Haha sorry about the confusion BABES. ;) are you good at math? I hate it because it takes me so long to actually understand everything, but I also like it becauseif I need to get stuff off my mind and don't want to think, then I just do math because you have to devote all your focus and attention on it, you know?
Omg wonderful!! There's tks new kid at my school and I line him, but my Fiends did too and well she's waay prettier than I am so off course she goes and talks to him and you can tell he likes her and long story short I went home crying. I just don't understand! She knows I like him and she's rubbing ure in my face ughh.
It's okay, don't worry about it. But that isn't really a friend thing to do. Obviously you're way prettier than her, at least on the inside, because you didn't do what she did. It's his loss, you're funny, beautiful, and really cool. Don't worry about it hun, some guy will come along that's way better than him and then you get your man and she gets hers.
Yea I know, and whenever I seem to like someone, she likes him too and its ridiculous. I'm tired of trying to compete with her, and if she was actually my friend she wouldn't key a guy ruin our friendship... our whatever you call it. She tells me that she's a genuine friend but that's such a lie. I don't even know why I even Try with her anymore. And thanks, I will find somebody she can't have.
gawddd stop it xD thank you! I actually spend twelve hours of my day to learn the html xD buhh your so pretty and I think I told you that already but yea you need to know it. Sorry I haven't been on lately, my computer malfunctioned and just doesn't want to work... I'll log on when I can though!
I cant cook anything without burning it so you probably dont want lessons from me. My grandma just walked in on me laughing and I don't know why but i'm incredibly embarrassed
Haha that's hilarious!! Oh my gosh I'm in study hall right now and it was completely silent and I just burst out laughing from that omg everyone's staring
Really omg how do you live. So I went into my grandma's room to get a water from her mini fridge and she was like " I want cereal really bad " and I was like " Want me to get you some? " and she was like " No I can't have it because it gives me diarrhea " and then I just awkwardly stared at the ground before leaving.
Haha omg that's great your grandma sounds so cool my grandma on my mom's side is in Sweden and the one on my dad's side doesn't like my brothers and I.
And I don't know how I live.. I live like a zombie really
It's really not I don't do anything all day and just read basically.... my parents are low on money at the moment so I spent my spring break doing nothing but I don't mind, really... do you have any plans for spring break?
Hah, I don't really hang out with my friends, it's not that I don't want to its just whenever I offer they are busy and I know they actually aren't but I mean I don't really care cause I'm awesome so it's their mistake not mine
Thank you .x once again I'll inform you that I'm not good with taking compliments so I'll just compliment you back saying you're cool xD yeaaa same here but I really do stay on the computer all so have fun trying to drag me out of mybedroom
Ahh, see if it's a him then it's harder to do.
I could steal you away no problem if he was a girl.. but sadly he's not :/ I do not admit defeat yet however! ;)
It's 3am but I can't sleep, well I never can but still. Beats me where we could find a ring that big. It's just so upsetting that he hasn't purposed yet *wipes invisible tear*
I feel you. I'm tired and want to take a nap but I have a ton of homework to do and I have to go shopping today, plus go to the library.. so there really isn't time.
I don't have anything to do today, well I never have anything to do. Okay that's not helping the situation. Well I have to leave later to pay for these tickets I purchased but it's not very solid at the moment
Ahh I see. Where are you going? I rarely have anything to do.. this week is weird. But it's my friend's birthday so I'm spending the whold weekend with her.
I'm going to a concert with my friend in Septemeber, only think that sucks is she's halfway across the world in Texas, but I know this means a lot to her so I'm not going to complain, it's be fun because I haven't been to the States in a while. I have to get my ticket now or else I'll end up spending the money I saved up, in conclusion, I have postponed that till idk next weekend
Haha ohh who's concert? And that sounds fun. Never been to Texas so I can't tell you what it's like but I bet you'll have an amazing time:)
By the way, does everyone from the UK call us "the states" ? Because everyone I know calls it the U.S.
It's just our form of terminology, from what I know it that we wanted to have a different vocabulary, than 'the States' so we created our own terminology. Like here, toss means to m/asturbate, but sometimes, depending where you live in the UK, your vocabulary changes. Here, instead of 'gray' we write 'grey' but I know in some other parts of England they used 'gray' or we just change up American works a little bit like 'labor' is 'labour' It still means the same thing, why we created it I've no idea.
Yeah, I understand. Some teachers actually counted points off for writing 'gray' instead of 'grey' so I don't even know which version we use anymore. Do you guys sound really proper when talking? I feel like us Americans sound like the freaking dunce kid in class and you guys are all prim and proper and have smarter vocabulary and all that jazz.
