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GREEN DAY IS MY LIFE!!
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Homecoming, iViva La Gloria! St. Jimmy, Welcome to Paradise, Bab's Uvula Who? Brain Stew, Walking Contradiction, 2000 Light Years Away, Redundant, Suffocate, You Lied, Ha Ha You're Dead, Before the Lobotomy, East Jesus Nowhere, Geek Stink Breath, Paper Lanterns, Waiting, American Idiot
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csum's Favorite Quotes

Plot twist: Someone thinks that I am attractive.

 



today is my second day of school as a sophomore
and I made friends with a freshman who has a mental disability. I feel pretty damn proud condsidering I got nasty looks from the 'populars'

 
This world is disqusting
people are telling a 5 year old to kill herself.

Stay Strong Kenadee & Jolie
R.I.P. Mitch Lucker
Feeling depressed?
Trust me, i know how you feel.

(you've probably heard that 1567415 times)
But it's true.

I started cutting when i was in 8th grade. (2 years ago)
Why? because I hated life. I hated everyone around me. Sure, I had friends. I had my family. But that really doesn't matter. I hated the way that I looked and felt about myself. I was literally disqusted with my appearence. I didn't know how to cope with it, so I let it out on myself. I wore hoodies everyday to cover it up. One day, I was having a really horrible morning. When I got to lunch, I took a plastic fork and jabbed my wrist multiple times. Later that day, I got called in to the counselor's office. That honestly didn't help me whatsoever. My parents found out and eventually everything got better. 

It was only better for 6 months. 
Mid-freshman year, I started liking this guy who my parents didn't approve of. I felt out of place at home. I dreaded coming home to daily interogations, questions, and accusations. I started dating him because I had very strong feelings for him. "Love conquers anything". Well' I was wrong. My parents were constantly degrading me. I'll be honest, it was thrilling dating someone who they didn't approve of. The late-night phone calls and hidden text messages gave me a rush of adrenaline. But the feeling that I had once forgotten, had suddenly came back. I resumed cutting. Except this time, it was worse. My boyfriend noticed my cuts and made me make promises to stop. I broke the promises because it was hard to find ways to cope with constantly being torn down by my parents. Eventually, he found out that I broke the promises, and referred my to the school councelor. He wasn't mad, he just didn't want me to deal with the pain alone. The counselor called my parents and I had to explain to them why I felt this way. They didn't stop interogating me, until my boyfriend broke up with me. He did this because he started feeling like he tore me away from everyone who I loved. Of course I was hurt, but it took that to get a better relationship with my parents. 

Currently, I am proud of the scars on my skin. They prove that I have fought battles and won. I can't say that I haven't cut since then. I can't say that I haven't starved since then. But that's what society does. Society kills.

Next time you pick up that razor or skip a meal, think of your family. Or your friends. Or even me. Because I care.
And I am not the only one who does.

You are beautiful
Do not let society define you.

this is my actual story*

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Falling in love with your best guy friend;;
it happens to everyone at least once



 

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The problem with boys is.

They pretend to like you but they don't.

The problem with girls is.

They pretend to not like you but they do


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Hello, I am

Unwanted
 

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Laying in bed at night

Tears falling down your face
A feeling in your stomach that literally makes you sick
Wanting nothing more than to just fall asleep,
and stay asleep forever.

That's what missing

you feels like.





 





 

New Year Resolutions: #1- Stop being lazy
#2- Eh, one is enough