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november 10th.
song of the day-a time for yohe by between the trees.
everything is a mess. i hate my life, i hate everything ive done with it. i hate whats going on. i hate how my bestfriend hates me, i hate how i fuckedup everything i could have, i hate how i regret everything ive done. I HATE WHO IVE BECOME. kaseys pissed at mme, cause luke liked me and then i was telling her about it and i liked luke, but i dont wanna hurt kasey,, ive done that before and ive learned, but FUCK ive pushed her too far this time, she said that shes not ganna forgive, or forget, and nothing will be the same ever again. i fucking hate my life, you have no clue, i spent all day today yelling at people, i fucking hate it when people piss me off. im so done with my school, i hate it there, i miss 7th grade so much, 8th grade sucks. 7th, in 7th grade all i had to do was wait untill the bell rang for the next class to see my bestfriends, to talk to them. now i cant even talk to them untill like the end of the day. i fucking hate it all. i hate my life, everything in it, i still have who ive beciome. i just wanna be gone. i hate how im ganna leave and not come back. i hate that im makking this decision, and that im not telling anyone, i hate how kasey is pissed at me. i hate eevrything at this moment. everything. fuck my life. everything is so messssedup. FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!
tober 31st.
song of the day-when i look at you by miley cyrus(the last song movie)
i havent been on in a while. i guess ill start out with HAPPY HALLOWEEN. me, julie, kelsey, aly, and sarah went trick or treating last nighht. it was maaad funn. im reallly pissedd off thoughh, fuckking sarah is flirting with evan so muchh, and she knows i like him. i told her that she was and that ripley told me she was flirting and she denied it. i like evan so much, since 6th grade, cauuuse of having spanish, french, and german with him, then 7th when we had homeroom and all classess together. it waaas amaazing. and now were not ganna have any classess together at all, we checked our schedules. i realllly hope next year we have classess together. gaaah, but like its still the same old excuse, "i likke you but not enough to go out with you." thats all he keeps saying, then he tells me that he might change his mind, but i dont wanna set myself up for disater, and like i reallly hope later this year i go out with him and then like later this year i go to farewell with himm. that would be amaazing. umm, but whatever, other news is that my grandmother had a heartattack, minor one, but still it affected everything so muuch. im soscaared. buut shes okkay i guess.ive talked to her and shhe seemed all happy and stuff, but i think that was just an act for me or the meds talkking. i caant wait till i ggett to go see hher. (; <33333umm, schools going good i guess, SPIRIT OF BETHLEHEM is maaaaaizng <33333 lifes so goood. but like idont know, kasey adn erin were maad at me for a while, untill we talked it ovvver. i was being such a horrible friennnd. 8th graade is keeping me so bust thoughh. whatever, ill deal with all of everything eventually. BBBYE (: hahahhaa, hope you haad a goood halloween.
october 7th.
song of the day-my philosiphy by holiday parade.
wow, i haavent written in a while. im sickk with broncitis, and i have so much work to make up from one daay. fml. im going back to school tomorrow, but no gym, cauuse my gym teacher made me need an inhaler now. i asked if i could sit out cause i couldnt breathe and she said too bad. effff her. i reallly dont need her saying that. so when i told my doctor he was like crackinng uuup. buut my mom wrote a note to get me out. and evvvverythinng. i caant waaaiiit till tomorrow, finally ill be back in school. uugh (; haha, gotta go taaake my effin inhaler thinng, bbye (; <333
september 28th.
song of the day-out nof my hands by sandlot heroes.
wow, i havent been on in a while, but thats cause of school and bucknell, and dorney, and bestfriennds <333 hahaha. i loove this yea,r the only part that i dont love, AT ALL! is the whole homeroom 227 misssing 7th graade thing. everything seems so distant now. kelsey had a dream the other night taht everythinng was back to normal. i wish it was back to normal. i wish everything was okkay agaain. butwhateevr. im ganna have faiith in myself nnow, thanks to julie, we talked it over, i think ima beokkay this year, im not ganna let anything get to mme. and as for evan, im royaly pissed athimm, but whatever, that doesnt matter annymoore .bbye.
