crashtoburn

i love you.

i miss you. please come back to me.

i still love you.

ce reminded me of that night. I'm so sorry. You have to understand, I need you much more than you need me. I hated myself, every inch of my body and you changed the way I feel about myself. You've always been there for me. Always. Since day 1, you've been there to cry on and to vent to. From the first day I saw the smile that was too big for your teeth and your Manchestet United t-shirt, I knew you were special.
So, just, if you see this. Don't tell me. Just read it and know how I feel about you and know I will always always always be there for you. No matter what you've done there's a part of me that belongs to you. Know that I love you to the moon and back infinite times. Forever yours, Sophie xoxoxo

Hey. This is so strange. This is my first time online in 9 months. Woah.
I just want to let a few things out. I know you never check this, hell you hate this place. I just want to rant or talk to you. I'm not doing this in person because whenever I rant you always get at the person I'm ranting about and it all just ends up in a pile of problems.
I just want to tell you that I love you. Not the kind of "you're the best boyfriend ever" love, real love. I love you as in I never stop thinking about you. Everything about you is perfect to me, Jake. I would take a bullet for you in a heartbeat, but you already know that. Losing you is not an option. You mean more to me than I to you. And that's what scares me. They say never let your happiness depend on someone, but mine depends on you. You make me smile at 3am, when I turn over and you're there, next to me, sleeping peacefully, I feel complete. I love you more than life. You're the biggest part of me, you've made me into who I am today. The only thing that never fails to make me smile is the fact that I am yours and you are mine.
Even though you're the best thing that ever happened to me, you're also the person that caused me the most pain. That day you thought I got off with Olly was the worst day of my life. You said things which I know you didn't mean but they hurt so bad. Knowing you could say those things without feeling guilty in that moment made me cry for days. I didn't talk to you for a good while because your fa

hey havent seen you in awhile xxxxxxx

Wow. I just logged in for the first time since September and I'm crying oh my god

sigh, i miss my witty friend.

come back.

You know what else sucks?
When you can tell you're losing your best friend and you feel like there's nothing you can do about it.

Why would she kill me for saying that?
Well that's good

Rory sounds like a dick...
Jussayin.
And tell Sophie that I could never not like her. She's wonderful.

I didn't know that. And is it Sophie...?

Who's Rory? And who is "she"?

Like who?

WIN.
SO WIN.
I LOVE JAMAICAN ACCENTS. ;D
By the way, I also laugh like a crazy person so.
No. You. Are. Not. Just. Admit. It.
Yeah I know. But banter is always fun. You insult me like hell but I don't care because I have better insults than you. (;
OMG I'M NOT A MIDGET. HOW TALL ARE YOU 'BIG BOY'?
And that is an oxymoron, moron. Bet you didn't know that. ;o xoxo

I'm glad I sound English considering I am. (;
Until I hear your voice, you're a girl. :p
I know I do lol. ;')
I don't sound cool, hahah.
Small girl? I'm 5'4 shut up. ;D Naaah, I enjoy insulting you. ;p xoxoxo

You wish I meant big boy. :p
Jacob, yess.
Don't be sorry, not your fault I'm as thick as a brick. (;
Did I? My bad. Not. :p
I know I am.
*flips hair*.
Yeahhzz youzz izz. Hippehhh.
Don't judge me.
;D xoxo

It should. Bad boy.
Jacob. Yeees.
SHUT UP THAT'S THE ONLY THING THAT MAKES ME SMART OKAY? :p
lol i think you mean you..
yahh, okay, it's a karaoke for one. (;
lololol. you're a hippie you can't say peace love and war.
kay i posted the vid on photobucket. it's about you so yaaah. heh. ;p
http://s1068.photobucket.com/albums/u444/hsalovesyou/?action=view&current=19d81f31.mp4

You are so rude Jacob. ;p
TO GET INTO MY SCHOOL I HAD TO PASS AN EXAM
SO SHUT UP.
+ that's all I've got. (;
GARFIELD WAS PERFECT JUST THE WAY HE WAS.
~ Bruno Mars Moment. ~
I will. (:
Peace and love my brothaah. ;') xoxoxo