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in his arms
Chapter 54
I threw myself from the horse, thudding against the ground pretty hard. But if I was in any pain, I didn’t notice it. I was too focused on Anthony.
I slid to my knees beside his pulsating body. His eyes were open but blank and his tongue was bleeding from being clenched between his teeth. He gurgled, sounding like he was being choked or drowned.
I noticed someone was screaming.
The trainer wasn’t beside me anymore, but even if she was, she wouldn’t have been much help. I was alone as I watched him shudder beneath me. His movements became slower and less intense.
And as my breath grew faint I noticed I was the one who was screaming.
The trainer returned to the yard to inform me she’d dialed the ambulance and they were on their way.
But I wouldn’t leave him, I wouldn’t take my hand off of his. Even when the EMTs did show up, I wouldn’t let our touch break. I couldn’t stand losing him.
I was told I wasn’t allowed in the ambulance with him, so I called Morgan. My hands shook and my breathing was jagged and stuttered, so it was a miracle that she even understood me.
I greeted Anthony’s mother in the waiting room. The doctors told me that he was unconscious, so I wasn’t allowed to be with him. They were still running tests on him to see what happened.
I paced back and forth, unable to stand still or even stop crying. Morgan and Aidan tried to comfort me, but I couldn’t even be touched.
Eventually, a female nurse came back into the waiting room. “He’s suffered a seizure,” she told me and his mother, leading us down a few corridors. “He’s conscious, but not exactly responsive. He’s not speaking.”
“Is he going to be okay?” I breathed.
“Well, we’d have to run more tests to determine that there are no long term side effects.”
“Oh my god,” I exhaled.
“Now, there’s a few things that could occur because of a seizure. He could have long term migraines, memory loss, lack of concentration, or paralysis.”
“Does he have any of those?” his mother asked.
“We don’t know yet.”
She brought us into an unfamiliar hospital room where I found him, laying on the cot. His eyes were dull and tired.
I forced a smile to choke down the tears. “Hi, Anthony,” I murmured through sobs.
He furrowed his brow at me. “Do I know you?”


idk about posting two chapters tonight. what do you think?
*I don't notify, please don't ask.*

More Than Friends
c h a p t e r / /  s i x t e e n


Carson's POV
I'm finally out of hospital, thank god.
I'm going over to Mitch and Amy's because they are throwing me a party.
It feels weird every one knows about me trying to committ suicide already.
I made my way over to Mitch's house and slowly opened the door without knocking.
This place is basically my own home.
"WE LOVE YOU, CARSON!" A bunch of people scream when I walk in.
I smile at every one here. Mitch, Amy, their parents, Kenny, Cole, Sammi, and a couple other people from school.
I was quite surprised that Cole and Amy weren't next to each other.
I'll admit I'm still sad about everything, but as long as she's happy, I'm happy.
She means the world to me.
"Hey, man." Mitch comes over to me and smiles.
"Hey, dude what's up with Amy and Cole?" I ask.
Mitch laughs. "They aren't dating, obviously."
"Oh, god. Please tell me she doesn't really think she loves me." 
Mitch shrugs his shoulders and smirks, then walks off.
I grab some punch and make small talk with Mitch and Amy's parents.
Their mom hugs me like crazy which makes me feel a whole lot better.
I sit down and soon enough, Sammi sits down next to me.
"Carson, hi." She smiles big.
"How are you, Sammi?"
"Good, but I wish you would've accepted my invitation." She winks.
"I just don't think it'd seem right while I'm deeply in love with someone else."
Sammi sighs. "Why do you even love her? She's younger than you, and I'm like, the hottest girl in school? How can you not want me?" She asks.
"Maybe because your looks aren't as good as your personality. No one could ever compare to Amy, I'm madly in love with her, and I will always will be. Honestly, I think you shoud leave."
Every one got silent in the room and was currently staring at Sammi and I.
Sammi looks around and then just runs out.
Amy walks over to me and sits down.
"No one could ever compare to you either, Carson."


