HONESTLY,
every night i curl up in a ball,
with a bottle just to try to sleep.
i wake up every night in tears, as if sleep wasnt hard enough
and every morning with regrets of words or actions i never
acomplished.
THEN,
i pull myself
out of bed,
turn around my tear soaked pillows
and get ready as if nothing ever had
happend.
AND EVERYONE THAT DAY, SEE'S THE "HAPPIEST" PERSON I CAN BE...