converse_girl17

Status: Smile. You're beautiful.
Joined: November 22, 2012
Last Seen: 6 years
Birthday: July 17
user id: 339594
Location: Far, far away
Gender: F
Hi I'm Lilli. 

Steve followed me, favorited two quotes, commented on one, and posted a link to me on his profile due to an ad I helped create on July 16, 2013. I thought I had accidentally gotten on the wrong profile or something and when I realized I hadn't, I almost exploded with happiness.

I made a Bucketlist quote. About how I wanted Butterbear, Hale_Storm18, Yourcool, BravoSierra, BlackButterflies, Rajsonkar, or Steve to someday fave or comment on one of my quotes. Within a week from posting, they had all commented or faved that quote. I almost died.

Quotes by converse_girl17

What if I can't live up to their expectations? What if I'm not some bog engineer? What if I dye my hair and peirce my lip? What if I break again? What if I can't do it? What if they see my cuts? What if they see my scars? What if.. what if... Would he still love me? Would they dis-own me? What if I just don't want to be their version of perfect anymore..
What if this time, I can't do it? What if I'm not good enough?
They'll judge you no matter what, just have fun with what you do, you won't care.
Here's to the kids who have been through self harm. Here's to the kids who don't always make the grade. Here's to the kids with an alcoholic parent. Here's to the kids that have been ignored. Here's to the kids with eating disorders. Here's to the kids that pretend to be okay. The kids with that fake smile. Here'd to the kids that have cried themselves to sleep. Here's to the kids that play music even when no one listens. The kids that are too scared to be themselves. Here's to the kids that still manage to be okay. The kids that refuse to give up. Here's to the kids reading this, nodding along. Here's to this generation.
Here's to the kids who have been through self harm. Here's to the kids who don't always make the grade. Here's to the kids with an alcoholic parent. Here's to the kids that have been ignored. Here's to the kids with eating disorders. Here's to the kids that pretend to be okay. The kids with that fake smile. Here'd to the kids that have cried themselves to sleep. Here's to the kids that play music even when no one listens. The kids that are too scared to be themselves. Here's to the kids that still manage to be okay. The kids that refuse to give up. Here's to the kids reading this, nodding along. Here's to this generation.
I'm trying to lose a bit of weight. I want to be fitter, not skinnier this time. And I've gained alot back since my last spell with anorexia... It's obvious I have, and to a point it's a good thing. I no longer want to be skin and bones, about a week ago I was slipping back into that. I had pictures of motivation on my phone. But they're deleted. I no longer need them, because ever since he drew that butterfly on me, I'm happy. I don't need the razor- though eventually I may slip a little- I don't need that ala carte that I won't eat much of. I will never stop eating again. Because this butterfly may fade but my will power will not. I did 100 crunches and some other simple cardio. Instead of 'forgetting to eat' I'm going to lose it the smart way. I can do this. Stay strong
201 followers! Thank you all! For everything. For the encouragement to get better, for the help when I needed it. Just for everything. Thank you all. I couldn't have made it if in about January 2012 I had not found this place of sanctuary. Thank you.
congrats on your 200 followers Sarah! BrokenbutHopeing:D
Last week.. I broke. I was scared to put this up on here cause I was an inspiration to you guys... 7 months clean and so great. But since then I have about 11 new cuts/scars.. and I'm so sorry.
I don't know why, but this is the most perfect love I've ever known. imIt's only perfect because of you. And I wouldn't change it for anything
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