cortneyxoyyy

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hey girl hey, and well duh; my name is cortney. Ive been rockin light brown hair and blue - orange eyes since march twenty'ith.  im a layed back person, and i forgive and forget easily, but if you break a promise it will take a lot to gain my trust back. i get sad really easily, but dont worry about it, it wont take long for me to get over it. im in the 8th grade at aspen ridge middle school and i like it alot, but i hate school even though im smart. Im kind of an airhead at times though and i hear that im really fun to be around with :) i love to be loved, i love to smile, and i love to laugh, and i basically laugh at everything even if its not funny at all. I hate the quiet so obviously im really loud, and if im listening to my ipod i garentee it will be as loud as it can go. I straighten my hair every day, my nails need to be painted, i refuse to leave the house without makeup on, and i mostly wear jeans and a hollister or some name brand top every day so yeah, im a girly girl but i do love dirtbiking, snowmobeiling, fourwheeling, and watching guys basketball, football, and hockey :) i am overly obsessed with twilight ! and me and marina have oecd (over-obsessive edward cullen disorder) and are ttrffl's (: i love sports! im currently on a travel basketball team called "swoosh" and yes, im that girl out there with the number 11 on the back of her jersey. track and softball are also myyy thing. i have 5 bestfriend, and lots and lots of other friends, and i try to be friends with everyone that i meet. well the last thing you should know about me is that i love my life and im living it to its fullest
without any regrets (:

 


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Quotes by cortneyxoyyy

So, you let go of this guy and he was everything you'd ever wanted & much much more.
he was the most important person in your life, you couldn't eat, sleep, breathe or even live
without him. you loved him. You were with him for the longest time, atleast long enough to
fall in love at such a young age but you loved him for so long, you started taking him for granted,
you got mad for no reason at all, you started to yell at him & ignore him when really this guy did nothing to you. you laughed when you had fights because you never really thought he'd leave you & that you never thought you break up, only because you thought you were made for eachother.
you loved him way to much - you cared to much, therefore you didn't trust him at times when you most needed to, you thought he was always doing something to hurt you when in reality - you were just hurting yourself, but everyone knew he wasent that type of guy, he would never intend to hurt a girl. you didn't realize his feelings for you, you didn't realize how lucky you were to have him, and you were the only one that had him. You stopped talking to this guy, because of all the doubts in your mind, and after a while – you knew things were going to end. you were fine with it at first. but as soon as it happened you felt your heart split in half. You were going through a heartbreak. nothing would make you happy, you couldn’t leave the house, you couldn’t even get out of bed. you felt horrible, knowing you let something go, that meant so much to you. you can't even picture yourself with anyone else but him. all you do is think about why you made this miserable decision, and after months and months - you still don't have an answer. everything you do reminds you of him, everywhere you go, your reminded of the memories. he meant the world to you and nothing anyone does will make you forget about him. he taught you what love felt like. now you feel forgotton. like you were nothing to him, your feelings are buidling up inside because no one else knows how you're feeling, theres no one there to help you. they say they do, but they dont. you've never hurt this much in your life. maybe you were the only one that wanted the relationship. maybe he knew it wasn’t long term. But no one can change the past, so maybe this happened for a reason. Saying goodbye, only leads to a new hello, right? But now you know how I feel, who ever is reading this and let me tell you i'll always love him and you can't change that- no one can. you'll always be in my memory & i'll never let go of my past, I will be here waiting – no matter what it leads to. 

 -- yeah, its really long but please read it. it means alot :)
I smile and act like n o t h i n g's wrong-
it's called putting everything aside,
and being strong
.
Sometimes I just miss that boy, 
the one who held my hand walking down the street,
whose arms I laid in and never wanted to go away,
the one who I talked to for hours and told pointless stories to,
the one who knew everything about me and liked me anyway,
the one who knew exactly what I was saying even if I didn’t and helped me
when I had no clue what to do, the one who showed me what love was
and what it was like to need someone there, the one who could only make me cry and hurt me like no other guy could, those eyes that said everything, that sense of sarcasm that was always there, the way even he couldn’t stop from falling in love, that even though we fought constantly and couldn’t stand each other we couldn’t leave each other’s sides.
Something is still there, something like your first love that wasn’t ready to end,
something that makes your stomach flip at the brush of a hand or arm,
something that makes it so much harder to know that he’s not yours anymore but hers,
something that makes you want to hide away and cry all those tears because
suddenly all of those memories come back and it hurts worse to know --
that it’s all out of control.
Sometimes a person has to let go because their heart is just too tired of holding on.
They’ll always love you, ----                       </3
  </3                                         |                                 </3         
              </3                             ---- 
>  though, no matter what.


   ^ mine, rate high
I was so used to you calling me because every night we used to speak
 
and now I still wait by the phone until I fall asleep.
- - - - - - -  </3 - - -->
And before I leave I’d like one thing.
I’d like you to tell me that you loved me. - - - --- - - - - -- - -- 
       </3         </3        </3      </3                                              |
Don’t lie to yourself and say you didn’t cus I’ve seen your eyes,
< -----
I’ve seen the emotion behind them. So don’t lie to me and tell me that
i meant nothing to you when you know I meant the world
whats love like? its like when you stick your arms out
and spin around real fast..the feeling in your stomach,
the pace of your heart its almost like a rush, but if you
spin too fast you start to feel sick, you lose your breath
and eventually you'll fall.
trying to forget someone
is like trying to remember someone

you never met .

 
^all mine, dont take.
      the only place i wanna be now is 
   in  your arms.

^ credit to me.
RememBeR THaT ;;
life isn't about the number of breaths we take,
but the
moments that take our breath away.

^not my quote of course, but the editing is all mine.