september 19th.
song of the day-the first one by boys like girls.
i got evans answer yesterday, he likes me.
but hes having family issues and doesnt wanna go ouut. grrr.
september 17th.
song of the day-two is better than one by taylor swift ft. boyslikegirls.
aaahhhh! tomorrow i gett evans answer. i loove that kiid. ahhaa. im watching the new episode of BONES right noow. FRINGE is after. amaaaazing shooows. hahah (; well today was interestinng. i haate how kevin is suchh an ass during classs. he pissess me off so muchh. and brian and i fighht all the timme, but sometimes were coool. hahaha. i need to talk to evan. i was talking to him earlier. buut i looove that kiiid so muchh <3 hahahah. <3333333bbbye!
september 14.(kaseys birthday)
song of the day-pheonix burn by alpha rev.todaaay waas kaseys biirthdaaay.[; haha. im at my moms school righht now for her back to school night. iits so muuch funn. ima be meeting hher little kiids that she
teacheesss annd all. hahaha, bbbye <333 ohh, btw i get evan;s answer later this weeeek ! <333333 [;
september 9th.
song of the day-be here by parachute.
ahh. todaay waas very interestinng. briaan annd i fouught inn english. hhe haas no cluue whats happened to me over the years. all thhe fuckkinng attempts to ennd it all. uugh, buuut rachel and i pretty muchh talkked about farewell allllllllll daaay. iit waas amazzzing. i caaant waaai to see what happens and what the theme is ganna be. i waaant evan to aask mme <333 haha, i told aislyn that, shhhe agreees hahaha. she thinks wed be cute together. i reallly liiiike evan. like no liie, a lot. hhe meaannns the world too mme. ever sinnce 6th graaade....haha. iim watching bones, bessstshoweeevvvvver.!!!!! hahha, buut anywaaaays, imm texting rachel (; i think, or haha, ohh aaand kelsey. haha. cool people. whoohooo. im so hyped for this year. we got our spirit shirts today. amaazzzzinng. SPIRIT OF BETHLEHEM 09-10. <3333 besttt classs. haha, i stilll misss homerooom 227 and 7-1. amaaaazinnng classsses with amaaazing people iin iit. imma go. ahahha. probably looking for my farewell dresss. <3333bbbye.
september8th.
song of the day-smile by uncle kracker.
bbbest sonng ever!^^^^ iit reminnnds mme of evan. haha. wow. i did this whole thing that kelseys teacher is making them do. shes having friends and stuff write notes and them write notes that they wont be able to read untill the last daaay of school. i askked a bunnch of people to do that too. haha. julie gave me hers. i reallly wanna reaad iiit. liike no liiie. buutilll hhave to waaait outt untill june 4th. oh greaaat. haha. i also got logans. haha. logan wow. hhesss halar. (; evan wrote one too. but sarah read it. and she said its really sweeet. I WANNNA REAAD IT. buut whaatever. haha. haha, sarah then took it to give to kelsey to give to me. but i didnt see kelsey at the end of the day so ima get it tomorrow. haha i caannnt waait ill june 4th to reaaad it.haha. i <3 peopllle. whatever. imm texxting kelsey riight nnow. haha bbbbye <3333333
september 6th.
song of the day-you belong with me by taylor swift.
laast night julie and kelsey slept over, iit waas so muuch funn. julie and i aare siiick and kelsey keeps complaining anns saying she wont get siick. but we know she will. haha. me and megan arent friends anymore, whooppppptiiiidoo. hahaha. everythinggs so stressfull. i talked to evan the other daaay. were pretty cool. he misses being in classs with mme (; whoohooo. kevin and i aarree sorta on the edge. nothing seems right with uus. fuckkkk iiit. iim maad pissed about megan. shes like i cried all night because of you. daaamn, all she ever does is hang out with mike and then shhe has no time to hang out with me and kalei. and like i told her that i had plans on friday and shes like no your hanging out with me. fuckk iit, i waant to hang ouut with julie and kelsey myy bestfriiiends. hahaha. shes no where neaar a bestfriend, me and her hhave beeen liike on the edge forever. i fuckking haate her. i hope she goes and dies with miike. fuckk, that waas meaaan. shes thinks shes hottshiit. whatever, iim texxting people. bbbye (;
september 3rd.
