crazyyx56

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Joined: February 5, 2010
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helllllo.(: My name is Melissa. im a freshman. definitely one of a kind; i honestly dont care what anyone has to say to me. i get made fun of daily, lmfao. i think its hilarious. ive got a lotta haters. but i dont care. they can say what they want, i know who i am. im a teenage girl, there must be a guy in the picture right? well yep. Tanner Fennell. this kid, i dont even know what to say. we've been through a lot, everything actually. we just got back together. & everyone can tell me im an idiot, i dont care. this kid, no one knows him like i do, & no one knows me like he does. i trust him, & im giving him another chance. i love him to pieces & always will<3 my best friend? Courtney. (Jetsgirlxx18xx) best friends since we were 5 & i love this girl to death<333. she's been there for me since day 1 and i can trust her with everything in the world. <3 Im a huge music fanatic. every minute of the day my music is blasting in my ears. Im really into heavy metal music. Asking Alexandria, yep, that would be my life. love love love LOVE them. know almost all their songs, every word to em all. They've helped me through the hardest of times. they are my life♥. if you seriously think Justin Bieber, or One Direction, or any of those other undeserving bullshit bands are better.. well then you obviously need hearing aids! well im done here. bye ♥
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Quotes by crazyyx56




our parents
should have told us the same thing about                

love stories

as they did

 about scary movies ..

dont worry hunny,


it's not real.

 


Don't like my style?
don't like your's either.

Think you know me? 
you got no idea.


Think i'm ugly?
don't look at me.

Love me? 
good.


Hate me?
even better

Can't face me? 
turn around.


Can't stand me?
sit down.

Think i'm trippin
tie my shoelaces


Lost
get found.

Will i change? 
not for you.


Got a problem?
solve it.

Think i'm a b*tch? 
TRY ME.





IN THE BOOK OF LIFE
  the  answers  aren't  in  the  back
-Charlie Brown

It's kind of like a butterfly
                      flew into my tummy since I met you.
                                  ////// and everytime I see you,

                                                          it wakes up. ♥      
 

not mine








When

words fail  ; music speaks ♥

 

not mine.

 

and to be honest,

i dont care what anyone else thinks of you \\ ♥

                                                                   

                                                                       ♥
just remember ;

i'll always love you


 


 

this is for the broken hearted

 
I know how you feel. Empty, betrayed, and no happiness whatsoever. You don't want to laugh, because you know it's not going to help, but you don't want to cry, because it will just make you feel worse. You feel like your heart is falling apart, but not only that, but you know soon your life is going to feel like it's falling apart too. You don't think it will ever end, and no matter what this person has done to you, it feels impossible to stop loving them. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much, then why do you still love them. That's the confusing part, you don't know why, you just do, and the people who hurt you the most, and normally the ones you love the most. And then, after a few weeks, you finally feel a sense of relief, like you're getting happy again, but you know inside that you're just going into denial. And after a few more weeks, you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eyes. You thought you got over them, but really, you just stopped showing it. And you can't help but to show it again. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. And no one understands how you feel, and how deep you are hurt, no matter who they are, because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has, every broken heart is different. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now, so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you, and suddenly you just break down, right there, because you know you've had enough, the tears just instantly start flowing, and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed, and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. And in the midst of all these tears, you know that its not helping any, and it's not going to bring them back, if you ever even had them in the first place. After about a million tears have been cried, you finally pull yourself back together and keep going. Your throat starts to clench and your eyes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back. Everyone says, "It will be okay…” But you know it won't. And that’s the truth, it won’t. And you look back on all of the hurt you had from this, and you realize that people are horrible. You're still hurt, but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay. So now every time you see this person, you know you still love them, and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you, screaming out, but for some reason they don't hear it. And then you sit back and wonder how one person could have caused all of this...


i wrote all this myself
& if you read it all ,
I LOVE YOU<'3

 wanting him is hard to forget.  loving him is hard to regret. losing him is hard to accept. but even with all the hurt ive felt, letting go is the most painful yet.

& make up your mind boy,
either you chose the girl or you lose the girl.♥


not mine at all
just is like exactly how i feel

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