crossyourfingers

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Dia duit breá,.


That's Irish for hello, loves.

Carmen. 14. Brown hair. Blue eyes. Imperfect.
But still as perfect as I can be.

Senseless; current story.
Behind Yellow Eyes; on hold. going to be rewritten.

"in an utter emptiness; anything can happen."

Quotes by crossyourfingers

*SHE'S GOT ME DANCING*
RULES:

1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, youtube mix etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS

iTunes Playlist

IF SOMEONE SAYS ''ARE YOU OK'' YOU SAY?
Wet Hot American Summer
HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
I Don't Wanna Be In Love
WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GIRL/GUY?
Chasing Cars
HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Puppy Love
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Mr. Right
WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
L'innocent
WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Seventeen Forever
WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Called Out In The Dark
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Like We Used To
2+2?
Hollaback Boy
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
The Violet Hour
WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Kids In America
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOUR GROW UP?
I'm Yours
WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Jane Doe
WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I Love You 5
WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Conttrol
WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Na Na Na
WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Hot Mess
BIGGEST SECRET?
Trouble
WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Tongue Tied
WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
She's Got Me Dancing

 

you give me enough 
love♥
 



Senseless
Chapter Two - Alex's POV

I had to talk to her.
Jessie.
But what was I supposed to say? That I was drunk and I couldn't control myself? Yeah, that'll really get her back.
I really screwed up this time.
And there might be no way to fix it.
I closed my eyes and kicked my locker.
The girl I was in love with, still am, since eighth grade hates me. And just after I got her, I screwed up.
Is this a sign?
No, I told myself, it's just a test.
"Hey, Alex!" I heard a higher voice yell my name. I turned to see Ashlynn pushing through the crowds in the hallway to get to me. She handed me a light blue piece of paper with a smile. "Hey, party at my place on Friday. You comin'?"
Ashlynn was a pretty girl with long, brown hair and big green eyes. She was very short, and always a good friend of mine.
I shook my head. "I've got somethin' to fix, Ash. Sorry."
"You mean, Jessie? She's coming. Her and Ember."
I stared at her in disbelief. No way.
No way. No way. No way.
It was perfect. The plan blossomed in my head and I nodded at her. "Change of plans. You will defintely see me there."
Ashlynn grinned, "Great. 7 o'clock, and don't drink while you're there. That will only make it worse for you two."
I grinned at Ashlynn and ran off to find Josh.
***
"You are brilliant, dude." Josh punched the air with his fist, victoriously. "But, you should go up and talk to her now."
"Now?"
"Now." Josh confirmed.
***
Josh and I ran to the parking lot, searching for the black Acura that I knew far too well. I caught sight of it at the other end of the parking lot, and Jessie walking towards it. Her blonde hair was being blown back from the wind and I let out a deep breath. "I can't catch up. She's practically there already."
"Go! You have to try!"
So I took off running. And thank God that I played football, or I would have been out of breath by the time I reached her car.
"Jess, I have to talk to you." I put my hand on her shoulder and she turned to glare at me.
"Its about time." She hissed.



This isn't the permanent format.. this is just temporary.


Before college
gradfuation, I want to..

Have my first real boyfriend, not one that my friends pressured me to date.
Go to a party and not drink or do drugs like everyone else, but still act like I'm wasted.
Write a book, even if its not published.
Tell him I like him, whoever he is at the time.
Get straight A's again on my report card.
Be less shy around people, show them who I really am.
Prove to my friends that they don't know me. 'Cause they don't.
Tell the truth, for a whole day.
Keep my virginity, don't have a kid. 16 and Pregnant is the worst show in the world.
Meet someone famous. But not for a celebrity way, just an "I changed the world" way.
Write a song and sing it for my bestfriend. And make them go deaf from my voice.
Tell people what I think of the them.
Get my first kiss.
Get a guy best friend. Who people mistake for my boyfriend.
Do something so insanely crazy, that people would be like, "You sure that Carmen did that?"


Yeah, I wish...

 

HOW MANY TIMES
do you need to get
HURT
for you to know
that its time for you to
let go?

Immature Love Says:
I love you because I need you.
Mature Love Says:
   I need you because I love you.

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