song of the day-he could be the one by hannah montana.
todaaay waas alrighht. im juust, uugh, imso confuuused.. i talked to evan the other daaay. it waas chill. misss that kiiid. i caant waait itll tomorrow. im hanging ouut wiith kelsey and julie and sarah at the freedomm gaaaame. seeexxxxy stuff right there mann.
september 1st.
song of the day-she is love by parachute.
"'we'll see' is all he said." but whatever. iimm suuupper pissed. i barely get to see my bestfriends anymooore. fuucccckmyliife. damnnit, maaann, this shiit suckkks. i caaant wait till tomorrow thoughh, class is maaad amaaazing and i have mrs. rod for block (; whooooohooo ! (; best class ever. kevin tried to take my shoe off in english today, we fought over it. he waaants to plaay the nervouus gaaame. hahaha. (; well i got tonns of homework to work on and evan's to texxt <333333. bbbye (;
August 30th
song of the day- forever by drake ft lil wayne, eminem & kanye west.
i got home from kaseys around 1:45 then just chilled around thhe houuse. i talked to evan this morning. i still reallly liike him, iits maad confusiinng, caaause hes confusing. hahaha (; i hung ouut with melissa thenn. we went to stacey & bekkah's. but then to the paark. today nothing interesting happened. schools tomorrow. whooohooo spirit (; <3
August29th.
song of the day-i feel like dying by lil wanye.
whoohoo, yesterday i missed kevin's party, i was so pissed. but i got to see collin and his roomate michael. iit waas amazing. thank god i have my phone (; thank god. <3 (; (; (; (; ilooooove evan anothonny. hhe doesnt answer my texts but i dnot caare. hes in sarah's class. i wish i saw him more often. <3 BBBYE (;
AUGUST 27th
song of the day-all for you again by we the kings
i got my new phone last night !(; whooohooo. daniel started talkiing to me agian. its not cool. hes all "i miss you" i dont like him. I DONT LIKE HIM! its craaazzzzzzy. buut, lifes good. i still miss homeroom 227, always will. BBYE (;
August 26th.
song of the day-mess i made by parachute.
today i had the first day of schoool. ughh, i fuckking hate how im not with my bestfriends anymore. i miss homeroom 227 and julie and kelsey. good side, i have somme really good friends in my class and itll be funn. SOB team is halar. kelsey and i decided that the end of the year trip to baltimore will be me and her and julie. bestfriends together again <3 i saw evan today (; he hasnt changed one biit. i missed himm being in my homeroomm and i missed himm in general. i fuckking have homework stuff to do the first day already. what the fuck's up with that ? whatever. i cant wait till friday! im either going up to bucknell to see my brother or kevin's party. im not suure whaat ill do. but ill probably end up going to see my brother. <3imisshimm. thats all for nnow. BBYE (;
november 10th.
song of the day-a time for yohe by between the trees.
everything is a mess. i hate my life, i hate everything ive done with it. i hate whats going on. i hate how my bestfriend hates me, i hate how i fuckedup everything i could have, i hate how i regret everything ive done. I HATE WHO IVE BECOME. kaseys pissed at mme, cause luke liked me and then i was telling her about it and i liked luke, but i dont wanna hurt kasey,, ive done that before and ive learned, but FUCK ive pushed her too far this time, she said that shes not ganna forgive, or forget, and nothing will be the same ever again. i fucking hate my life, you have no clue, i spent all day today yelling at people, i fucking hate it when people piss me off. im so done with my school, i hate it there, i miss 7th grade so much, 8th grade sucks. 7th, in 7th grade all i had to do was wait untill the bell rang for the next class to see my bestfriends, to talk to them. now i cant even talk to them untill like the end of the day. i fucking hate it all. i hate my life, everything in it, i still have who ive beciome. i just wanna be gone. i hate how im ganna leave and not come back. i hate that im makking this decision, and that im not telling anyone, i hate how kasey is pissed at me. i hate eevrything at this moment. everything. fuck my life. everything is so messssedup. FML FML FML FML FML FML FML!!
