conklineli5280

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Joined: November 27, 2010
Last Seen: 3 years
Birthday: May 1
user id: 136521
Location: New York
Gender: F

 

 
 
STATUS:Wanting some follows ;)!
Hello fellow Wittians!
My name is Elizabeth, I'm 14 years young and my birthday is May 1st. Who's my twin? 
My all time favorite band Sleeping With Sirens <3 and I'm not one of those posers ;p
I've gone through struggles of my own, so I don't mind listening too yours.
Follow me maybe?



Not active on here anymore but if you need anything message me on tumblr:

http://lizz-khalifaa.tumblr.com/
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Hi Guys,
Not sure many of you will read this but I thought I would update. I haven't been active on here in a couple years, but I do log in every now and then to see how Witty is doing. Crazy how different it is now. 
When I was active on here I was depressed, and thought I was in love. I also had a lot of friends on here that weren't particularly happy either, however, it did get better. The boy I thought I was in love with cheated on me, and my heart broke, but I made it through it. I didn't need him, and to be quite honest he was kind of toxic.
I didn't have many real life friends when I was on here. I hid behind my computer screen and didn't go out of my comfort zone, but high school came and changed me. I got close with a few people and now I am friends with quite a few people. I wouldn't say I'm popular but I have plans every weekend and people I can count on. I'm happy now. Life is good, great even. I used to self harm and there were so many days I wanted to end my life altogether, and sometimes I still get those bad thoughts, but I'm so glad I'm still here. I've lived through a lot of things the average 16 year old can't say they have but every single incident has made me the person I am today.
I fell in love, like for real this time. A beautiful tall boy with hazel eyes and brown hair. But that is an entire other story in itself. We were together for almost a year but the distance was too much and it didn't work out. I still love him more than anything and I'm so happy I get to call him my first love. If I killed myself when I was 14 and sad I wouldn't have lived to see the best days of my life so far. 
Like I said, I don't think many of you will see this or read it if you do see it, but I just wanted to remind you that it does get better. I know people probably tell you that all the time, but I've lived it. I was 13 and up at 4am holding a blade to my wrist debating whether life was worth the sadness, but now I'm 16 and I'm driving around at 4am with my bestfriends playing music we love and making memories we will never forget. So maybe life is not great right now, maybe even terrible, but you should want to live to see better days.
I'm not on here much anymore but my tumblr is on my profile and if you ever need anyone to talk to about anything I'll be there 24/7. 
In case no one has told you they loved you today or this week or even this month, I love you, and I care about you.
Please live to see better days,
Liz. 
My boyfriend had this dream and this is what he told me about it.
"Okay uhh idk how to word it uh
Okay it was I was like 25 you 23
We I had just proposed to you. We had two kids twins
Kaylee and michael
Years pass we got married and had another kid megan okay years pass I'm like 37
And I got shot hunting accident and died.
The night of my funeral you were crying your self to sleep and mt ghost appears by yoyr bed side
With me saying "forever and always." I ment it. And then my dad appeard and you got to meet him
♥7-9-13♥"
I cried so hard. I would never be able to live without him. I have no idea what I would do if he died. I don't know what to say to him, but I love him and this dream he had, it killed me.
14 Years of this Hell.
13 Years of Walking.
12 Years of Talking.
11 Years of Singing and Dancing.
10 Years of School.
9 Years of Having some friends.
8 Years of Failing at life.
7 Years of Hating how I look.
6 Years of Parents divorce.
5 Years of Having a Crush on the same guy.
4 Years of Weighing myself almost daily.
3 Years of Witty.
2 Years of Atelophobia and Depression
1 Year of Self Harm.
0 Years of Being Happy.
Yesterday,
You loved me.
You thought I was gourgeous.

Today,
Your ignore me.
You couldn't care less.

And Tomorrow,
Who knows?
It's hard to keep track
English Teacher - One day you're going to be married to a handsome man,
Me - HAHAHAHAH
English Teacher - And you'll realize that looks, arn't everything
Me -  HAHAHAHAHA
English Teacher - Okay, WHY THE HE// ARE YOU LAUGHING??????
Me - You said I would be married xD 
English Teacher - *walks away shaking his head*



~And thats how my day at school goes.
It's days like these, that I feel worthless.
Sometimes you miss the memories, not the person.
When I'm With You
When I am with you
With nothing but air to seperate us,
With nothing but space to divide us,
And nothing but seconds keeping us apart,
I feel as close to love as I can get.
Because there is 
Nowhere I would rather be,
No one I would rather be with,
And nothing but these these thoughts to stop me.





He said "I love you."


Is this real life?
 

Scars are fading.
I feel bare.