*ciara *

Status: ghost town is so nice and they give great hugs
Joined: April 17, 2013
Last Seen: 2 years
Birthday: November 16
user id: 357290
Location: new jersey
Gender: F


Hey there!

I'm ciara, and I enjoy  a  lot of music, tv shows, and youtubers. 
I will probably  talkto you, so give me a shout!

ps: my writing probably sucks but i like itso that's okay


                                                                                                                                                                                          

 

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Quotes by *ciara *

ethanol's format
I can't drown my demons,
 
They know how to swim.
 
I was a foolish little girl.
I never knew what was going on.
That she was sick.
Trying to stay alive for as long as she could.
Fighting for her life.
I took my grandmother for granted.
Thought of her as someone who
just brought me shopping.
But no.
Now that she's gone, I realize that
she was much more than that.
She was the one I went to for advice
when all of my friends were gone and I just
needed someone to be there.
She was the one who helped me make decisions.
Very big decisions.
She was the one that told me to be who I want to be.
Not who my parents wanted me to.
She taught me a lot.
She helped me with all of my problems.
She always put me, her family, everyone before her.
She was the one person I could talk to for hours.
I've had some of my best memories with her.
She was my true best friend, and I knew she would always
be there. 
But she's passed away.
She's gone forever.
I'll never be able to talk to my role model.
I'm going to have to fight my battles alone.
I'm going to guide myself through life.
Because I don't have her here with me.
No more hugs, no more giggles, no more kisses.
No more grandmother-granddaughter dates. 
Everything we had--GONE.
It's been 2 months, almost 3.
September 18th will be a hard day for me.
3 months gone, and just a week or two into the school year.
She loved the beginning of the school year.
Always made me dress up nice,
do my hair,
get my nails done,
and just try to look pretty.
She made me feel pretty.
But now, I'm going to go to school and just
cry. 
Cry because I'm alone.
Cry because my best friend is gone.
Cry because it was one of her favorite times of the year.

I tried ending this a few times already, but I just can't stop.
I want everyone to know about her.
She's perfect.
R.I.P. Grandma Michele.
You'll always be missed

 
 
Sometime's you gotta fall before you fly. 
         -Sleeping With Sirens
 

 

BOY SURVEY
What color is his hair?: dark brown
Cute smile: kinda
Braces: i think he got them off o-o
Glasses: nope
Abs: no, but he isn't fat. he's like, normal weight.
Height: 5'6" I think. Maybe? idk.
How did you meet him: school. i've known him for a few years, and we were in the same 5th grade class then we had like two classes together in 6th and 7th.
How long have you known him: well, i met him years ago, because he was on my brother's football team, but i started getting to know him 3 years ago.

Does he play any sports: Yes, football and basketball.
Can he play the guitar: yes, I'm the only person he told though. c:
What about any other music instrument:  nope.
Do you guys ever text: yes. a lot.
Describe something he would wear on a typical day: he wears elites, which are socks, shorts, a t-shirt with a hoodie over, and hightop sneakers.
What's your favorite thing you've seen him wear: idk. 
Least favorite thing: when he only replies to my texts with lol or oh. or when he sees my texts and doesnt answer. 
Do your friends know that you like him: well, i dont really have friends in real life, but the whole school knows bc i told my ex friends, then they told everyone else.
Do your parents know him?: my mom does. idk if she likes him but whatever
Do you think they would like him if you were dating him?: I think they would because he's so sweet omg

Do you know him properly?: Like the back of my hand
Have you met his parents: I've met his mom, because our parents talk sometimes at football games. But his dad, I never really see him, so I haven't gotten the chance to talk to him
What would you do if he saw your witty: i wouldn't mind, because he knows everything i post. like, i tell him everything. but i wouldnt want him to see this, because he knows its him..woops

Paige, Stella, TwinkieWinkie, My betch, whatever you want me to call you.
 
You are my role model, seriously.
3 years older than me, 100x stronger than me.
You have problems going on in your life, you're a wreck, to be honest,
but that's why I love you.
You're so strong. 
You put on a smile everyday, and make me laugh, brighten up my day.
You show others you don't care what they say, when even though
deep down inside it does hurt you. A lot.
 
And, we have this very special bond.
Inseparable. 
We laugh at our stupid jokes, our sexual actions, and just pretty much anything.
We can be terrible people together, but
I love it.
We're immature. 
That's great in a friendship, to me.
Friendship to me, is two goofballs who laugh all the time, and trust each other with their
life, even though they're the stupidest person ever.
And that's what we have.
I can tell you anything. You do the same with me.