tober 31st.
song of the day-when i look at you by miley cyrus(the last song movie)
i havent been on in a while. i guess ill start out with HAPPY HALLOWEEN. me, julie, kelsey, aly, and sarah went trick or treating last nighht. it was maaad funn. im reallly pissedd off thoughh, fuckking sarah is flirting with evan so muchh, and she knows i like him. i told her that she was and that ripley told me she was flirting and she denied it. i like evan so much, since 6th grade, cauuuse of having spanish, french, and german with him, then 7th when we had homeroom and all classess together. it waaas amaazing. and now were not ganna have any classess together at all, we checked our schedules. i realllly hope next year we have classess together. gaaah, but like its still the same old excuse, "i likke you but not enough to go out with you." thats all he keeps saying, then he tells me that he might change his mind, but i dont wanna set myself up for disater, and like i reallly hope later this year i go out with him and then like later this year i go to farewell with himm. that would be amaazing. umm, but whatever, other news is that my grandmother had a heartattack, minor one, but still it affected everything so muuch. im soscaared. buut shes okkay i guess.ive talked to her and shhe seemed all happy and stuff, but i think that was just an act for me or the meds talkking. i caant wait till i ggett to go see hher. (; <33333umm, schools going good i guess, SPIRIT OF BETHLEHEM is maaaaaizng <33333 lifes so goood. but like idont know, kasey adn erin were maad at me for a while, untill we talked it ovvver. i was being such a horrible friennnd. 8th graade is keeping me so bust thoughh. whatever, ill deal with all of everything eventually. BBBYE (: hahahhaa, hope you haad a goood halloween.
october 7th.
song of the day-my philosiphy by holiday parade.
wow, i haavent written in a while. im sickk with broncitis, and i have so much work to make up from one daay. fml. im going back to school tomorrow, but no gym, cauuse my gym teacher made me need an inhaler now. i asked if i could sit out cause i couldnt breathe and she said too bad. effff her. i reallly dont need her saying that. so when i told my doctor he was like crackinng uuup. buut my mom wrote a note to get me out. and evvvverythinng. i caant waaaiiit till tomorrow, finally ill be back in school. uugh (; haha, gotta go taaake my effin inhaler thinng, bbye (; <333
september 28th.
song of the day-out nof my hands by sandlot heroes.
wow, i havent been on in a while, but thats cause of school and bucknell, and dorney, and bestfriennds <333 hahaha. i loove this yea,r the only part that i dont love, AT ALL! is the whole homeroom 227 misssing 7th graade thing. everything seems so distant now. kelsey had a dream the other night taht everythinng was back to normal. i wish it was back to normal. i wish everything was okkay agaain. butwhateevr. im ganna have faiith in myself nnow, thanks to julie, we talked it over, i think ima beokkay this year, im not ganna let anything get to mme. and as for evan, im royaly pissed athimm, but whatever, that doesnt matter annymoore .bbye.
september 19th.
song of the day-the first one by boys like girls.
i got evans answer yesterday, he likes me.
but hes having family issues and doesnt wanna go ouut. grrr.
september 17th.
song of the day-two is better than one by taylor swift ft. boyslikegirls.
aaahhhh! tomorrow i gett evans answer. i loove that kiid. ahhaa. im watching the new episode of BONES right noow. FRINGE is after. amaaaazing shooows. hahah (; well today was interestinng. i haate how kevin is suchh an ass during classs. he pissess me off so muchh. and brian and i fighht all the timme, but sometimes were coool. hahaha. i need to talk to evan. i was talking to him earlier. buut i looove that kiiid so muchh <3 hahahah. <3333333bbbye!