NOTE: EEEEEEEP! Sorry, I'm so sorry I took forever. Question, does anyone have MonsterPetShop on their ipod, iphone, or ipad? I need friends on there :p



UsinMr Parker
 
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r  43

 

On Sunday, I'd be meeting my dads family and I was so nervous already so on Saturday, I went to Zachs apartment and we watched a movie. After, he graded some papers and I helped. Time flew by when I was with Zach.
I want to take you somewhere,” Zach told me after we finished grading his year 9 papers.
Where?” I asked, smiling up at him.
It's a surprise!”
Will I like this surprise?”
Zach smirked, “Yes.”
Okay, lets go!” Zach got into his car first and a minute later I did, we had to be careful nobody saw us because then everything would just go wrong. We were driving for ten minutes and I sang along to the music on the radio, ignoring Zachs chuckles.
Where are we going?” I asked him as he continued driving.
We're going to meet my family,” he grinned. My jaw dropped. “You wouldn't have come any other way and this way you don't need to be nervous about anything. I've told my parents everything and they already love you. They're not going to react the same way Blaze did.”
No, when they meet me they're going to hate me,” I muttered.
They'll love you, trust me.”
Nope, you lied to me!” I exclaimed. “Can't I meet them another time? Maybe one time when I'm dressed more appropriately? Or when I've rehearsed what I'm going to say in the mirror a million times?”
Too late, we're here.” We had arrived in front of a grey, two story house with heaps of colourful plants in the front. “There's something I haven't told you...” he said, his voice trailing off wearily.
What is?” I questioned.
My sister,” he choked. “She was taken... a year ago. She would be 19 today, we don't know where she is and we've been told to assume the worse. Please don't ask about her because her photos are around the house... a lot.”
Of course,” I nodded, hesitantly. “You know you could've told me earlier.”
Yeah... I just prefer not to talk about it.”
What was- what's her name?” I corrected myself.
Ariella. We call her Ella,” he smiled.
That's a pretty name,” I told him.
Yeah... now c'mon, lets go inside, knowing my mum she's probably staring at us from inside.” I laughed dryly and he grabbed hold of my hand. I knew about his family – everything except about his sister but I understood why he just didn't tell people that. His mum was a successful fashion designer and his father owned two small diners. Z&B and Ella's. Both named after his children.
Zach knocked on the front door and immediately, a woman in her mid-forties opened the door, grinning.
Logan!” She cried, wrapping her arms around me.

Woah. 
 

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Teaser: "I'll be with you the whole time," Justin told me, kissing my forehead.  
 {A/N This story is getting way too long :( Anyway, hopefully, next week this time the story is finished. We meet or hear of Ariella in this chapter - she is playing the main character in my next story Beautiful Disaster, so she's Zachs younger sister }

 



UsinMr Parker
 
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r  42

I suggest listening to 'I won't give up' by Jason Mraz while reading this

 

Love is a four letter word,
love is something that is illustrated so simply.
Some people think that when you find that special person that nothing could go wrong, nothing could break you apart but I don't think thats true. When you find that special someone thinks will break you apart, things will make you scream and things will make you smile but these things just make us stronger. 
Everything that Zach and I have gone through only shows how strong we are, we will over come anything that is thrown our way. 

