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here's to the girls


who used to be his number one. the ones who waited all night for his text message; only to check your cell phone the next day and be disappointed. the ones who made it through that bitter break up; dried your own tears; and move on with your life only to have him walk in weeks later as if nothing happened. the ones who told yourself to never fall for his games again, but did anyway. here's to the ones who took him back hoping he was different this time, but have everything be deja-vu of last time. the ones who couldn't bear to tell their friends what was going on for the fear of an 'i told you so.' then you went through the great stage of no fights again. we wanted nothing more then for him to tell you he loved you; and when he did, you believed it. here's to the girls who loved him so much, that each mistake he made you tried to forget about it right away. the ones who got heartbroken all over again. here's to those great girls who finally decided that they were completely done with him and everything he did or said. you finally remembered that breakups are like broken glass; better to leave broken than hurt yourself trying to put it together. you realized boys don't understand girls' feelings until the older years. you can finally get over him and move on with life.
it's gonna hurt like hell, and you're gonna have to eventually do it. but the point is;
you will heal.
 

there's always one person you love
who becomes that definition. it usually happens retrospectively, but it happens eventually.
this is the person who unknowingly sets the template for what you will always love
about other people, even if those lovable qualities are self-destructive and unreasonable.
the person who defines your understanding of love is not inherently different than anyone else,
and they're often just the person you happen to meet the first time you really, really want to
love someone. but that person still wins. they win, and you lose. because for the rest of
your life, they will control how you feel about everyone else. ♥

boys are mean