Steve followed me, favorited two quotes, commented on one, and posted a link to me on his profile due to an ad I helped create on July 16, 2013. I thought I had accidentally gotten on the wrong profile or something and when I realized I hadn't, I almost exploded with happiness.
I made a Bucketlist quote. About how I wanted Butterbear, Hale_Storm18, Yourcool, BravoSierra, BlackButterflies, Rajsonkar, or Steve to someday fave or comment on one of my quotes. Within a week from posting, they had all commented or faved that quote. I almost died.
Quotes by converse_girl17
What if I can't live up to their expectations? What if I'm not
some bog engineer? What if I dye my hair and peirce my lip? What
if I break again? What if I can't do it? What if they see my
cuts? What if they see my scars? What if.. what if... Would he
still love me? Would they dis-own me? What if I just don't want
to be their version of perfect anymore..
Here's to the kids who have been through self harm. Here's to the
kids who don't always make the grade. Here's to the kids with an
alcoholic parent. Here's to the kids that have been ignored.
Here's to the kids with eating disorders. Here's to the kids that
pretend to be okay. The kids with that fake smile. Here'd to the
kids that have cried themselves to sleep. Here's to the kids that
play music even when no one listens. The kids that are too scared
to be themselves. Here's to the kids that still manage to be
okay. The kids that refuse to give up. Here's to the kids reading
this, nodding along. Here's to this generation.
Here's to the kids who have been through self harm. Here's to the
kids who don't always make the grade. Here's to the kids with an
alcoholic parent. Here's to the kids that have been ignored.
Here's to the kids with eating disorders. Here's to the kids that
pretend to be okay. The kids with that fake smile. Here'd to the
kids that have cried themselves to sleep. Here's to the kids that
play music even when no one listens. The kids that are too scared
to be themselves. Here's to the kids that still manage to be
okay. The kids that refuse to give up. Here's to the kids reading
this, nodding along. Here's to this generation.
I'm trying to lose a bit of weight. I want to be fitter, not
skinnier this time. And I've gained alot back since my last spell
with anorexia... It's obvious I have, and to a point it's a good
thing. I no longer want to be skin and bones, about a week ago I
was slipping back into that. I had pictures of motivation on my
phone. But they're deleted. I no longer need them, because ever
since he drew that butterfly on me, I'm happy. I don't need the
razor- though eventually I may slip a little- I don't need that
ala carte that I won't eat much of. I will never stop eating
again. Because this butterfly may fade but my will power will
not. I did 100 crunches and some other simple cardio. Instead of
'forgetting to eat' I'm going to lose it the smart way. I can do
this. Stay strong
201 followers! Thank you all! For everything. For the
encouragement to get better, for the help when I needed it. Just
for everything. Thank you all. I couldn't have made it if in
about January 2012 I had not found this place of sanctuary. Thank
you.
Last week.. I broke. I was scared to put this up on here cause I
was an inspiration to you guys... 7 months clean and so great.
But since then I have about 11 new cuts/scars.. and I'm so sorry.