I apologize deeply for anyone I have insulted, please dont take
anything what i've said into literal
meaning. I'm very messed up right now, and I know
you guys wont accept my apology but I need to get this heard.
Please just listen. The night I made this profile, it was
because I was seeking revenge.
At school I was always popular but I didn't like to go
out with friends. I always got made fun of for my teeth and my
smile, everything. but that all changed when I posted a photo of me
in my bathing suit (the one that has been up on here, I got it with
my own money, it was 80$), everyone began to talk to me and after
that I finally fit in. It was wonderful..until a few nights ago.
My father killed my mother by beating her to death, I've
been sent to live with my Uncle and that's where i'm typing
this.
You dont understand how hurt I am, I know I should have been there
forher but I wasn't, I was a coward. Whenever my father came
home, I would lock myself in my room and cry as I heard my mother
cry in pain. I never told anyone because I was scared if I
told the police, once my dad would come out of jail, he'd
be after me.
But you don't understand how it is to just have your
mother gone. All of our shopping nights and movie nights have come
to an end now. She's not ever going to come back.
It got out on the news for my town and everyone began to be
disrespectful to me, even my best friend.
At first, I wanted to kill myself, but I decided that was a
bad idea, I have so much more to live for.
But I still needed to get rid of all my anger. You see, My father
has been abusing us all the time and I'm always to afraid to
talk back. I could have done something.
Everyone on facebook messaged me very rude things and began
to make fun of me all over again. Calling me sl*t, Orphan, Ugly,
Trashy, Wh*re and many more. I began to believe them. But the one
thing they didnt judge me for is my body, which is why still
held onto that picture after I deleted my facebook.
I needed to get rid of my anger so I made a witty profiles account,
posted the bathing suit photo and I began to make fun
of others who had done nothing to me.
I'm a stupid, fake, b*tch. Everything I said was a lie,
You are all wonderful people and now I just want to become part of
this witty family.
But the thing is, I don't know what to do with myself
now, please, someone or anyone at all please
give me some advice.
I can't stop sobbing at how much my life sucks right now,
please help.