I never really understood the word love, I would ponder and ponder but never had I thought that the person you fall in love with is would become that special to you.
Quite honestly, I would give my left arm for Zach.
I was lying with him on his couch and had just finished telling him what happened with my dad. We were sitting in comfortable silence, we didn't need to say anything to enjoy this moment. Our legs were tangled with each other and my head was on his chest, his heart beat was soothing.
You're amazing, you know that?” I blushed.
You're prettyvdamn amazing as well,” I told him. His eyes met mine, they were enthralling in the most amazing way. He didn't reply, he just smiled and kissed my forehead.
Tomorrow, at school, when I put up two fingers look around wherever we are for something written in green,” he told me.
What?” I asked, confused.
Just do it,” he demanded.
You're so weird,” I laughed.
If I remember, a couple of minutes ago you were telling me how amazing I am,” he winked and kissed me.
I had never kissed anyone except Zach but I wondered would it still feel this special? Would I be left breathless and with my heart fluttering after each and every kiss? Would I feel the sparks and fireworks?
I asked myself those questions, knowing the answer.
No.
***
I was sitting in Zachs class, we gave each other sly glances occasionally. “I'm going to hand Jackeline a paper and she's going to pass it back. I want everybody to write one thing down, something that you're too scared to tell your peers. You can write it anonymously, no one will know you wrote it,” Zach told the class.
Why are we doing this, Sir?” Somebody from the back called out.
Because,” Zach shrugged, leaving me curious. He handed Jackeline a piece of paper and she scribbled something on it, handing it back. Soon it came to me and I immediately knew what I would write.
I love him in a way no one would understand

I looked up at Zach and smiled, he put two fingers up and I remembered our conversation from when I was at this apartment. He told me when we were in class and he put two fingers up to look around and find anything written in a green pen. I looked around but couldn't find anything and then my eyes flickered to the paper. In green writing, right at the bottom, was written:
I won't give up on us

 

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Teaser: "Where are we going?" I asked Zach as he continued driving. "We're going to meet my family," he grinned.
 {A/N So, how many of you actually listened to the song while reading the chapter? I wrote it listening to it on repeat so yeah... (: What did you all think? How'd I do? HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! }

 



UsinMr Parker
 
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r  39

 

He pulled away from me and shook his head. I bit my lip, looking away from him, my cheeks red from embarrassment. He had just rejected me. I deserved it, though, I did. How silly had I been for thinking he'd actually want to kiss me, thinking he'd actually want to be with me again.
How do I know?” he asked, suddenly.
Know what?” I asked.
Know that this isn't some game to you.” My eyes flickered down to my hands and I didn't reply. What was I supposed to reply with? “This isn't a game to you, is it, Logan?” Zach asked after a minute.
Of course not!” I exclaimed, loudly.
Logan,” he begged. “Please see where I'm coming from. I just had to ask...”
I'm sorry, of course you did but Zach, please believe me when I say that nothing with you was just about that bet. I fell for you and I guess I'm paying the price. You deserve someone better, someone who didn't use you.”
You're wrong.” Zach was so quiet I almost didn't hear him. I looked up from my shoes and saw Zach staring at me tenderly, his expression soft. “Can you do me a favour?”
Anything.”
Tell me what your feelings are, what do you feel for me?”
I'm in love with you,” I told him, honestly. I was scared at how he'd react. I wanted to run, runaway anywhere. I didn't like the way he was looking at me at that moment. I had never been good at reading people and I didn't even have a clue what Zach was thinking right now. Suddenly, Zachs home phone started ringing.
Ring ring.

Zach didn't even budge.
Ring ring ring.
He still didn't reach for the phone.
Are you going to get that?” I asked, gesturing towards the ringing phone.
Ring ring ring.

No.” I gulped, nervously. “Say it again,” he demanded.
W-what? 'Are you going to get that?'” I recited, confused. Zach broke out into an amused smile and chuckled, quietly. “Not that,” he bit his lip.
Whats so funny?” I groaned.
I just wanted you to tell me you love me,” he grinned. His grin matched the humongous one on my lips.
I love you,” I told him.
Good,” he murmured.
Good?”
Yeah 'cause if you didn't feel the same way as I felt, I wouldn't be able to do this,” with that, he kissed me. 


