colormewithchaos

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 why, hello there. i'm nicole marie blake. i've been rocking this world since october 31, 1996. yes, i'm a 9o's junkie. i also like anything from the 6o's and 7o's. i love gossip girl & yes i wish i was blair or serena. green day is the best fucking band alive. i live off of pure, genuine love from my friends and family. shopping is my current occupation. the only coke i do is diet ;) dior not war. give peace a chance. call me whatever the hell you want it won't change me. i love and respect anyone who who does the same to me. && i'm pretty content with my life.  :)





































Quotes by colormewithchaos


Anfaif; 

 

you're happy that raven simon is back

 



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And I felt Beautiful
U n t i l  I saw the way you looked at her.
 

10 favorites
• Favorite Color: pink
• Favorite Food: italian (:
• Favorite Singer: green day
• Favorite Show: gossip girl
• Favorite Sport: dancing
• Favorite Season: spring.
• Favorite Day Of the Week: Saturday.
• Favorite Ice Cream Flavor: chocolate
• Favorite Time of Day: morning.

9 currents
• Current Mood: ehhh
• Current Taste: spicy?
• Current Clothes: plain white t-shirt with denim shorts
• Current Computer: mac?
• Current Finger/Toenail Color: neon pink.
• Current Time: 12:16.
• Current Surroundings: My room.
• Current Annoyance(s): my unresponding friends.
• Current Thought: i should go out.

8 Firsts
• First Best Friend: Ilse
• First crush this school year: Jose.
• First Screen Name: nikki.9
• First Pet: fluffy
• First Piercing: Ears.
• First Thing You Did Today: go to the bathroom?
• First Thing You Ate Today: tacos :P
• First School: Don't remember. Mexico?

7 Lasts
• Last Food Consumption: a sandwitch and french fries
• Last Car Ride: yesterday coming home from my cousin's house
• Last Text Message: Ashley
• Last Movie Seen: Inception. on HBO lol
• Last Item Bought: um, tea from starbucks
• Last CD Played: Dookie by Green Day (:
• Last Website You Were On: Tumblr

6 Have You Evers
• Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: yup
• Have You Ever Broken the Law: yes. ate chips at K-mart without paying. lol
• Have You Ever Been Arrested: Naw.
• Have You Ever Been on TV: Yeah.
•Have Ever Walked Into A Sliding Glass Door: actually yes
• Have You Ever Sat On The Roof: yeah

5 Places You've Been To
• 1. Las Vegas.
• 2. Los Angeles.
• 3. Malibu.
• 4. Flaagstaff.
• 5.  Mexico.

4 Things
• You're Wearing: shorts and tshirt
• You Did Last Night: went to the movies and saw Kung Fu Panda 2 (:
• What Can You Hear Right Now: Inception. The movie.
• You Can't Live Without: my iPod.

3 People You Can Tell Anything To
• 1.Ilse
• 2.Ili
• 3. Cesar

2 Choices
• 1. black or white: Black.
• 2. hot or cold: Hot.

1 Love
• Damian 

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.
The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.
The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'
Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?''
The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.
''Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look a round.
She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.
'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.
She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'
I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.
But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now.
I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.' His eyes were so sad while saying this.
'My Sister has gone to be with God.
Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''
My heart nearly stopped.
The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet.
I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'
Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing.
He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'
'I love my mommy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'
Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy.
'Suppose we check Again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll?''
'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.'
I added some of my money to his with out him seeing and we started to count it.
There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.
The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'
Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give It to my sister.
He heard me!'' 'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much.
But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''
'My mommy loves white roses.' A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.
I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started.
I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.
Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young woman and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state.
The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.
Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.
I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.
She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.
I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.
The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to this day, hard to imagine.
And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.
 
I was 
S
tupid enough
to believe.

 


Blair Cornelia Waldorf

is a fictional character from the literary and TV Show Gossip Girl. She is interpreted by the actress Leighton Meester. Blair is a perfectionist, often stubborn and even obsessed. She describes herself as the personified perfection and has an excellent reputation among parents of her friends and her teachers. Her friends describe herself as a girl sometimes too wise. She is very orderly and her life revolves around her obsession to go to Yale and to get married with Nate (Played by Chace Crawford <3). Often she imagines the scene of her future life : she tells to her domestic Dorota that her favorite color is the Yale's color and she can't wait to have the Ring "Cornelius Vanderbilt" of Nate's mother. However she has doubts. She can be manipulative, unpleasant and very contemptuous. She was bulimic younger, but she seems to have managed this problem. She lives alone with her mother Eleanor Waldorf who is a stylist. Her father, Harold Waldorf lives in France with his boyfriend. His boyfriend, Roman, was an Eleanor's model. Like Blair, her Mother is a perfectionist, very punctilious and authoritarian. She rarely express what she feels for her daughter and they have a cold relation but there is always respect between Blair and her mother.