september 14.(kaseys birthday)
song of the day-pheonix burn by alpha rev.todaaay waas kaseys biirthdaaay.[; haha. im at my moms school righht now for her back to school night. iits so muuch funn. ima be meeting hher little kiids that she
teacheesss annd all. hahaha, bbbye <333 ohh, btw i get evan;s answer later this weeeek ! <333333 [;
september 9th.
song of the day-be here by parachute.
ahh. todaay waas very interestinng. briaan annd i fouught inn english. hhe haas no cluue whats happened to me over the years. all thhe fuckkinng attempts to ennd it all. uugh, buuut rachel and i pretty muchh talkked about farewell allllllllll daaay. iit waas amazzzing. i caaant waaai to see what happens and what the theme is ganna be. i waaant evan to aask mme <333 haha, i told aislyn that, shhhe agreees hahaha. she thinks wed be cute together. i reallly liiiike evan. like no liie, a lot. hhe meaannns the world too mme. ever sinnce 6th graaade....haha. iim watching bones, bessstshoweeevvvvver.!!!!! hahha, buut anywaaaays, imm texting rachel (; i think, or haha, ohh aaand kelsey. haha. cool people. whoohooo. im so hyped for this year. we got our spirit shirts today. amaazzzzinng. SPIRIT OF BETHLEHEM 09-10. <3333 besttt classs. haha, i stilll misss homerooom 227 and 7-1. amaaaazinnng classsses with amaaazing people iin iit. imma go. ahahha. probably looking for my farewell dresss. <3333bbbye.
september8th.
song of the day-smile by uncle kracker.
bbbest sonng ever!^^^^ iit reminnnds mme of evan. haha. wow. i did this whole thing that kelseys teacher is making them do. shes having friends and stuff write notes and them write notes that they wont be able to read untill the last daaay of school. i askked a bunnch of people to do that too. haha. julie gave me hers. i reallly wanna reaad iiit. liike no liiie. buutilll hhave to waaait outt untill june 4th. oh greaaat. haha. i also got logans. haha. logan wow. hhesss halar. (; evan wrote one too. but sarah read it. and she said its really sweeet. I WANNNA REAAD IT. buut whaatever. haha. haha, sarah then took it to give to kelsey to give to me. but i didnt see kelsey at the end of the day so ima get it tomorrow. haha i caannnt waait ill june 4th to reaaad it.haha. i <3 peopllle. whatever. imm texxting kelsey riight nnow. haha bbbbye <3333333
september 6th.
song of the day-you belong with me by taylor swift.
laast night julie and kelsey slept over, iit waas so muuch funn. julie and i aare siiick and kelsey keeps complaining anns saying she wont get siick. but we know she will. haha. me and megan arent friends anymore, whooppppptiiiidoo. hahaha. everythinggs so stressfull. i talked to evan the other daaay. were pretty cool. he misses being in classs with mme (; whoohooo. kevin and i aarree sorta on the edge. nothing seems right with uus. fuckkkk iiit. iim maad pissed about megan. shes like i cried all night because of you. daaamn, all she ever does is hang out with mike and then shhe has no time to hang out with me and kalei. and like i told her that i had plans on friday and shes like no your hanging out with me. fuckk iit, i waant to hang ouut with julie and kelsey myy bestfriiiends. hahaha. shes no where neaar a bestfriend, me and her hhave beeen liike on the edge forever. i fuckking haate her. i hope she goes and dies with miike. fuckk, that waas meaaan. shes thinks shes hottshiit. whatever, iim texxting people. bbbye (;
september 3rd.
song of the day-he could be the one by hannah montana.
todaaay waas alrighht. im juust, uugh, imso confuuused.. i talked to evan the other daaay. it waas chill. misss that kiiid. i caant waait itll tomorrow. im hanging ouut wiith kelsey and julie and sarah at the freedomm gaaaame. seeexxxxy stuff right there mann.
september 1st.
song of the day-she is love by parachute.