You have such a great personality, and you always know what cheers me up,
and when to do it.
You know when a dirty joke/comment is the best thing for me.
You call me rood names, but it doesn't bother me.
Because you show your love aggressively. 
So, yea. I know you love me, Paige!
And I love you too.
I mean, why would I write this whole thing, if I despised you?!
 
And yea, we got in this fight sort of thingy, but now that's over. In the past.
And we forgot about it.
 
 
 

lol i hate people


i put everything under story, so yea
spell your name and see what it means;
a: hot b: loves people c: good kisser d: makes people laugh e: has gorgeous eyes f: really wild and crazy, adore you g: very outgoing h:easy to fall in love with i: loves to laugh and smile j: is really sweet k: really silly l: smile to die for m: makesdating fun n: loving and caring o: has one of the best personalities ever p: can be sweet and funny at times q: hyperactive r: good boyfriend or girlfriend s: cute t: very good kisser u: textaholic v: not judgmental w: very broad minded x: never let people tell you what to do y: is loved by everyone z: popular with all types of people

C- Good Kisser
I-  Loves to laugh and smile
A- Hot
R- Good girlfriend
A- Hot


hahahahahahahaha no.
maybe good girlfriend, but that's it.
1. Do you sleep without clothing? No
2. Do you like noodles? yes
3. Do you enjoy drama?
 Nope
4. Are you a girly girl? Sort of, kind of.
5. Small or large purses? Small
7. Are you short? yup
8. Do you like somebody?  Yep.
9. Do you care if your socks are dirty? depends where i am
10. Do you like Halloween? candeh
11. Favorite time of year? when winter turns into spring
12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept? underneath a table in my friends garage

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours? no
14. Is there any type of rumor going around about you? idk
15. Do you call anybody by their last name? no

be honest;
1. What color is the bra that you're wearing? pink black and white stripes
2. Do you prefer light or dark haired guys? 
 idc
3. Longest relationship? Never
4. Do you have a best friend? no
5. Have you ever had your heart broken? yea
6. Have you ever thought of having
 plastic surgery? No. Ew. 
7. Do you like your life? no
8. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on? Yeah
9. Do you have more friends that are girls are boys? Boys.
10. How long have you had a facebook? I don't have one.
11. Have you ever slapped a boy in the face? no
12. What are your biggest fear(s)? the ocean, spiders, dying alone, rejection
13. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep? plenty of times
14. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind? yea
15. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater"? yea people dont change
16. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?  mhm
17. Do you ever wish you were famous? no
18. Are you currently missing someone? yes.
19: What are you doing right now? Filling this quiz out
which type?
Cowboy or Gangster? cowboy
Face or Body? Face.
Sweet or Sexy? Sweet.

Contacts or Glasses? contacts
yourself;
01. Eyeliner or Mascara? Eyeliner
02. Pink or black? black
03. Pumps or flats? Flats.
04. Skirts or pants? pants
05. Socks or leggings? Leggings
06. Hoodies or jackets? hoodies
07. Heels or sneakers? sneakers
08. Straight or curly hair? Curly.
09. White or black? White
10. Smoothies or lattes? lattes
11. Diet or regular sodas? Regular
12. Water or daiquiris? Wth is daiquiris?
13. Pearls or diamonds? Pearls
14. Mary-Kate or Ashley Olsen? They're twins. I CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE.
15. iPod or cell phone? cellular device
16. Friends or family? neither
17. Lip gloss or lip stick? Lip gloss.
18. Manicure or pedicures? Manicures. 
19. Tank tops or beaters? tank top
20. Big sunglasses or small? Small
21. Sunglasses or purses?sunglasses

in a Guy
;
1)Funny or Serious? Funny.
2)Romantic or Daredevil? A bit of both.
3)Dark Eyes or Light Eyes? I don't care
4)Long Hair or Short Hair? not too long not too short
5)Curly Hair or Straight Hair
? i dont care
6)Baseball Player or cheerleader? baseball player
nobody has asked me about my music so far, so i'll just list what i listen to.

-sleeping with sirens
-pierce the veil
-never shout never
-black veil brides
-of mice and men
-between the trees
-bring me the horizon
-falling in reverse
-a day to remember
-asking alexandria
-ghost town
-all time low
-cady groves
-stephen jerzak
-taylor swift
-ed sheerian
-austin mahone 
-one direction
-mikelwj
-and various youtube artists, who haven't been noticed yet. [:
                                                                                
that's just what i usually listen to.
there's a lot more, but i already named a lot.