chillvibes130

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Quotes by chillvibes130

f*cking hate everyone


I have such nice friends.
The time where I skip a day to spend time with my family,
I wanted to go somewhere with my friends they cancel it.
Ha. Now I'm home all alone. They cancelled it because not
alot of people were going. Its the beach. Why do we have 
to have a whole f*cking party. So stressed out right now.


I wonder what it's like to iive the life where youj have so much friends, so much people you know that you won't even have to worry being alone, where you can just live the party life, where you can look at yourself in the mirror and know you're beautifull, where a bunch of guys chase after you, where you go out with your friends almost everyday, where you don't have to worry about what other people think of you, where you're happy with your family, where everything would just be fine and normal. Where I wouldn't have to worry about a thing. Maybe its happiness.

My life would be so much easier without you.
Every single time I do something, I always have to make sure you approve or happy and I'm sick of it. I'm sick of you treating me like sh/t when I always have to treat you like a f@#$ing princess. Why does this happen to me? Why can't I be happy and not go a day worrying or be sad? Why?

LOL, FXCK YOU. 
I always wondered why I care about you so much. Then I realized, you aren't like the rest. I thought you were my prince charming. But you broke my heart so many times and I can't bare it any longer. But for some weird reason, I can't let go. You mean to much to me, to let go of you. The memories we've shared, is so valuble to me. I remember almost every second of it. Through the
tears I've cried for you, the laughs
that you gave me, the number of "I'm
fine" I said to you, I still loved you.
You don't feel the same way, and I know
that. But I hope that you know, that you're
the most complicated person I know and 
that I care about you so much. I could
have let go of you, but I can't. And
you're such a douche to me sometimes.
But strangley, I still love you.
Sister comes home from prom and tells me she had a major pissup (drunk) and did some things that she shouldn't have... just, no.


Lol, so today I find out you got a gf. cooooooooooooooooooooooool

 

I miss our late night conversation where it seemed like you actually cared about me when you texted me. I miss when I was the only girl you looked foward to seeing. I miss making plans with each other and we would have the most fun times together. I miss being the reason for your smile. I miss your big hugs that you gave to me. I miss it when you used to tease me all the time. I miss talking to you about the most pointless things ever.  I miss it when you used to tell me everything and we were basically like best friends. I miss it when I was your girl. I miss the way things used to be.