ctstars19

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Joined: June 8, 2009
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Erica Marie*
Why hello there beautiful!
"Girls are two things: classy and fabulous."<3



(ABOUT ME. !*)
•Blow out 'em candles on the 6th of February.
•Ice hockey = Life.
•CT Yankees U-14.
•RHS Varsity Team.
•Brewster Lady Bulldogs U-16.
•15 years [(young)].
•Blonde hair, blue eyes.
  •OBSESSED with the New Jersey Devils and the Pittsburgh penguins.
•SiNGLE. !(:
•My friends are my life, i w0uld DIE without them! 
•Especially my CT Yankee girls.
(C.K, E.S-H, Z.C,K.T)
•TUMBLRS.
•http://www.anythingbutperfectx3.tumblr.com
•http://www.skinnerwinner53.tumblr.com
•Twitter
•http://www.twitter.com/emg19xox

 
Don't hate appreciate. <3

Quotes by ctstars19

I'm always a mess.
I can never
keep my own
secrets. I laugh to hard
at
stupidest
things. My favorite
songs
can make me cry
. I
always watch for 11:11 but i
miss
it more than i notice it.
I live in the past
, in the [<3]
m e m o r i e s  i have with the
people I love
. I hate
thinking
about reality & i'm so
homesick
that its not
even funny. But not
homesick in missing my house

kind of way, maybe its more like
heartsick
from all the things that
i can't get back
. Its hard for me to
define
myself... I guess i'm just a
cliche- -the girl who loved too hard

and didn't get anything
in return.
I don't want to be the heroine
in
some tragic love story
, i just want
the one person
who has never

given me a second  thought<3
You what?
you don't know what i see in him? are you
blind
woman? How can u not see that <3
whenever he smiles I light up
like fourth of
July
night?? How can you [( not )] see the
sparkle in my eyes whenever he looks at me?
Haven't you n o t i c e d
how much I've been
smiling? I just can't get him off my mind, &+
he just makes me happy
. He's the only person
that can make me smile when all i want to do
is break down and cry. And for once? i'm not
worrying about tomorrow, as a matter of fact. I
cant wait until tomorrow. Cuz every time i see
his face, every time i look into his beautiful
brown eyes, i know everythings going to be ok.
So maybe he's not your idea of hot, and maybe
he's not the smartest boy on the planet. I love
him
, &+ I don't care if the whole world knows.
                      _<3*
&+ I want to be ;;
his last call of the night, his first
thought in the morning, to have
5 hour conversations with "no, u
hang up first." to make his heart
race. for our hugs to make me not
want to let go. but most of all, i
want to be considered:
     
                               
>>           his. <3
&+ it was the cutest thing
she walked into school on friday the thirteenth
, thinking it was going to be a horrible
day. she didn't see him all morning, and her friend would not shut up about her boy
problems. she walked out of homeroom, and saw him standing by her locker (which
was completely decorated with posters saying "forever baby" and "i love you") holding
a bouquet of roses. He smiled and whispered "happy  valentines day" in her ear before
pulling out of a hug. She was so happy, she couldn't help but give him a quick kiss right
in the middle of the hallway. She opened her locker to put her roses away, and in her
backpack was a big teady bear with a box of candies and a card. "you broke into my
locker?" she asked, completely shocked. "surprise," he said as he gave her one more hug
before going to first period. I watched them from my locker arcoss the hall, and all i
could think was "damn
. that girl is soo lucky. I hope someday i get the perfect guy like
she did<3"
That's  it,  i'm  done*
>>  i'm   not   chasing   you   anymore.   i   just   can't
If you really
, truly want me, if you'd die without me,
you can ( come and find
me. ) But i've done this long
enough
. I'm [[ e m b a r r e s s e d ]] to admit i've cried
over you. [(yes, fallen asleep crying
)] &+ you would
be worth it
if you would   actually   make an effort to
keep  me  in  your  life, but since you obviously dont
    care,       you're       not       worth       it       </3    
<<
Take Out The Picture, µ
blow off the dust.. take off the frame,
its starting to [ r u s t .
]
remember
the times we had together? what ever
happened to best friends
f o r e v e r ?
                      
        [(</3)]
thisgirllovesthisboy(:
      -->      WHAT      A      STUPID      GIRL      <3
Best of friends
aren't supposed to end so fast,
so why didn't our friendship

      last? </3
&+ alright. I get it. *
I get it, okay? so leave me [[ .]] Yeah, thanks
to you
, I don't believe in myself anymore. But really,
thats what you wanted, me to feel like I'm not
good
enough
, right?  To make me feel that everything is
wrong with me, from the clothes I wear (even if they
are from the same stores you go to) to the little things
like the way I laugh? I get it. I'm not pretty. i'm not
popular. and I'm not normal
. You're better at anything
i ever freaking attempt to do, okay? so if you could
t          l  e  a  v  e          m  e          a  o  n  . 
a l o n e
&+ I'm over him.
His smile, his laugh
, his eyes -->over it.
I'm over
the way he used to make me
smile whenever he would just walk into
the same room. Now
whenever
I see
him, my heart doesn't try to jump
out of
my chest, and my stomach
doesn't do
olympic style flips. Those "good morning
(:<3" texts that used to make me smile?
deleted
. &+ i'll never expect to get another
one. After all those
months, now i can see
that he was just a pretty face that had all
the girls dazzled, including me. After
believing my prince was the perfect one
for me, now I realize i fell for a fake <3
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