'And all that jazz' God. xDD
Yes, a majority of the people I know act very proper and me, well if I'm mad or upset or sad or something, I use very professional words... It was something we learned in primary school. From day one the taught us very sophisticated words and I really never use them cause some I can't pronounce very well so I sound like an idiot xD I think it's the accent, though. like "oh we've got accents let's be professional" it's totally okay to make that comment because it's myself included so HAHA
Haha aww I wanna be British. Maybe people would actually take me seriously.. ahh what am I saying I'd still be an idiot just an idiot with a cool accent and proper language skills. XD
Haha yea... it also depends what part of england you're from.. if you're from the posh end you are more well, posh. If you're not well you still have to learn sophisticated words but at least its not required in the States.. on the posh side its not required but everyone there is so... and you wouldn't you'd make an excellent brit!! Btw, what kind of phone do you have?
I have a samsung galaxy lite, why?
And I'd probably screw up bring a Brit haha I don't even think that's possible but knowing me I'd probably make it possible xD Btw, which part of England are you from? Are you posh? ;)
Only curious... We had a deep convo about where I was before, lol but I was born in Clovelly, which definitely isn't posh, it's a small nice town with a beach. I moved to Oxford, that is really nice in the fall but I miss Clovelly so much, and I want to visit my dad there again but ugh I'm broke. And I consider myself very posh ;) lol but I'm not and my friends are like " Stop trying " and sometimes I use 'smart people words' as they call it, and they're like " English please ?"
Haha you're so awesome oh gosh <3 hahaha but I remember our conversation now, I just didn't know whether where you lived was posh or not. I love beaches so much like words can't even explain my love for water and sand.. wow that sounded weird xD I went to Alabama once and I loved it so much.. too bad I got sunburned :c lol
I've never been to alabama but I'm sure its nice there and wasn't really fond of the beach because I literally can't tan.
But no I don't live anywhere posh but its fine cause I'm posh so ha
You're too posh for a posh neighborhood. c: I pretty much refuse to tan like I'm the kind of girl who'd rather swim in the ocean all day instead of laying out in the sun doing nothing. Maybe I could tan and play like beach volleyball or something... :)
Just be glad you have the ability to tan, because I sure don't... I've played beach volleyball before, no in the UK but in the States... I think I lost I can't quite remember. And I know I'm too posh for a posh neighbourhood that's why I don't live in one. *Dramatic hair flip* But you could live in a posh neighbourhood I mean don't think I have forgotten your use of the word kudos.. ;)
Haha we have to establish a "too posh to live in poshness" neighborhood. We'll make signs and everything c; I've never played beach volleyball before but it sounds like fun. I usually play indoors, but playing in the sand makes it sound so much cooler.
Dude, in our "too posh" neighborhood, we'll have a giant section devoted to sand volleyball. And another for dogs. And another for bagels. ;)
Don't f forget the pancakes! And this all sounds really.. posh xDD while playing sand volleyball I fell and scraped my elbow and knee on the sand... it took a while to get the sand out of the cut and it hurttttt
It should be required everywhere for people to eat pancakes... no joke man, there needs to be a law. It sucks for people who are allergic to pancakes and the ingredients in them
I know, an ex friend of mine used to be allergic to gluten (wheat, rye, oats, and barley) and I was like how do you liveee?!
Okay, so law #1 for our new city: Thou shalt eat pancakes.. hmm.. at least 3 times a week?
What do you mean by ex friend? Why would anyone stop being your friend? WHy
Okay, back to our previous convo, Yes that sounds excellent, exception for those you are lactose and tolerant or just can't eat them for a reason. Instead, thou shalt eat bacon
Sounds like a plan:) and she became an ex friend when I started becoming who I really was and not who she wanted me to be. Sucks, but it's not the first time.
What ? That's messed up friends are suppose to be there through everything, and the fact that you couldn't be who you really are around her proves that you guys probably good friends.. I know that sounds mean but I think you'll understand what I mean by that. I've lost friends too. Some of them were just really negative and they always judged me so I gave up, let them go.
Yeah, I understand. My parents always tell me now to not plan for the future with my best friend because we're probably not going to be friends by then, but I'm always myself around her and she's always herself, and we both love each other as we are. I know she's gonna be in my future, but my parents don't really want her to be.
Welllll... I mean, does she influence you to do bad things? Ask yourself that question and if it's yes, then maybe that's why your parents don't approve, if it's no, well then they don't have a valid reason to be saying those types of things to you
She doesn't influence me negatively or anything. My parents just don't like that I'm changing, even if it's into who I really am. They want me to stay the same.
Well that's ridiculous. I'm always myself around well EVERYBODY. Cause I know in the long run if I pretend to be someone I'm not, I'll lose everybody. Don't take this the wrong way, but why did you feel like you couldn't be yourself around anyone?