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Teaser: "At the end of this you're going to realise that it was just a silly school girl crush and my brother is going to end up with a broken heart." 
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UsinMr Parker
 
♥ Logan ♥
C h a p t e r  38

For around half a minute, I waited outside nervously. I kept asking myself why he wasn't answering the door straight away like he usually does and then, he opened the door.
There was no smile on his face, no smirk or no frown, his expression was as hard as a brick. We stood there, opposite each other for a few moments just staring, his eyes boring into mine and then he spoke. “Come in.” I walked inside his apartment and took a seat on the couch. He surprised me by coming and sitting next to me. I didn't think he'd do that, I opened my mouth to say something – anything but nothing came out. Zach laughed unhumourously, “This is so screwed up.  I honestly have no idea what to think anymore."
Z-Zach,” I murmured and was surprise when he didn't correct me for not using 'Mr Parker'. “I owe you an apology. I am so sorry, I didn't mean for any of this to happ-”
Then what did you mean to happen, Logan? Just enlighten me.”
I just... I just wanted my mum to not need to worry about money. This was 5 grand that I could at least try to get, I didn't think I'd win and I never thought Courtney was going to get hold of that picture.”
Well guess what she did.”
And I'm so sorry but you won't need to worry about that now.”
What if she had got the photo that you could see both of us clearly? What would happen then.”
I don't want to think of that, she didn't and its over.”
That might be over but we aren't. We still have lots of things to talk about.” When he said, that might be over but we aren't,  my heart fluttered and my cheeks burnt but I knew he didn't mean it in the way I wanted it to.
I'll answer any questions you want,” I told him.
Simply, he asked, “Why?”
I've told you how my dad left my mum and I a couple of years ago and I've always told you that a couple of months ago we moved in with my Aunt Cassidy because the council took the house away from us. Since then, I've been trying to help my mum get any extra money. I've sent my mum money anonymously with money my dad sent me and money from my car. To you, five grand might be nothing but to me, thats a lot of money.” I reached into my bag, picking out a bundle of money.
Five thousand dollars.

Whats that?” he asked.
Thats the money Courtney gave to me, I don't want it. You can have it,” I replied, putting the money on the table. “That money is nothing but filth to me now. It may have taken me a while to realise how horrible I was using you like that. I can't give that money to my mum.”
Zach sighed, “I don't want that money. Give it to your mother.”
No,” I said, firmly.
Give it back to Courtney then,” he said. “I don't care what you do with the money, I don't want it though.” I didn't say anything but I didn't take the money. Zach leant in slightly and I hoped that he kissed me. I leant up and put my lips on his, my eyes fluttered open for a split second to see his wide open.

He wouldn't kiss me back. 

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{A/N This chapter was actually really hard for me to write, I had no idea how I wanted this chapter to go but here it is! (:}

 


Back For You
Chapter Seven


They all went behind the curtain and came out faster than I expected in tuxedos. I swear whoever arranged these outfits is trying to kill me.
“Dude,” Jazzy said from behind me, “who picked out these outfits?”
“I don’t know,” I said. “But they’re trying to kill us.”
“What’s that girls?” Louis asked. “Oh you like this eh?”
“Jazz does,” I said and she hit me.
“That’s just ‘cause you’ve been staring at someone else all day,” she said.
“Okay! Too far!” I shouted and the guys laughed while Niall, knowing it was him, blushed.
“You know I’m right,” she said and I gave her a look.
“Alright you guys can all take a quick break,” I said to the guys and then I turned to Jazzy. “What’s wrong with you?”
“Come on,” she laughed. “Just make a move already.”
“The girl never makes the move,” I said.
“She could if the guy was really shy,” an Irish accent mumbled and I turned around, crashing into Niall and almost kissing him.
“Hi,” he said, catching me and letting his hands rest on my forearms.
“Hi,” I slightly gasped and he smiled.
“I feel like I know you from somewhere,” he said, slightly loosening his grip on my arms.
I shrugged and he did too.
“Well anyway,” he said, “after this I have the rest of today off. Think we could hang out?”
“Yeah,” I said with a smile, “yeah, I’d like that.”
He smiled at me and let go of my arms.
JAZZY’S POV
As I was talking to AJ, Niall walked up behind her and smiled. She turned around and crashed into him and he asked her out. They’re so cute. I feel like I know him from somewhere other than One Direction.
After that, Louis walked up to me and smiled.
“So,” he said, “looks like AJ and Niall hit it off. It’s about time he actually looked at another girl. He’s been caught up on this one girl since he was ten. He told us when we first met him he was going to find her. I can’t remember what her name was though.”
“AJ’s been the same way since she was nine,” I chuckled. “She has a picture of this kid that she’s been hung up on for years.”
“So,” Louis said, smiling, “why don’t you and I do a little something tonight? I mean, if Niall and AJ are we can too.”
“Yeah,” I chuckled. “I’d like that.”
 

