crazymusickid2

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Joined: November 5, 2009
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- Living day to day (barely)
-Klutzy
-Occasional tomboy
-Unluckiest bastard on the planet
-A complete failure at relationships
-Smartass and potty mouth (usually quiet though)
-Love music (hence name) (plays both tenor sax and piano)
-currently dragging along in high school

 
Depressed as usual.....

I love music and that's why my name's crazymusickid2. Here's some of my favorite bands/artists. Right now, my favorite song is Where My Christmas Lives by "3 Doors Down" but my favorite band is Our Lady Peace.

- Our Lady Peace
- Three Days /grace
- Nirvana
- Better Than Ezra
- Nickelback
- The All-American Rejects
- 3 Doors Down
- Goo Goo Dolls
- Green Day
- Nine Days
- Matchbox Twenty/Rob Thomas
- The Fray
- 30 Seconds to Mars
- Five For Fighting
- Bruce Springsteen
- Counting Crows
- Lifehouse
- Snow Patrol
- Creed
- Coldplay
xolovebug25xo- Rachel (my lovesick best friend)
drg829- Danielle (my crazy best friend)
xoskittleloverxo- Lauren (science buddies)

 

Quotes by crazymusickid2

And I absolutely hate it 
when the wrong guy is completely in love with me


 
~CMK (every frickin' time)
I'm still holding on
to everything that's gone.
And everything is gone...


~Rantings of Eva, Still Holding On

Hey, you wanna go do something today?

Oh yeah, I forgot. You're always busy...

~CMK

You are,
the only exception...

 

the only exception~ paramore
 

the only the  

And I wait for the day...
when he turns to me and says,
he
loved me all long. . .

but I know
it's  just  a  dream . . .

 

~CMK

What My Mother Said
Chapter 2


I don't know why, but we just never saw eye-to-eye. She had her opinions and I had my own which were often the complete opposite from hers. I suppose we couldn't understand one another and as a result, we fought and argued frequently.
A part of me always wanted to turn to her and apologize but my stubborn manner just wouldn't allow that and she had a strong belief that I should be the one apologizing since I instigated the fighting even when it was equally both our faults.
The other part of me wanted to scream in her face and tell her everything that I feel so I could force her to accept it. But I was the one being forced to accept the way my life has been.
At school, no one suspects that I have an unhealthy relationship with the people in my family. They think I'm happy and my smile is just a disguise no one has really seen through. Not even my closest friends know about my fake expressions and misleading emotions. I put on my optimistic face mask and wait for my savior patiently to discover my reality.

I thought he'd never be the one... 


~CMK
What My Mother Said
Chapter 1


I never felt worse than I did at this moment ever before in my life. My eyes burned with tears and it felt as if something was attacking me from the inside, deep under my skin where I could not find it. The thought of bursting out crying did not embarrass me at this point as I stood there with all eyes on me, a flood of tears dripping from my face.
It had been a terrible year and everything I feared was crashing down on my all at once and the emotions are just overwhelming.
I felt like I was going to throw up but nothing was coming up and my throat began to feel as if it was tightening and I couldn't breathe. They tried to comfort me, each getting up from their seats to pull me closer to the safety of their friendly arms but I had no choice but to run out of the room and get out.

He still sat in his seat...staring at the floor as if he didn't even notice.

I felt like writing.
I might continue...
or I might leave you hanging.
~CMK

Don't you hate it
when every girl thinks that they're the most hyper, crazy, and energetic person you'll ever meet.
It's like
no...
you're not.

~CMK
just had to say that....
sorry, it annoys me

You dropped my heart ,
 on accident
But you stepped all over it

o n  p u r p o s e

~CMK

And I Don't See the Point
of trying to fit in
when everyone's meant to be different
~CMK
don't jock