"'we'll see' is all he said." but whatever. iimm suuupper pissed. i barely get to see my bestfriends anymooore. fuucccckmyliife. damnnit, maaann, this shiit suckkks. i caaant wait till tomorrow thoughh, class is maaad amaaazing and i have mrs. rod for block (; whooooohooo ! (; best class ever. kevin tried to take my shoe off in english today, we fought over it. he waaants to plaay the nervouus gaaame. hahaha. (; well i got tonns of homework to work on and evan's to texxt <333333. bbbye (;
August 30th
song of the day- forever by drake ft lil wayne, eminem & kanye west.
i got home from kaseys around 1:45 then just chilled around thhe houuse. i talked to evan this morning. i still reallly liike him, iits maad confusiinng, caaause hes confusing. hahaha (; i hung ouut with melissa thenn. we went to stacey & bekkah's. but then to the paark. today nothing interesting happened. schools tomorrow. whooohooo spirit (; <3
August29th.
song of the day-i feel like dying by lil wanye.
whoohoo, yesterday i missed kevin's party, i was so pissed. but i got to see collin and his roomate michael. iit waas amazing. thank god i have my phone (; thank god. <3 (; (; (; (; ilooooove evan anothonny. hhe doesnt answer my texts but i dnot caare. hes in sarah's class. i wish i saw him more often. <3 BBBYE (;
AUGUST 27th
song of the day-all for you again by we the kings
i got my new phone last night !(; whooohooo. daniel started talkiing to me agian. its not cool. hes all "i miss you" i dont like him. I DONT LIKE HIM! its craaazzzzzzy. buut, lifes good. i still miss homeroom 227, always will. BBYE (;
August 26th.
song of the day-mess i made by parachute.
today i had the first day of schoool. ughh, i fuckking hate how im not with my bestfriends anymore. i miss homeroom 227 and julie and kelsey. good side, i have somme really good friends in my class and itll be funn. SOB team is halar. kelsey and i decided that the end of the year trip to baltimore will be me and her and julie. bestfriends together again <3 i saw evan today (; he hasnt changed one biit. i missed himm being in my homeroomm and i missed himm in general. i fuckking have homework stuff to do the first day already. what the fuck's up with that ? whatever. i cant wait till friday! im either going up to bucknell to see my brother or kevin's party. im not suure whaat ill do. but ill probably end up going to see my brother. <3imisshimm. thats all for nnow. BBYE (;
My Life Is Much Different Then Yours.
hhey, i'm aleah.
alright, details start here:
; aleah ; ehms ; 8th grade ; single ;
geeet to knnow mmme
homeroom 227 lives on forever <3
. J . K . A . M . E . S .
BESTFRIEnDS <3
that's all that matters.
<3mmy brothhhhher,
FANART!
-123_fanartforyou (thankk you kelsey(t).)
alright, details start here:
; aleah ; ehms ; 8th grade ; single ;
geeet to knnow mmme
homeroom 227 lives on forever <3
. J . K . A . M . E . S .
BESTFRIEnDS <3
that's all that matters.
<3mmy brothhhhher,
FANART!
-123_fanartforyou (thankk you kelsey(t).)
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i hate keeping him a secret from everyone ,
i hate how im not all open about it ,
but then again , that doesn't matter ,
all that matters is ;;
i got him.
i hate how im not all open about it ,
but then again , that doesn't matter ,
all that matters is ;;
i got him.