Her Romantic Relationships

Blair and Nate were together since kindergarten children. She had a story with Lord Marcus during the Summer but now Chuck Bass ( Played by Ed Westwick) , Nate's best friend, is in love with her. Initially, Blair and Chuck were not mean to be together, in fact, Blair is in love with Nate since she was 3 and Chuck maintained his image as a predator because he dredges all the beautiful girls. However, their passion for the manipulation and for the gossips will make that Chuck will fall in love. Chuck feels for the first time a true love for a woman (not his mother who died when he was born). When Blair broke with Nate she found consolation with Chuck. Born a physical link between the two young people... but just on the Blair's side. Blair seeks only to hide her feelings after the loose of her great love Nate. Chuck seems to expect much more. Unfortunately, the young man doesn't know how to deal with this new feeling, and he doesn't try anything to make understand Blair that he sees much further for them both. A ball was organized and at the end Nate and Blair end up together. Chuck has been devasted. His dark side takes over and he takes revenge telling to Gossip Girl the latest Blair's adventures. Now, all the High School "Constance Billard" for the girls and "St Jude" for the boys is aware that "Queen B." had it with two different boys (Nate and Chuck) in only one week. Blair's reputation is sullied, her friends let her fall and her two lovers Nate and Chuck. At the end of the School year, Blair has regained her place of "Queen" and seems ready to start a healthy relationship with Chuck. The two lovebirds have to sped the summer together but during Blair was waiting Chuck near the private helicopter, Chuck becomes aware of the serious relationship and he was scared to losing his freedom so he planted Blair, who leaves alone, and turned to an other prey. During the summer, Blair reviews Chuck at various occasions. She has still not digested his sudden disappearance so she found consolation with Lord Marcus who gives to her a moral support and he makes Chuck really jealous. After many adventures, Chuck and Blair both seem to feel a real affection towards each other. Let now to know if their problems don't keep them away from each other.


Friendly Relations

Blair is the best friend of Serena Van Der Woodsen (Played by Blake Lively) , the most popular girl in the High School. She is always with a group of girls who aren't really her friends but she loves manipulate, gossips and have fun with them. Blair Waldorf doesn't like so much Dan Humphrey (Played by Penn Badgley) (Serena's boyfriend) and his friend Vanessa Abrams (Played by Jessica Szhor) . Blair will be the friend and the enemy of Jenny Humphrey (Played by Taylor Momsen) the young sister of Dan.

1. Name - Nicole.
2. Birthday - 10/31.
3. Current location - room.
4. Current mood - nervous.

Favorites..
1. Flower - poppies.
2. Color - bluee.
3. Restaurant - Sauce (:.
4. Store - Hollister.
5. Designer - Alexander McQueen.
6. Animal - Puppies.
7. Drink - AriZona Tea.

This,thatorneither...
1. Summer or winter - summer.
2. Shoes or purses - shoes.
3. Jeans or skirts - jeans.
4. Showers or baths - showers.
5. Yoga or sports - yoga.
6. Ocean or pool - pool!
7. Real tan or tanning beds - real tan.
8. Eyeliner or mascara - mascara.

Boys.
1. Taken or single - single.
2. Looks or personality - personality.
3. Longest relationship - 2 years.
4. Crush - Billie <3
5. Does he know you like him -noope.
6. Do you believe in soul mates - yeah.
7. Do you like romantic guys - yesss.
8. Have you ever been in love - Yupp.
9. Did it work out - nope :/.
10. Has any guy ever cheated on you - nahh.
11. Have you ever cheated on anyone - definitely, no.
Friends...
1. Best friends - Iliana, Victor, Ilse, Anel, && Cesar.
2. Do you tell him/her everything - Yup, everything.
3. Can you be yourself in front of your girls - Duhh' :)
Girl Confessions

[x] I'm straight
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I'm bi.

[ ] I'm unsure
[x] I wear make up
[x] I have cried at a movie theater.

[x] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth.
[ ] I get jealous easily.
[x] I think Megan Fox is sexy.

[x] I love to laugh.
[x] I like rock music.
[ ] I like death/black metal.

[x] I like rap.
[x] I like techno (Ke$ha)
[x] I like country

[x] I carry a purse
[x] I'd be LOST without my iPod
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD.

[x] I own a Britney Spears CD.
[x] I own a boy band CD.
[ ] I don't get bored watching football.

[x] l love emo boys.
[x] I love geeky boys.
[ ] I love country boys.

[x] I like skater boys
[x] I like athletic boys
[x] I love boys that are just themselves.

[ ] Girls are confusing.
[x] I've been called a b*tch
[x] I've been called a bad influence.

[ ] Lip gloss is better than lipstick.
[x] I play video games, even when there are other people around.
[x] My friends are the BESTTT.

[x] I would do anything for my friends.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I want a tattoo.

[x] I have a piercing (ear)
[x] I want a piercing