Growing up was probably one of the hardest things I’ve ever done. It hurt for those two months. The two months leading up and going after you left. You always helped me out with things, and now I have to teach myself to do these things. I have to push myself to be the best. I don’t have the luxury of having you here. Normal kids do. Well, I’ve been told I’m not normal. I know that people say, that I have grown up and they don’t like it, but when your parent leaves you, you have to grow up. You can’t be a immature kid taking on responsibilities, it just doesn’t work.