crzyassbtch769

oh what a feeling.
that happy feeling.
always smiling.
always happy.

oh what a feeling.
that nervous feeling.
the butterflys always in your stomach.
always nervous.

oh what a feeling.
that betrayed feeling.
feelung neglected.
feeling betrayed.

oh what a feeling.
that lonely feeling.
feeling forgotten.
always lonely.

oh how those feelings.
they changed so suddenly.
but why this is so.
the world may never know.

you should have looked in the mirror
your eyes, blue as the ocean
your hair, golden like the sun
your smile, could light up a room

you're gorgeus and you know it
but they tell you differently
they tell you you're ugly
they say you're worthless

they try and get you down
and it seems to have worked
because you have decided to end the misery
the taunting of others

you took matters into your own hands
and now you no longer here the taunts
you no longer here anything

because you thought the only way to end the taunting
was to end you
but you were wrong

there are other ways
but its too late
there's nothing we can do now

you pretty much suck.
you know who you are.
i apologized.
you shot it right back at me.
thanks for being for me.
but now that ive seen what your really like.
i would just love.
if we discountinued this friendship.
becauze we both know.
that the only one getting hurt.
like always.
is me.

while you're with someone, you only see what you want.
when you break up, who they really are rises up.

What if the world died today?
Would you still feel the same way?
What if I moved out of state?
Would we still communicate?

Will we always be the friends we've been through it all?
Or will our friendship crumble and fall?
I just wish it was always this way.
So simple without dismay.

I just wish that our friendship would be.
You, him, and me.
Forever us three.

some people.
make some stupid desicsions.
and it really makes me mad.
that i cant do anything.
to change that.

boy..you make me smile. :-)

oh i love how convorsations just die..





..we should have a funeral



love - strikeout
die - bold
funeral - underlined

drown your sorrows in songs of happiness.

lying here on my bed i realize.
realize those thoughts.
those reminders of you.
they are just memories.

i see you.
you see me.
but things will never change.
we'll ignore each other forever.

its like we've never met.
non-existing in each others lives.
but a portion of you still lives in my soul.
from the histroy we've had.

and i know thats all it is now.
history.
and nothing will ever change that.