I don't have feelings for him anymore.
I don't know if they've noticed yet.
they bug me about him, constantly. i thought that they would know
by now that i no longer have a crush on him. it was just three
days of having a crush on someone. nothing long term. him
figuring out was the thing that made me stop. i made sure that
i'd never crush on him again, and it's going pretty well.
so don't say i have feelings for him. i
don't.
I'm just not the same anymore.
I'm not hungry. I'm not happy
sometimes. I feel like I'm tired.
Run Down is a better word. I'm stressed. I feel hopeless,
especially
knowing that I'd never actually get a boyfriend. I don't
care that
I would get a boyfriend, I just want a guy friend. I want
that
one guy friend who will be there for me no matter what. I
don't
know if I have that guy friend yet, if I do, I haven't
noticed.