you are the love of my life
i cant believe how much you have done for me
i wish i could still be with you but i have lost your trust and
you no longer want to be with me
i am glad you will let us be firends but i am not sure if i can
do that
you come to me, telling me about all these girls that you like
but you cant see how much it truly hurts me, seeing you with
her
i have cried myself to sleep countless nights and you dont even
know
i cant tell you any of this directly because i am afrad i will
loose your friendship again and i dont want to do that
i dont think i can handle going through that again.
17 August 2008
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i want to be your first thought,
last good bye.
the long drive,
or the short walk,
the last voice,
the random call,
the smilee in yourrrrrr laughter,
the perfect kiss,
the comforting hug,
your other half ,
the everything you want,
the perfect fairytale ending ,
just what you want.
i want to be yours.
you are the best thing that has happened to
me in a long time
you just dont know how much you really mean to me
.i.l.o.v.e.y.o.u.
i wish i could just tell you that
=
you told me you loved me...
i believed you when you said you wouldnt break my heart...
that was all bull crap
you broke myheart
you watched me cry
and then you laughed at me
the only person i had left was my 4 best friends
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:'(