chelseabo17

Keep your hopes up high and your head down low!

Goodnight moon, Goodnight you when your all that i think about. all that i dream about. How could i breath without?<3

i HATE it when people complain about gettin asked "whats wrong" all the time.
I would LOVE for somone to ask that to me.
Then i would know that somone actually did care.
ANYONE,
i wouldnt care.
I would spill my whole life story out to a complete stranger,  
Just to lift some of this burden off of my chest,
Just to know that im loved, wanted, and not alone. 

But they dont see that side of me, 
they see the girl who tries her hardest to make everyone else smile.
Little do they know that she is dying inside.
 

Johnny Craig....nuff said<3

ABC QUIZ
A - Available? yes but kinda not...
B - Birthday? December 20th
C - Crushing on? Joey:)
D - Drink you last had? good old milk:)
E - Easiest person to talk to? Kirsite
F - Favorite song? at the moment, The house that doubt built by a day to remember
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms? Bears!!...you cant transplant body parts with worms:)
H - Hometown? Waverly
I - In love with.? Elephants and Whales:)
J - Jealous of? Noone:)
K - Killed someone? i thought no one knew about that.....
L - Longest car ride? to florida it took two whole stinckin days.
M - Milkshake flavor? Vanilla.
N - Number of siblings? 4
O - One wish? That he would move here
P - Person you texted last? Joey:)
Q - Question you are always asked? "what the awnser to this problem on our homwork?"
R - Reason to smile? I am alive and God has a plan for me:)
S - Scars? yes sir
T - Time you woke up? 7...latenesss
U - Underwear color? black and pink
V - Violent moment you had? i smushed a fly:(
W - Worst habit? I tend to overuse my vocabulary in ways that most of my peers do not comprehend.
X - X-rays you had? my foot an my back and my arm....but ive never had a broken bone..
Y - Yoyos are? AWESOME......if only they werent so hard to use..
Z - Zodiac sign? Saggitarius

Star Wars > The Vow
Anyone else?:) 

Ive come to the conclusion that i am a socially ackward penguin.....
and im completely okay with that:)

You make Me feel like ive never been hurt <3 

breakups freakin suck:'( </3

I love him, i really really do, at least thats what my heart tells me is true.
I cant seem to shake him out of my mind, my heart tells me hes perfect, completely devine.
But my brain starts to wonder....is this true? dose your heart beat for me as my heart beats for you?
were all of those moment...were they lies? am i just completely hyptnotized by your gourgous eyes.
could someone love someone so awckward and fryed...so nerdy and geeky and broken inside?
so then i cry these tears of doubt and gloom, feeling that he will never be my groom.
but then my heart wispers....its all not true.  he loves you for you and everything you do.
So then i will smile, and feel warm inside, while the battle resides.
the horrible battle between myheart and my mind.