 
Back For You

Chapter One


“Annabelle Josephine!” my mother yelled from downstairs.
“Whatever it is I didn’t do it!” I hollered, running down the stairs to find her.
“Annabelle,” she said, her voice sharpening.
“Mom,” I whined, “I told you to call me AJ. I hate the name Annabelle and you know it.”
“It was your grandmother’s name,” she said.
“So,” I whined some more, spinning in a circle, “she hated me anyway. Why can’t we just change it Aj so I don’t have to respond to Annabelle anymore?”
“Because I respect my mother,” my mom said.
“I don’t,” I muttered and she glared at me. “-Understand why you wouldn’t. Duh!” I finished, nervously chuckling.
“Oh, Annabelle why can’t you be anything like your sister?” my mother asked.
“Because,” I said, “I tend to take after Dad’s side of the family which is made up of who?”
“Uncle Mathers,” she said.
“Uncle Shady,” I corrected her and she rolled her eyes.
“What about Jazzy,” she asked.
“Jazzy is on your side of the family, yes, but she’s an acception,” I said. “She belongs on the Mather’s side.”
“That’s great,” my mother said, “now why are you down here?”
The little nine year old person inside my head jumped for joy, as I once again managed to throw my mother off track and get myself out of trouble.
“Just getting a snack,” I said, casually walking over to the fridge.
“Why are you always eating?” my mom asked as I took a huge bite of a donut.
“Because I’m always hungry,” I said with my mouth full and she sighed.
“Ladies don’t talk with their mouths full,” she said.
“Then call me a dude because, Momma, I just don’t care,” I said and I ran back upstairs to my room.
“AJ,” my dad said after I ran into him.
“Hi Daddy,” I said and he sighed.
“Why can’ you be more like Hannah?” he asked.
“Because Hannah’s boring,” I said and he glared at me.
“Hannah has straight A’s, she’s captain of the soccer team, she’s the lead in Romeo and Juliet at school, and she skipped 7th grade,” my dad said.
I sighed. “When are people going to get it through their thick heads that I don’t wanna be like Hannah!” I shouted and I stormed off to my room.
So that’s me, Annabelle Josephine Mathers. I hate my name (other than the Mathers part) so, please, call me AJ. I’m nine years old now and I’m always being compared to my thirteen year old sister, Hannah. She’s perfect, according to my parents and almost all of my mother’s side of the family. To my dad’s side, which is actually just Uncle Shady and Hailie, I’m the perfect one and Hannah’s like a rock.
I’ve got dark brown hair and green eyes. I want to dye the tips of my hair turquoise but my mom says ‘I’m not old enough.’ I find that funny because Hannah dyed her hair for the first time at eight…
So there’s a lot more stuff I could tell you but I’m not going to. I mean, first off I’m lazy and you need to do some thinking throughout this story as well. So, I guess this is where it starts.
My aunt (my mom’s sister who I cannot stand) lives in Ireland and takes pictures for school yearbooks. She decided to take me away from my lovely home of Boston and bring me to Ireland to help her. Now, I appreciate it, but I really don’t feel like spending a week with my aunt. All she’s going to do is compare me to Hannah all week anyway. Sometimes I wish there was more people who like me for me and not for who I could be if I was Hannah.
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