I felt like myself wasn't good enough. I always had to live up to my parent's expectations. I had to get straight A's all the time - no B's. But I hated studying so hard, and doing so much work, and being teased about all of it. I felt like once I showed who I really was and not who my parents wanted me to be, everyone would be confused and hate me. Then I met my best friend, and she helped me ease into myself, ya know? Here and there, little things at a time, I started becoming more like me. I actually like (kind of) who I am today rather than who I was back then, because back then I didn't worry about myself. All I did was please others and be who they wanted me to be.
I went through the same thing you were (and still are?) I remember when I was younger I became who everyone wanted me to be and not who I really was. I got good grades, because I had to, and over here in the UK the school is much harder than in the States, I know this from my many visits there. When I moved from Clovelly to Oxford, I decided I was going to change and be who I wanted to, because I got to start over. My mum was much lighter about my grades, it was okay if I got A's and B's. But with my dad it wasn't, it had to be all A's, or I was grounded for a month. When I moved in with my mum I changed to who I was, and everyone there accepted me, and I had way more friends than I did at Clovelly, which was amazing. I still miss Clovelly, I may not have had a lot of friend because of who I pretended to be, but the friends I did have were pretty cool. Even my mum saw a change in me, she was a little mad at first because I'm always kidding around and never serious, but she learned to accept me and who I was.
Yeah, I still am struggling with being myself because I've never felt good enough. But I'm working on it. And your dad is like both my parents - all A's or be grounded. I can only hope that soon my parents will accept me as I am, because they definitely don't right now.
I would like to say they would accept you, but I don't want to get your hopes up as bad as it sounds. And either way, you're their kid, they should accept you for who you are, and I think that they think your best friend has influenced you to change, and that's why they don't accept her. They think she's changing you, that's why they are trying to put all this negativity in your head.. but I could me wrong. I'm here if you need to talk, remember that. xx
Okay let's change the subject I don't like being serious for so long ;P
Had any pancakes today?
No :( I was invited go go get pancakes earlier but my parents wanted me to go to the grocery store with them instead. I was like nooo pancakess I love youuu. Haha:) And thanks hun, I'm here for you too xx
Aww I'm sorry:/ not only do you not have plans, but you also have no pancakes. The horror! Well, you are with your fiance though ;) spending quality time before the stressful wedding.
Yes, I still haven't found a big enough ring for him he says he doesn't need one but then it wouldn't be official you know? Like if I let my cousin use my computer WhaT IF SHE TREATS HIM BETTER AND HE WANTS TO MARRY HER iNSteAD?
I'll help you out. No worries :)
P.S. would it be weird for me to ask you for your number and/or facebook and/or skype? I figured it'd be easier to talk there. I swear I'm not some 40yr old rapist I'm actually who I say I am.
Why does everyone keep saying that? lol I think it's pretty plain but I don't feel like doing anything with it :P ohh and that's good that you had a great Christmas .. mine was basic I got like A camera and yea Cx
its let it snow. its a collaboration with some lady i read Will grayson will grayson and i thought it sucked. and yeah same but june 6th the movie comes out.
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can i maybe request a new layout? i love yours a lot oh <3
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So.. today.. I got my crush's number and I am literally freaking out like omg
And I don't know how I live.. I live like a zombie really
I could steal you away no problem if he was a girl.. but sadly he's not :/ I do not admit defeat yet however! ;)
By the way, does everyone from the UK call us "the states" ? Because everyone I know calls it the U.S.
Yes, a majority of the people I know act very proper and me, well if I'm mad or upset or sad or something, I use very professional words... It was something we learned in primary school. From day one the taught us very sophisticated words and I really never use them cause some I can't pronounce very well so I sound like an idiot xD I think it's the accent, though. like "oh we've got accents let's be professional" it's totally okay to make that comment because it's myself included so HAHA
And I'd probably screw up bring a Brit haha I don't even think that's possible but knowing me I'd probably make it possible xD Btw, which part of England are you from? Are you posh? ;)
But no I don't live anywhere posh but its fine cause I'm posh so ha
Dude, in our "too posh" neighborhood, we'll have a giant section devoted to sand volleyball. And another for dogs. And another for bagels. ;)
Okay, so law #1 for our new city: Thou shalt eat pancakes.. hmm.. at least 3 times a week?
Okay, back to our previous convo, Yes that sounds excellent, exception for those you are lactose and tolerant or just can't eat them for a reason. Instead, thou shalt eat bacon
Okay let's change the subject I don't like being serious for so long ;P
Had any pancakes today?
jk
lol
I have problems
I've hit the weird rock-bottom there's no coming back I'm in far too deep
P.S. would it be weird for me to ask you for your number and/or facebook and/or skype? I figured it'd be easier to talk there. I swear I'm not some 40yr old rapist I'm actually who I say I am.
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i have all of john greens books but one.
I like deh layout you have hur