create. create and destroy.'
yes, creation is difficult. heart wrenching and head splitting,
bloodletting and agonizing, it's all true. but the feeling
you get when you put your back, neck, and soul into something
and it comes out better than you could have ever hoped or
imagined it would... that feeling is immense, and it is only
topped when someone who truly understands is blown away by your
creation and says to you, 'wow. you made
this?' and you reply, 'no. it made
once you experience this super nova, you will forever be
changed, and you will forever chase your next fix. and that
chase eventually destroys
dear creators, my heart goes out to you.