clarabbang

And who else gets
exited when they've
been out shopping?

You think you want to die.
In reality you just want
to be saved.
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When someone tell me not to tell anyone,
my bestfriend doesn't count.♥

When you're broken, sad and crushed, and you're just like:
"It's okay. I have my chocolate."

ONE UNIVERSE
9 planets,

204 contries,
809 islands,
7 seas,
AND ALL I WANT
is you ♥

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OH. MY. GOD!!! SOMEONE COMMENTED MY QUOTE!
"What a stupid quote."
Oh. Still count!

 1 
Oh, you shouldn't have!
Really, you shouldn't -.-

                           me: why did we stop?
                           him: you tell me.
                           me: well, you stopped caring...
                           him: and that's why i wont talk to you anymore.

Dear Witty Sisters

I need to tell this to someone, and I know you wil all listen. I'm not asking for any faves, I just need an advice from you...
So, here's the thing! Summer 2011 a guy started in the other class. Let's call him; him, he, his and so on. I never realler talked to him, but one day I just requested him on FaceBook. He started talking to me on FaceBook, and yeah... I started to like him even though I'd never talked to him.
One day, my friend and his friend tried to hook us up in the break. Like, we all four walked together, but then they decided to run away so it was only him and I. We didn't say much, but just walked there really awkward. After walking around for like 15 minutes, our friends showed up again. They walked behind us and started yelling to him: "DUDE! KISS HER!!" - so he kissed me on the cheek. Loads of people saw it and then everybody started talking about it. We texted each other EVERY single day from morning to night, and of course I started to like him more and more. One day, my friend walked to him and asked him if he had ever hugged me. I dont know his answer, but after school, he walked up to me and said "Take care. Have a nice trip to Paris", hugged me and then walked away. I was the happiest girl ever. Like literally. A hug doesn't seem like much, but to me it was. I started to fall in love with him, and when I was in Paris, I couldn't wait to get back home and see him.
I  came back to school a Tuesday, and at lunch time I was with my two friends. I saw him coming with his friend, and when he saw me, he walked towards me with his arms open ready to give me a hug. He hugged me and then, yeah. Thats what happened.
From that day, everytime he saw me, he always hugged me, said "Hi!" to me and just talked to me.
And then, my favorite day of all days. I was walking with four of my friends. He was walking by himself. They all stopped walking and turned to him. "Come on, we're waiting for you!" they yelled, and I was just awkwardly standing there like "DAMN, he's hot". He avoided them and walked straight towards me. He wrapped his arms around me and then he just started walking, while he was having his arm around my waist. We talked and hugged and I was so happy. 
Another day, he sat outside with his friend, and I was with three of my friends. I remember he texted me "I can see you" and when I turned to him, he was just laughing. My friends and I went out to get some lunch and then I got a text from him that said: "I wanna ask someone out. What do I do?" I got really sad, cause at that point I didn't knew who he wanted to ask out. I replied with: "You just do it. Who is the lucky girl?" and then he answered: "Do you really wanna know it? Okay.. YOU!" I was so OSDKLFKDF happy and, yeah... The same day, I was walking home from school and could hear someone yell my name. I turned around, and there he was. "You remember what I told you earlier? You know, the thing about asking you out?" he asked me, and I just stood there smiling and nodding. "Let's see what happens, okay?" he then said and smiled. Then he asked me for at kiss, but for some reason, I said no.. DAMN IT! He was cool with it, told me to take care, hugged me and then walked away.
Then there was a day I had to go to England and visit my family. I wouldn't see him for like 14 days, and he already agreed that we had to say goodbye. I was free earlier than him, so when I was free from school, I went down waiting for him. He didn't come, so I decided just to go home. I was almost home when I got a text from him that said: "Where are you?" I hurried back to school and told him that I was at school. I went talking to my friends and then he came down. I walked towards him, and all of my friends just stood there staring at us. Again, he opened his arms to hug me, and when he finally wrapped his arms around me, he picked me of the ground for like 10 seconds. "They think I'm your boyfriend, dont they?", "I wish I could come with you.", "I'm gonna miss you." he told me, and I was just standing there smiling like an idiot. We hugged again and then I had to hurry home.
Now the bad part comes....
When I got home, I got a text him. It was from him. "Heey. So, I just wanted to let you know that I thought about it, and I only wanna be your friend and not more :)" Tears streamed down my face. I was broken. Like really. We still kept talking though... We still hugged and stuff, but one day HE had to go to England, and when he came back, everything changed. HE changed. A lot. He never had time for me, never talked to me, never said hi to me, he was alwys busy, busy, busy. He still is. He keep telling me that he wanna be my friend, and I keep telling myself that I'm over him, but obviously, I'm not.
One day I was with my really good friend. We talked about him, and I was cool with it, cause aat that point I thought I was over him. Then she asked me: "You're over him, right? Cause like, he has another girl now." All the memories came back, and I realized that I wasn't over him at all. After 4 months, I'm still not over him. I like him. I really do. But he doesn't care about me...

If you read all of this, I wanna say thank you. This is really hard to me and I just need your help.♥

"When you feel good, you look good.
When you look good, you feel good.
It's like a whole package; they go hand in hand."
- Jessica Harlow