SANDD*

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Joined: July 3, 2012
Last Seen: 4 days
user id: 314280
Location: Pennsylvania
Gender: F
kasandra.nobody likes you when you're 23.i've found my soulmate.
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Quotes by SANDD*

Thank you for showing me how it feels to be put down. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be cheated on. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be guilted, to be played with, and demonized. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be a side piece. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be inferior. Thank you for showing me how it feels to be made out to be a freak, a monster. Thank you for demonizing my autism, for making me ashamed of who I am. Thank you for pulling me away from my hobbies and friends. Thank you for bringing me down whenever my hobbies and passions got in the way of your control of me. Thank you for choosing your ex over me Thank you for trying to make me jealous and insecure with other guys Thank you for gas lighting me when I was upset, Thank you for always holding yourself in higher regard than myself. Thank you for ignoring my happiness, treating me like a burden instead of a human. Thank you for not caring about how your actions affect me, thank you for simply not caring at all. Thank you for lying, about anything and everything you could. Thank you for only doing something kind so you could use it against me in the future. Thank you for trapping me when I wanted to leave. Thank you for for hiding me, for treating me like I was an embarrassment, as if there was something wrong with me; only for it to manifest as crippling anxiety that makes it hard to be out in public without medication. When I told you all of this. Thank you for responding with β€œNoah, I literally do not care.” . . . Thank you for showing me what I never, ever, want to be. Thank you for showing me everything I can avoid, Thank you for showing me how to be the best partner in the world, and teaching me all the lessons I needed to learn to bring happiness into peoples lives again instead of misery. Thank you for bringing me to my lowest point, so as I heal and rise back up... I can be sure that I will never, ever, ever, be anything remotely like you.
Here's to the girls who,
who don't wake up with perfect hair. Who don't mind eating a big mac
instead of a salad. Who don't wear 50 pounds of make up. Who would rather
spend the day in sweatpants than skinny jeans. Who love the comfort of t-shirts.
Who don't get all the guys. who aren't "popular" but feel like it when they're with
their friends. Who stick to sneakers instead of heels. Who aren't afraid to break a nail.
Who don't always get their own way. Who don't get everything they want. Who
don't need a guy to tell them that they are beautiful.
I have found so much beauty in the dark as I have found a lot of horrors in the light πŸŒ…πŸŒŒ
The world is filled with people who, no matter what you do, will point blank not like you. But it is also filled with people who will love you fiercely. Make yourself one of them πŸ’•
Love myself I do. Not everything, but I love the good as well as the bad. I love my crazy lifestyle, and I love my hard discipline. I love my freedom of speech and the way my eyes get dark when I'm tired. I love that I have learned to trust people with my heart, even if it will get broken. I am proud of everything that I am and will become.
My mama don't like you and she likes everyone
And I never like to admit that I was wrong
And I've been so caught up in my job, didn't see what's going on
But now I know, I'm better sleeping on my own
C
ause if you like the way you look that much
Oh, baby, you should go and love yourself
And if you think that I'm still holdin' on to somethin'
You should go and love yourself
What do you call it when all you feel is pain? When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame? When your tired of living and playing this game? when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame? What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul? When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show? When you feel like you've hit your all time low? When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows? What do you call it when you feel so alone? When your in your house but it don't feel like home? When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong? When the wait to die seems too long.

You’ll learn, as you get older, that rules are made to be broken. Be bold enough to live life on your terms, and never, ever apologize for it. Go against the grain, refuse to conform, take the road less traveled instead of the well-beaten path. Laugh in the face of adversity, and leap before you look. Dance as though EVERYBODY is watching. March to the beat of your own drummer. And stubbornly refuse to fit in.βœŒπŸ’œπŸ˜†

If your gonna hold me, hold me like I'm leaving
If your gonna kiss me, kiss me like you need it
Baby if your not your best get to leavin'
If your gonna love me, love me like you mean it
If your gonna talk the talk, you better walk it
If your wanna keep me, keep me like you lost it
If your gonna say and make me believe it
If your gonna love me boy, love me like you mean it
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did you think i was a city big enough for a weekend getaway? I am the town surrounding it, the one you've never heard of but always pass through. There are no neon lights here, no skyscrapers or statues, but there is thunder, for I make bridges tremble. I am not street meat, I am homemade jam thick enough to cut the sweetest thing your lips will touch. I am not police sirens, I am the crackle in a fireplace; I'd burn you and you wouldn't take your eyes off me cause I'd look so beautiful doing it you'd blush. I am not a hotel room, I am home. I am not the whiskey you want, I am the water you need. Don't come here with expectations and try to make a vacation out of me. Β