driver was speeding and she was brain dead immediately. Today she would have turned 16, she would have started this school year as a sophmore. The accident happened i think exactly a week before school started? it's still not the same. we have extra offices not with grief councilors. All day today, our last day of midterms we all spent crying.

Ifg you ever need to talk. I'm here.
I'm sorry for your loss. :(

heyy i was just looking at your quotes and im rlly sorry to hear about that girl at your school. i feel like i saw her on the news.
a friend of mine in a diff states friend killed himself 2 weeks ago tomorrow ans over the summer my friend was killed in a car accident. if you ever need to talk.. im here.

sorry again.
and btw some of ur quotes r rlly amazing.

heyy i was just looking at your quotes and im rlly sorry to hear about that girl at your school. i feel like i saw her on the news.
a friend of mine in a diff states friend killed himself 2 weeks ago tomorrow ans over the summer my friend was killed in a car accident. if you ever need to talk.. im here.

sorry again.
and btw some of ur quotes r rlly amazing.

you're welcome for the follow. :)
you're quotes are absolutely amazing!
i love themmm.

okay.. so i say him this after noon and he asked me to bring him a story last time, but i didn't know which one to bring him so i just brought my laptop after finding a website that had like evryone of his stories on it and i told him to pick.. so he choose and i did what u said and i read him ur post as if u were the friend he believed it it was sooo cute.

Yea.. that type of stuff happens all the time. It's like expecting the worst but hoping for the best.
The 8 Year old, Trevor, was diagnosed at 2 1/2 years, he wasn't supposed to make it to his 5th birthday.. But his 5 year old year was apparently the worst year for him. but the day after his 6th birthday, he was told that things were looking good and (thank god) everythings been good from there on out. They think that his cancer is going to go away.. but they still need to be prepared for it to get worse again because cancers so unpredictable.

I could think of sooo many.
but the 4 year old. he lovve dr. suess and i always read him dr. suess and he goes "When my cancer kills me, i'm going to meet dr. suess in heaven and get an autograph for you." I was like "You're cancers not going to kill you buddy, don't worry you'll be okay." he goes "I was pretending to be asleep the other day bcuz my belly hurtsded and so mom and uncle someone was talking in my rome and they said the doctor said i would never turn 7. I'd be lucky to see 6." I couldn't believe his mother would say that.. When she came back, she got us ice cream (or as he calls it, icey crome) i asked her about it. she was like well the cancers not getting any better and we need to prapare for the worst. and she ddnt know he was awake.. I like cried.. but i walked back in and he was covered in ice cream. It was precious.. but they don't think he will make it to 7. so it's really sad. But he has good days and bad days so they don't really know.

ohh my god.. thats like all of a sudden during classes, ppl wopuld just burst out into tears bcuz something would make them think of them.. it's aweful.

and as for the 3 little boys.. they are the sweetest kids..one of them, the 8 year old, had a surgery/ brain scan and he was so scared for his brain scan.. he cried for 2 days straight befor it.. and then i came in to see him bcuz i knew he was getting it and it was the cutest thing i've evr seen, this little 3 year old came running out (he had cancer, but it cured itself :) ) he came running out and looks at trevor and goes "Mommy says God lives in that machine. It's a miracle machine. The cancers all gone! maybe you'll have the same luck." then trevor started crying again and looks at me and just gave me such a big hug i like cried and he goes "Will you come with me? I'm scared. I've heard miracles can end pain. What if that means I die in there?" I started crying and i was like "I can't come that far with you, but i can stand in the window with you're mom and we will be waiting for you out there." Then he went through and like u can talk to the person when they go through, but they can't reply unless if they're in pain. So his mom started crying so hard and left the room and he goes (right before he went in) "where'd mommy go? did something bad happen? is god there?" i was like "The doctor needed her in the hall, he said he had important information." then he calmed down, went into the scan and when he came out he goes "haley, can i tell you a secret? Las night i had a dream that an angel went through the machine with me. She held my hand through the whole thing, i was really scared but she said if i think of one special person who changed my life, I'd be okay. I thought of that one special person and I don't feel scared anymore. The machine didn't hurt me." then he smiled at me and I said, "Thats good, I like that dream. Are you okay?" he goes "I'm okay now. But because the angel told me to think of someone special who changed my life and that would make everything okay. I thought of you and all the pain went away. Thank you for that."

I started crying and he goes what's wrong? Then the doctor brought him out and he goes what happened are you okay? i was like Trev, that was very sweet. He gave me a hug then had to go to chemo. It was one of the sweetest things I've ever seen happen.