confessionsforthefirst

Status: single
Joined: August 19, 2012
Last Seen: 1 decade
user id: 326014
Location: She lives in a fairytale, too far away for us to find.
Gender: F
type. hi there. im lexi. idk you, and you dk me. but thats ok. i wont tell you my other accounts name. lr my 'bff'. i made his account to vent. i cut. and im kind of anorexic. i missed two days of school this past week for it. one day i had a fever. the other, i didnt want to eat in school i said i was 'sick'.the reason im anorexic isnt because im fat, no, i dont gain weight, 00's are to big for me. but its a plea for help. its the only say i have over my life. the guys i like thinks i asked him out, so hes avoiding me.so, of course, im single. my so called friends dont care. they dont know i cut or dont eat.well, i do eat. but im stopping on monday. then i wont eat. but my 'bff' really doesnt care. shes always making excuses for why she cant hang out. i wish shed just flat out start saying no. im always a 3rd wheel. and please dont say you feel the same.  trust me. its not as bad as me. its to such a degree, i dont try to ask people to hang out.or teext people. or look up in the hallways. the way im a 3rd wheel is to such a degree, people roll their eyes when i say hi, or even smile at them.
afraid to be different// scared to fit in.

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The_Bass_and_Drums_xx 1 decade ago
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Oh thats sad, :(
Have you seen him ever since ??
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The_Bass_and_Drums_xx 1 decade ago
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Lucky, I wish he came to my church but thats unlikey cause I live hours and hours away from him
Did you talk to him ??
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The_Bass_and_Drums_xx 1 decade ago
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I AM SO JEALOUS!!! HOW WAS IT!!!??
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FutureMrsPayne 1 decade ago
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Thanks fior all of the faves :)
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[deleted] 1 decade ago
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hey thank's for the faves :)
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