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She hates me. Were not friends.
but im to blame, im always to blame.
she got checked into the hospital,
anyway to help her get better,
she got checked out,
all in one day,
i think she still needs to be there,
she needs all the help she can get.
and im all to blame, im always to blame,
so why do i even try.
but i cant forgive/forget the things
she said/did to me.
ill be sorry foreever though. .
but im to blame, im always to blame.
she got checked into the hospital,
anyway to help her get better,
she got checked out,
all in one day,
i think she still needs to be there,
she needs all the help she can get.
and im all to blame, im always to blame,
so why do i even try.
but i cant forgive/forget the things
she said/did to me.
ill be sorry foreever though. .
i hate 8th grade.
i hate how im loosing everyone.
i hate how i have no classes with my friends.
i hate how my bestfriend hates me.
i hate how i want to get away and never come back.
i hate how nothing is the same.
i hate how i cant go one day without messing something up.
i hate 8th grade so much.
i hate who ive become.
why does everything have to change?
why cant things stay the same?
why does she have to be mad at me?
why do i have to screew everything up?
why am i who ive become?
look where ive been, look where i am, im spiraling downwards, everything not being okay, things are different now, everything is changing and i hate change. nothing is right, and everything is wrong.
suicide, death, kill, done, conclusion,
THEEND
i hate how im loosing everyone.
i hate how i have no classes with my friends.
i hate how my bestfriend hates me.
i hate how i want to get away and never come back.
i hate how nothing is the same.
i hate how i cant go one day without messing something up.
i hate 8th grade so much.
i hate who ive become.
why does everything have to change?
why cant things stay the same?
why does she have to be mad at me?
why do i have to screew everything up?
why am i who ive become?
look where ive been, look where i am, im spiraling downwards, everything not being okay, things are different now, everything is changing and i hate change. nothing is right, and everything is wrong.
suicide, death, kill, done, conclusion,
THEEND
When i look at you i see the boy you were in 7th grade,
caring, smart, nice, sweet, amaazing.
everything you still are.
but as we talk theres something different,
so you "like me"
but not enough to go out,
and thats ruining our friendship,
its ruining everything we could have had.
what do you expect me to do ?
youre in class with my bestfriend and all she does it flirt with you,
that hurts me so much,
and then after shes done flirting,
she fuckking denies it,
i hate it so much.
caring, smart, nice, sweet, amaazing.
everything you still are.
but as we talk theres something different,
so you "like me"
but not enough to go out,
and thats ruining our friendship,
its ruining everything we could have had.
what do you expect me to do ?
youre in class with my bestfriend and all she does it flirt with you,
that hurts me so much,
and then after shes done flirting,
she fuckking denies it,
i hate it so much.
i guess the old saying is true,
you never know what youve got untill its gone.
i love you grandma, stay stronng. <333
you never know what youve got untill its gone.
i love you grandma, stay stronng. <333
Ill never
be okay
again.
be okay
again.
i used to hiide these scars behind lies,
lies that tore me apart.
nothing was ever the saaame,
but i have these 3 girls,
theyve build me uup,
theyve tought me that ill be okay.
that these battle wounds i have,
i shouldnt be ashamed or dissapointed,
i won that battle,
im better now,
i should be proud of myself,
this fake smile is gone,
these lies are gone.
lies that tore me apart.
nothing was ever the saaame,
but i have these 3 girls,
theyve build me uup,
theyve tought me that ill be okay.
that these battle wounds i have,
i shouldnt be ashamed or dissapointed,
i won that battle,
im better now,
i should be proud of myself,
this fake smile is gone,
these lies are gone.
my phones in my hand,
i really just want to text him,
say something wittty.
i still dont know what to say,
so i type without thinking.
"i wish i could have a second chance."
and with that, its sent and i wait for reply.
i really just want to text him,
say something wittty.
i still dont know what to say,
so i type without thinking.
"i wish i could have a second chance."
and with that, its sent and i wait for reply.
im too unpredictable,
thats the reason he wont go out with me.
FML.
thats the reason he wont go out with me.
FML.
a part of me will always miss homeroom 227.
but its time to move on.
ill never forget the times and the best friends i made,
but i need to leave and live my 8th grade year,
theyll be by my side, but it wont be the same.
they wont be there,
homeroom&lunch.
theyll always be in my heart.
but its time to move on.
ill never forget the times and the best friends i made,
but i need to leave and live my 8th grade year,
theyll be by my side, but it wont be the same.
they wont be there,
homeroom&lunch.
theyll always be in my heart.
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